children the size of adults
pester me with questions like
how big is your carbon footprint?
I mean yes
I’m a minor poet
not a major corporation
but I’d still prefer being
taken to task by someone
with a stake in the future
over being taken to court
watching the lawyers
stride in
& out of the stone building
from the shade of this
frankly arrogant tree
resplendent with carbon
there is a whiff of the
entitlement that comes off
a certain kind of person
who when asked
still or sparkling
answers
sparkling
or
something equally
as bougie
—is firing off tweets
as bad as burning down
forests?
I mean
I get it
some kids don’t want to have to
think about the anthropocene
they want gazelles
jordans
they want supreme
I
on the other hand
grew up
climbing trees
barefoot & in rags
swinging off
the fig trees
outside the zoo
a real Mowgli figure
of inner suburban Adelaide
imagining the tree
was my mother
or at least the female
tree-character from
Pocahontas
(…Grandmother Willow, but I had to IMDb it)
when
you stop to think
for a minute
that’s a strange film
I mean
from a contemporary perspective
there’s settlement
& the reek of entitlement
not to mention
the extensive
land clearing
plus it stars
Mel Gibson
before he got cancelled
for saying those
awful things about
Jewish people
—my point being
can the market
really be relied upon
to even all of this out?
to absorb our
stupidity
the way trees
absorb our carbon
from the
atmosphere?
can a pouch of tobacco
costing $36
really stop someone
from smoking?
can e-cigarettes?
can this 36 degree day
lived here
that could be anywhere
somewhere in
the golden age of capitalism?
golden
in the way that
a plant turns golden when the sun
had voided it
of its moisture?
golden
in the way
we tend
to convince ourselves
things are beautiful
even as they’re
dying
right in front
of our eyes?
I’ve been
having better conversations
since accepting this
perennial state of
emergency
reading about the school
protests & watching Greta
Thunberg videos on youtube
accepting the
solution will not be simple
or easy
as unpalatable
as it tastes
this soy latte
is not the solution
with the newspaper
in front of me
which I’m sure
almost no one my age
or younger
is reading
the editorial suggests
maybe plant a tree?
or get a sodastream?
failing that
their logic would
advocate
just go back to work
as normal?
& if you don’t have a job
buy one?
between wind and water (in a vulnerable place) by berni m janssen


Solid Air: Australian and New Zealand Spoken Word
Yonder Blue Wild by S K Kelen






