Sixth Bell

He washes up upon the shore,
that blue man, waxen in the printer’s trowel
of harbour light. A wedding pumps
on the waterfront, a limo driver smokes
and blows his rings at bats, and he
who looks so often to his watch sees
the washed up golem beyond the rail
and parking bay and barrier and
does and says nothing.

So the sixth bell peels at two AM,
when poems fall away and the tired quay
sighs; the circle train death-rattles
from cut to cut, slipping into Hades’
graffiti bunkers, satanic murals,
black water, black rubble, Tank Stream.

The dead man brushes himself off,
scrapes his way up sandstone walls
and shuffles toward The Lord Nelson.
The bell sounds again, and something
vibrates in wet jeans – the cross is right
way up on an eastern hill. Time falls
back into the space between steps;
the echo of the bell is set to ring.

Stormwater gushes from a cut below
the city’s ribs, as if the CBD sucked
vinegar from a sponge. Metals settle
like a drowned man’s hand across the silt
and scalps of rusted weed roll, quaffing
through a tide of endless wash.

The moon lights Lavender Bay, a light
moons coal-lap bars as coloured rays
dance from off the decks of charters,
or leap from North Sydney towers, taking
brands from neon scaffolds, drowning them
along with lost dogs and the drunks of Darlo.

The dead man touches all the figs from
shadow-bridge to Barangaroo and steps
toward the bar to find the happy-hour spent,
and TVs mounted on each wall ticker-taping
news events to a room of people blue as he.
‘What will it be?’ the barman asks, as once
again his wet pants buzz.

Barangaroo
was the woman who presumably tamed
Bennelong, or was it the other way? Or
was it neither way? All the blue man knows
is in the heated room, is in the amber diamonds
flitting from his glass onto the beams of ships
planed and bolted down to stay the swaying.

Stormwater pours out a clean deluge
which hides in crystal flux the heavy metals
of give-and-take and rips like razor light
into the shoals. A sixth bell tolls.

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Sydney Office

Going to and leaving scuffed planets, she drove her nail across a cake
of soap. Waves peeled off Bondi. Cafes continued in fine, hip disinterest.
She scrubbed the table, then, and fell into hot traffic. It was a kind of
legalised man slaughter: the archaic, better rested, individual, circumstantial,
ontological, piecemeal (we were drowning between two life savers, flags
primary colours. Used car sales. To think, the kids swum up through the
passenger-side window. Both had moustaches. Salesmen quick phrases slugs
squeezed out of envelopes soft packs and packages stitched canvas or cotton
from India, Pakistan, Bangladesh, waxy blood-coloured signatures stitching
books with dental floss.) Her teeth were smashed! Getting up, she swore
bloody at cars and limped to the corner store and ordered two ice creams …
Sydney staged a fight/stayed one night
sun cream pale arms and the power of injunction, punctuation, apostrophe.
It was an apostrophe! A secular ecstasy on the sand! A round fat cut glistened
on her elbow though this was pantomime, a port of inconsistent sailor jokes.
Blue jokes in overalls and the blue bay in the mouth of a strangled burglar.
(Thieves know the tip-toe and the train line, the blue- grey rock the blue
shadow.) To dress in hot disguise with a clean white house dressed in a blue-
black suit pocket of business cards islands the coast of corn coloured light
over lawn from oblong windows. Houses ocean liners dogs slept all next day
boats putter argyle strides emerge with nine irons zippers up smirks and
milking demonstration in men’s shoes – steak dragging great clouds of
fragrance out back into George like muddy explorers. Elderly, their arms
wrinkled as udders, outraged and chatting politely to high school kids in
grape or pea green uniforms. Sydney – so very young, so very old, newly
discovered planet. How do we get our head around it? The heavy high
watermark of the harbour celebrity residence coordination in Glebe book
binding us here and there a foot facial relapse three days each morning in
a pair of Reeboks laces so long it takes a half hour to trace my way to the
universe and maths of chance time and let’s, oysters.

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NOT THE NAME I CALL

whereupon the loquacious vestibule & a deciduous scorncloud quaffneck stout athwart the faultlines of a plover’s merriwheel pantheon: the dramaturgy straps in twain, yet once more talk of selzer & effacement // the instance was without precise measure but it was widely conceived of not to be // one’s pewter clockscale & rustica nervosa got putrefactorially imbricated with their facilities, & in general those ruptures were ordained of the primary issuer (which having been so, immediately ceased) but without which the assets would not visibly been assigned // the indirect verbage was not, so to speak, affectless, & neither was it prescribed; however, your tenebrosity while fallucidating certain traits of the heraldic crier pointed up some skiffled flaws of which nebuchadnezzar disflouted or beseemed // this occasionally provoked but seldom misdetermined or quadreventuated a distimbrous administrator // inchoassummately we consumed only the particular fruits to which our prescription had occasioned, but this (at times) was not precisely to the letter // do you recollimber adroitly the epistemorpheme of that fitful juncture? merriweather, smother & disobstructivation during post-production & the lace of verisimiltude ravelling out & out in an oxygenated slipstream, a stealthy smokecloud of seconds burning, flummoxingly, to be removed in minor places // yet once more, paean
acknowledged of smooth lydian airs,the applause abrupt beyond bas-relief & qwertechnological advances of such an epoch not perlustrative in the tense of more traditional logarithms // the event as I think I mentioned earlier was its effacement, & the renewed distance that issued up, as though in hindsight, before the agent was sentenced // not to say the object was dimmed amidst the gloamish mobfiscation, rather its integrity dispersed amidst the unctuous lucidity of our phases // by that time, at least, I’d a grout to my purse, if not against my name (neither alms nor legality to my name, alas, but confidence in its inviolability nonetheless) (well, I’ve not yet cast the whole scope of squalor aside, but it does disintroviscerate one, certainly) & suncorp reflexed with a chilled dish of a thriftwhore binbargain, rather sardus swift swansinging along the ivytrod whaleculler & absalom demenstruficated // but from that point the mode got a bit degeneric, rather consecuted by a strain of polar flux // all the eternal springs of my infernal experience engendered their own sure & certain & specified brand of relentless disinsensibility but that aside, I’d like to repose with the joint of my aperture, viz., the selzer // a queer abstinence of context & consonance hath driven me divagately athrust in meter thirstily from the effervascillating pongle of my carbonnet clime: the plump corpus swigging out of the portadux, quelching toesful of loam, & making
a poor art of overlordery besides, was inadvertently implicated in the tale of a birthmark yet untorn // with respect to the caste system, in your divulgate account of the pataplause appearing to antedeterminate something fatal (qua empiricism? qua dislocution haranguing counterlogic? qua resounding millimeters of subaqueous hegemony?) a certain phase in the contrapuntal plotpoint alluded (unblemishingly innospent in its affexecution) to the exergue inscribed upon the margins of my ventricle: viz, the ardent trombone measures of bowel-destroying lambency are not uninherently postheretical, but on the other hand there remain five digits, most of which are integral (but the contingent basis of that might accord more suitably with heteronormative additional factors belonging to zeros) // seize the furnace! // chillblains from the potash & the vox of an obtuse angle opining of a radical dramatic sequence of transgressive desires! // weep no more, skelton crookscythe, helter & heathens unwashed ashore, weep no more // the clouds no longer read your face with scorn // parallax immeasurable in the disturgid patamorphosis of this sequence! // for the degree of fermentation is what makes this dream
so sweet
 
 
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Worldless

where’s my donkey : thursday evening

catch the train,
seagulls circling
Central Station

catch a bus
pick up a paint chart,

at the gallery –
Korea and Kinglake
photography exhibitions

(different)

a very thin man
in Oxford Street
in red leather pants

talk on Eastside Radio
read two poems

at the bus stop
long haired boys –
regenerate fashion,
retro,
fashions
arrive & go by
really quickly –
I had to live through
the entire decades!

(peeved)

catch a bus,
redhead woman driver
playing jazz piano cd
loudly, in the bus
(suits the traffic)

catch the train,
seagulls gone to Pyrmont,
night workers
eating chocolates & chips

(hunger)

walk to the seafood shop
buy the dory, grilled

walk home

*

I am the donkey : saturday afternoon

step onto the crossing,
lift palm to car,
thanks driver.
quicken pace, cross smartly,
think
‘why do I do that
why do I want to live
am I depressed?’

Scottish sentimentality –
car alarm with violin

(answer)

*

I pass the donkey : tuesday morning

walk to the bus stop
(forgot my watch & silver ring)
open umbrella,
light rain shower

catch the sad bus
through the streets
around
sad blocks of flats

paint swatches
(I must remember)

what colour the door?
the brick fence, what colour?

coffee at Zoo,
hair colour in the arcade
(regrowth)

buy underwear,
blue, mauve,
& stripey

buy preserving jar
(lemons)

buy
honey, celtic sea salt
& iodised sea salt

carrot & celery juice,
the juice maker
takes ages
to juice the vegetables

almost miss the bus

quickly buy the newspaper,
here’s the bus

winding back
past Centennial Park

there’s the donkey,
no, it’s a horse

(mistaken)

here are the streets
around
the sad flats
& here’s
the Cauliflower Hotel

listen to Patti Smith ‘Twelve’
(Changing of the Guards!)
on an ipod
on the bus

on the move
but in the clouds

(worldless)

thought stuck,
pinned down

stupid under
a roaring sky

*

there is no donkey : friday night

hazard lights
in the bus lane

police
remove the number plate,
the driver
brays drunkenly
(caught)

going home
to make a poem
(this one)
to give my problems
to you, reader

(contagion)

everything fails
when all else fails,
when all else
skyrockets

some of what I think
is a piece of crap
some of what I know
is worse

some things I say
shouldn’t be said

my heart,
meaning
my feelings towards you,
reader,
meaning
my straight ahead empathy,
though
is
in the right place

nearly home,
the streets seem dark

enter the house,
hug you,
my synthetic coat
squeaks

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Act #12

Vintage in verisimilitude. Private
Sale – Vacant Position – Business 1 Zone
. Scent

of sandalwood, inconsequential
bells, organic

food and runes. Fortitude
begs futurism. Health

store
– Home ware – Souvenirs
. Unrequited

regret: fetish value
fades
from my wallet, untold impotence

of possession. Schism molds scansion. Yeah
I saw the bookshop

round the corner spells

work only if life’s banality
becomes the node

of bewitchment. I know

I wanted to blow 20 dollars
I didn’t have. Who the hell

wouldn’t.

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Office w/views

it was the key
to everything
if you had one

copier queues
questions that
puzzle us like

where to smoke
as Wordsworth
has it the river’s

London’s only
living presence
but I shouldn’t

be reading this
now & scrupled
her dark circles

if a hand of euchre
at lunch seems an
antiquated notion

so do i
go on
through

light snow flurries
folded wings of collation
tonight like others

work late & no less
than dedicate this To
Our Unknowing Publisher,

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circle of eagles

1. important to feel comfortable can I borrow a
chair skin grafts collage? with nothing extraneous.
extra news: the brow paper snake’s eating a space egg
plot hatches & thickens ghost w/diarrhoea has its
head in my eye cleft socket. vacancy cut outs
cut out
dance round it stag beetle bat drawing on book
valley with machine guns. 2 heads better than I esp
when they are 1. vacancy jags holiday lion down
horses face melts traces a dough head. porcupine –
grey – in my head.

2. blue uncanny’s trotter emitting fence of dots → weaker
pastel head w/ breast imprint touching elderly black
smoke thicker fur of dots draped over b. miscloven
math pork chop sprays blue seahorse gauze 3 towers severed
hound by water & chlorophyll dropping into cormorant
w/ swollen breast wolf // cormorant from legs
under sheets one tenting other pointing oily
lightning of gloom & pasted on grocery bag
another corm. ejects → margin at westerly ballerina
leaping shadow of grey muscle

3. black cutout shows broken mickey elephant man.
blunt worm/black feathers & arrows eating slum flattered w/
red fossils & leaf skeletons
beige shape of difficult vague situation.
pool makes u-grey ice cubes
bowels of head, black thing dips its trunk, blocks
another lying leg. perfect almost.
nice creep, 2 heads, smoking, thinking, amid Caesar
ghosts. he? is lazy & has a furry friend, black
than he is.
—————————————–
warming middle patched forward temper
missed precise purchase fold crumpled apricot
coconut amber follow flow canberra paper
serious erupted capable precious forceful grouped
purposeful
handled fitting responsive necrophiliac corrupt
cool short loose appearance trippy total laine
nacreous crooning deep shallow formless formful
farm charm chalk stalks trips creeps tepidity
focus squiggled lid trumpet tempest torment
topiary tropical tactical touching tumid garbled
gaping gusty hogad draped demystifying
depressed dusty/dusky borrowed
painting

bronze shadows heaped.
after the final no.


Written at Amber Wallis’s painting show, Circle of Eagles, at Utopian Slumps, 2009.
 Typed by Corey Wakeling, with thanks. Last 2 lines taken from Wallace Stevens/head.

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Transpacific

The view of the watery gardens suggested a truly
Verbal rosette. We see the world as a black and
White golf course. Constellations, like buttons on
Apollinaire. How much longer can we afford it?
We fall – in performance – in rose coloured costumes
shooooooooooooooorT Paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaants
Leave your backpack and duty free gin with the
Luggage of the others. Now it’s too late to choose
Between a life of Christ: or of Buddha. I could hear the
Metal tearing but couldn’t see anything in the bathroom
CarrrrrrrrrrrrrrroT Piiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiie
was the last thing I regretted about my
BOYHOOD
Gosh is not an Australian WORD
Let it wash into the sea SAID
The Australian GOD
So many WORD
-s TRACED
from SYD
-ney. WORD
-s that APPEARED
slightly rusty. (It was actually BLOOD

T-Plane; white magic. We use a different number system
And believe that this has improved the area’s economy. It
Was a century. It produced a lot of songs. We learnt to draw
On the back of an owl without falling. Now we’re slowly edging
Towards Babel in reverse. With a lot less languages of course
k-T-Pp-t-k k-T-Pp-t-k
We walk more
Depend on phrases that we learn to cut from bark
The idea of the tower disappears

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At the Darling Harbour Convention Centre

At the conference lunch
the industry chatterboxes turn
a gavotte, then prop and scythe
about the buffet loading
up pot roast, pumpkin salad,
rendang. Says the keynote
speaker bignoting counterflow
down the queue: “Hey I’m on
the Be More Biodynamic
close-out,
next up.”
Tops.
Our gaze drains
to the Harbour, a heaving sluice
of yachts and city views — it retains
all our best attempts at describing
its irruption then chucks them back,
like we don’t know what we’ve got,
which is a Paddy’s Market tchotchke
or a box of chocolates, “spent coins
of abiding love,” you say. Good one,
thanks hon
.

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Vis[i]tors

i.

the office & library
cooling system hum
outside the weather

feet on pedal or dash
we refuel loyal listeners
tolerating radio’s sight gags
took the bridge coming in

ii.

so that here –
Port Botany sky
curators race for cover

our late 80s archive
an amateurish mix of creams and whites –
is the view you paid for (sixteen replays
are inconclusive)

iii.

this morning by the stairs a famous face what’shisname

give way to the
portrait of an unknown

a red flag sirens
the beach is open
even when it’s closed
scene to breathe life into

iv.

: almost on cue

a breeze reports
first in the crumbly architecture
stippling windward

tracking the flown inflatable
as far as

White Cliffs

v.

when the kids get tired
the big kids get wired
when the kids get wired…

he has a boat out front
the adulation of the gulls
french for welcomes/
farewells

vi.

short of a stop

time/location met
peremptory bus doors

with these wheels
perambulate sandhills

retired elevator
card in the lock

vii.

timed cued to cross

& short flight home
to spurred ledges

not sure where
walking ends &
traipsing begins

i folly the signs

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Reflections

On May 31, 2011, as headliner of Sydney’s VIVID LIVE, The Cure played
one of two ‘Reflections’ Shows – its first three LPs (Three Imaginary Boys,
Seventeen Seconds, Faith) in their entirety, as well as a fourteen track encore;
‘The Lovecats’ closed both performances – at the Opera House’s Concert Hall.

even sunstruck the ribs rise
from Bennelong Point like Arthur C.
Clarke’s black slab

I storm the frets, stopping
only to whirl when your aperture’s
cocked at my spine

this hair’s a tornado
of sand ridiculous, you needle,
a blond gothic

no licks of laughter
(Father, Son, Ghost shedding Prozac)
my Scorpio sting: fuck off, Madame Acronym

§

the ticket snakes
on knotted
wood shoved between twin beds

once
we had no need
for such arpeggiated space

dulled, you insult
in my headphones: ‘Other
Voices’, ‘A Reflection’, ‘Grinding Halt’

Fender grey,
a sea gull pummels crossbows
on the pane

§

three four five
raven finished
casts embark Dry Ice

I’m more cleft
than that acoustic-electric
presented by my Daddy

in stunting aisles minors gravedigger-
dance and mew
the lovecatsss

a crèche of stars
weeps plasma at the mutilated
placard of the Harbour

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Sorry’s Essence

This poem is constructed using words and phrases directly from Kevin Rudd’s ‘Sorry’ speech
as reprinted in The Sydney Morning Herald (online version) on February 13, 2008.

I move today we honour, we reflect
on mistreatment of the oldest history, indigenous people
who were stolen, blemished in our nation
the time has now come to turn Australia’s history
by righting the future
we apologise for profound grief and suffering and loss
and pain and indignity and degradation and sheer brutality and hurt
of mothers and fathers and brothers
and sisters and families and communities
breaking up inflicted on a proud people and the spirit
healing, heart, embraces
never, never again
solutions, respect, resolve, responsibility
origins are truly equal
remove a great stain
do so early
an elegant, eloquent and wonderful woman
has travelled a long way to be with us
she remembers the love and the warmth
and the kinship of those days long ago
she remembers she insisted on dancing
rather than just sitting and watching
she remembers the coming of the welfare men
tears flowing, clinging
complex questions
it was as crude as that
Tennant Creek and Goulburn Island
and Croker Island and Darwin and Torres Strait
She was 16
a broken woman fretting
ripped away from her
it’s a good thing that you are surrounded by love
Sorry
And remarkably, extraordinarily, she had forgiven him
there is something terribly primal about these
a deep assault
stony, stubborn and deafening
leave it languishing
human decency, universal human decency
deliberate, calculated, explicit, and notorious
Generally by the fifth and invariably by the sixth generation
all native characteristics are eradicated
they are profoundly disturbing, well motivated, justified.
an apology well within the adult memory span
a point in remote antiquity
it is well within the adult memory span of many of us
therefore we must also be the bearer of their burdens as well
the darkest chapters
with the facts, the evidence and the often rancorous public
we are also wrestling with our own soul
cold, confronting, uncomfortable
there will always be a shadow hanging over us
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry

without qualification
Yuendumu, Yabara, Pitjantjatjara
there is nothing I can say today
I cannot undo that
grief is a very personal thing
imagine the crippling effect
it is little more than a clanging gong
a thinly veiled contempt
the gap will set concrete
the truth is a business
halve the appalling gap
back the obscenity
beyond our infantile bickering
Dreamtime

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a plane flew overhead
ten kinds of friends
you never said that
you said I just want

to show how I love
shouldn’t lie it’s nice
try not to raise your voice
military

like I can talk
everybody wants
a walk and a cold beer
to hang their head on

whereto for poly hearts?
open lines and hill starts
an enough advice
to please everybody

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Out of Politeness

Out of politeness you probably wouldn’t say,
especially when spring has started false
and hailstones
small as ball bearings
ring the roof
keeping you trapped at the library
a cancelled anatomy book under your arm
– or perhaps it’s a newspaper
and instead you’re under the eaves
looking out at sheet rain
wondering how a street sustains so many cafes and not a single electronics shop.
It’s a cable you need, not a coffee,
but it’s a small consolation.

If asked, I probably wouldn’t say,
instead imagining myself lost in a forest
surrounded by the heady aroma
of peaches, perhaps
enjoying this wintry lapse into drizzle
alcoved under a willow
fingers deep in dark soil.
I probably wouldn’t,
I don’t think so anyway.

I wouldn’t say nothing, though
if asked
if pressed between pages
if, while hours and minutes trickled by
if I
if –
I probably wouldn’t say no
no, I’d think of rally driving and Zen meditation.

When time’s fragments gather together in the same room
like boxes on a calendar grid,
a room say, like the one at the end of the hall
with sash windows and the Edwardian daybed,
when they gather there

I wouldn’t want to say either, either
or as well,
I wouldn’t want to say anything, no,
not nothing, not no, not probably not,
lips stitched against the apologia
of a coming wind
needling
addressing no one
but giving everything away.

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Western Triv

(courtesy of the White Cockatoo)

Petersham: the formerly fashionable
but now rather heavy overcoat
on the portugese tart. Tickertape ribbons
and other dictionary entries.
Lip-reading Theory of the Leisure Classes,
little Ern stumbles through the public primary
before graduating to Summer Hill Intermediate.
Spain weeps in the gutters of Footscray,
to say nothing of our serious frolic.
Closed my inanimate lids to find it real
behind the shelter sheds. I tell you
these things are real. Even
baroque Mediterranean garden furniture.
Greek quails under the flight path,
cooing softly: the girl from i perama.
Rooming houses line summer dust,
a month of pianos for Kate and Pete.
We wanted underground lighting
or even just subtext
to distinguish the last three decades
of a fallen Enlightenment.
Romance relishes the house-referential,
listening night after night
to Janet Jackson’s Alright pump
through over-priced rental walls.
Hightailing cowboys drawl
back to school, it’s fort for
or la di da, Lacan with a cute snub
neurosis warring over the inner, waning West.
Someone has to pay
or there would be no affect. Pasta dura
rather than Dürer. Crusty paraphrases
stagnant on the unclaimed meat-tray.
We purvey a crystal ball obscura,
a street stripped back, oxford-pinked.
1999 ‘found’ postcard: Hi Mum!
Didn’t inhale Paramatta Road, parked
on anarchy’s shop-floor, Birkenstocked
our way through claypot chicken,
& bought into the $5 Rashai
Frequent Diner’s Club cartel.
It’s true, global ecologies
kept us searching for the gastro-commune,
but to no avail. xxxx, E.M.
Cockroach hopscotch
lags on the line-faltering footpaths.
December gossips between
of, whenever, and somewhat expectantly,
another tin-roofed rapport.
Next year, Lieutenant-Governor
Francis Grose will check out the real estate here,
wave to Joel in the flat above,
and set up a row of convict sweat crops.
Before you know it, it’ll even be home to
The Australian, or at the least its tidy originator.
All good & legal, so they say. Identity
flashes in. At our duplex, national pride
still gags for just one more go
at the Olympics. But why pine for the ultimate
when you can already see Ultimo?

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Sadly

Ability is not the end cause and justly–
not even the original thing can foreclose the horselock
I don’t want to tell you I want to say you
come here to the main city where all the intense emotions
sleeping in the outback incommunicado.
I can’t keep not looking at you (I never was)
I can’t keep up anything I never started.
I left the house and made it close. I decided against
excision. A scalpel slices my leg all those years ago (1).
Where is Sydney even ever when you need it? Not t(here)
I don’t think. There is a prefix of verbal destruction that
can be applied to any word. Watch the summer monstrous.
Watch my flower while I walk. Where is the sun in relation.
Where is the unrelated. Every orbit is too close over there.
Watch your head when you kowtow please. Who needs a car
when a car can be broken? This is a place about poem. Arms space.
Race race. All of the dayglo foodstuffs are too strong. Open
out a lily and gild all my flowering embarrassments.
Back when the bible was still the newspaper things were heavy
you could swim all the way, dude, no shit. You’re wearing me down
and weaning me off. Take only the best. Always be trigger-happy.
Give me enough pages and I will write for you every self-help book.
All the houses are seriously full. All the houses are full, srsly. All the
homegrown foodstuffs are selfmade geniuses. Automatic Dialect.
All the people are good and bad and evensided. Howevermore.
Insofaras. In the near snowlight. The cutest herbivores.

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written in sydney

1.
Looking for the unobstructed view
a man with glasses and a chair-like stick
untainted by settled heavier blueness
a child reaches out to a chess-man
I retell myself as coffee comes onto me
nothing in the world matters more than each other
but I kick against you & hold like two dots
an airbrush’s idea of human hair
independent sail you have no tact
knitting your own fingers in black
crocodile won’t apologise cat-eyed nor change
cardboard harassing paper in the street
three middle-blue squares pay the cheque
half the air is birds
 
 
 
2.
Crossed out wait for me
I’m a dinosaur at the end of your arm
the crinkled brick subtracted us
Blotches and of a piece
near the trolley bars return key
Ford canvassing a star
you shoot a pipe from your arm
to which I held neither piece
gamble on this tracking away
into a bitter railway identity me
if it blinked like a key
it is a star

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Juvenilia

Standing in line with haircut to join the
Air Corps circa 1989 – & failing that,
a George St boarding house
(firetrap w/ kindling for stairs),
shoesole counter-dinner, chips, tomato sauce.
Squadron Leader says lost cause,
gulping schooners & ducksoup
saxophone mindwash – psychiatrist not
liking the green cut of yr silhouette?
Great art’s all very well, son,
but it’s details that count.
Old guy on telephone sobbing with drink –
Berlin on the radio, Cold War fizzle,
rocky horror midnight cinema freaks.
Y’d cut yr balls off, wldn’t you,
for the good of the nation?
The man with the bitter pill behind
the fishmarkets, four a.m. –
swallow this & see if you can’t stomach it.
Where’s home? What’s leaving for?
Flying bomber-formation
through Chinatown, kicking up dust,
butts, used cocksucks – the future
sure looks bright from here.

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Opera

After each useless, ephemeral voyage I return
to the house
and its quay; I circle the edge before skittling
off to the suburbs.

Come to me, I cry, fat plastic and screaming sail,
shining, golden city
cramped and seeping music! Tonight
my heart’s emptier than a harbour.

I gulp down your murky cocktails
of diesel and suit.
I drink, drown and return
sharp as a note, sharp

as a particular location in space
– one
of one million locations – one
of one trillion locations in space.

I watch the melody collapse
– looming, stretched, blasting –
it flattens me and I’m spat
out the other side

into pure noise, pure scrunching and there’s Sydney,
the wet black face,
the burning beer intoxicated with its own
bubbling tarmac.

Ragged music blows in from the desert,
from the sea;
ragged sheet music catches
on a barb. Sydney’s

a barb on a rusted wire;
it pierces currents, leaks tetanus;
it’s the time of day towards which
we tumble inexorably,

away from which we surge, searching.

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Fragile

… ha- … thanks … another post … time … hotel … Stanmore train … heavy … it
was … full … through the corridors … black … winding down … I went … I was
staying … park … under the … they would be … to … Circular Quay … under … it
… flowers … she was reading … the books weren’t … the … I get a … heat … hard
… running across … milkshake … said The Piano … fly back … noodles … we are
across … he seemed … boat … a sec … arguing with his child … copies of … so
much w- … in the mosquitoed … lock … tshirt … a singlet … café … it was only
stop bleeding … sorry, forgot … learning how to … between … Darlinghurst … at
the … cannoli … we talk a … its cheap … Glebe, Valhalla, Balmain Town … crazy
… dusty … out the back … and we … carving … tea … sharing … fake boob … she
was too fatigued … standing – brooding … I wore … running up Crown … at the fair
… red bag … into the … that one ni-… a taxi on … that won’t … he … when had
that moment in paint- … conflict … raining as … it was … avoiding … had to
your comment … and here … duck … I saw her … had the goat … rough when
lightning … bath … near Sydney Uni … tanned … Bookshop … Green … Me =
lecture and after that … dog race … it was great … it was … fruit … where he had
I was roused … mostly suffering … moments … for … spotting … if they
beautiful … the chairs … raining … Petersham station … broke the … street
Cockatoo … smell the record shops … Orientalism … persists … late … run-ins
before … his manuscript … house … I think … books … my books … photos
garage … slightly … Library … Johnson … go and pick up … under … one of the
last remaining … read … I don’t know what … driving … the bus … escalator … ok
but … I went in there, but … felt all … yes … pressure … whoever … small … roof
… video … ok? … dance with his penis … it’s always … noodles … out the back
to flush … if we pass … walking … through the gossip … night … he didn’t look at
me and … later … wharf … could’ve taken … hotel … under … it didn’t seem so
taking so … boy that I … always keeping … Oxford … secondhand … through the
window … he wanted … train … wrong … Zoo … had destroyed much of … we
took … theatre … about New York … can’t remember … didn’t see him, just
furniture … didn’t … wasn’t what … hail … that awkward- … net … blue … throw

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Highlights from the Poetry Symposium

About a week ago, I got along to the Political Imagination: Contemporary Postcolonial and Diasporic Poetries symposium, hosted by Deakin Uni at their suave city campus. Convened by Ann Vickery, Lyn McCredden and Cordite’s very own Ali Alizadeh, the symposium made trouble with notions of postcolonial and diasporic poetries. It was a Nespresso (and in my case Codral) fuelled couple of days, packed full of paper presentations, book launches, and great conversations cut short between sessions. I found it pretty generative to some of my own thinking about poetry — I’ve put together a bit of a run-down of the bits I found particularly interesting. Please feel free to leave you own comments or reflections from the event below.

The keynote speaker was Peter Minter, who got proceedings off to a cracking start with a paper that evolved his critique of the Gray and Lehmann Poetry Since 1788 anthology, and went looking for productive ways forward in reconceptualising what an Australian poetic is/could look like. Searching for ‘new ways of conceptualising the beautiful, the artful, and the aesthetically true’ he proposed the notion of an archipelagic poetic, inspired in part by the work of John Mateer and Robert Duncan. He asked the question of how culture could become more sophisticated in engendering cultural diplomacy, arguing for ‘archipelagos of psychogeographic intensities’ where we each habituate on our own archipelagos, venturing across to others for moments of exchange and commune.

It was really great to see how this notion was picked up and reseeded by many of the presenters over the two days. It certainly captured my imagination, both in its potential to decolonise the trope of Australia as an island nation, as well as in the sense of volatility and movement the word suggests — archipelagos are fraught places, often formed out of volcanic rock and liable to flooding over. I thought it was a really ripe idea and I hope Peter and others continue to develop it. Keep an eye on the blog for Bonny Cassidy’s take on it too, coming very soon!

Later that afternoon Ania Walwicz gave a performance and creative paper about her poetic practice. I hadn’t seen her read for ages, and she was terrific. I actually woke up the next day with her in my head: I wake up now now I shower coffee now where is coffee now? These were some of her pearls from her accompanying paper, which she described after the fact as facetious: ‘I inflate myself — and then I cut’, ‘Freud writes: the only reason I write is to analyse Ania!’, ‘Something is wrong and I see this in a film’, ‘I don’t believe in one word I say’, ‘dream diary dreamt in the palace of culture’. I’m pretty intrigued about what her dream diary contains, and I think she’s inspired me to start one of my own.

Unfortunately owing to illness I missed the Michelle Cahill’s and Adam Aitken’s sessions the following morning, arriving just in time for Michael Farrell, who was totally on-trend with his paper about Michael Dransfield, who seems to be everywhere right now. His presentation used Dransfield’s Courland Penders as a test site for turning over the notion of the baroque, a term which he fermented with other concepts hiked from Latin America, specifically the geopoetic (‘a place where poetry, science and thought can come together’) and creolisation (‘the results of a history of contact: colonisation, history, migration’). I got the sense that Michael was working with these ideas less to reach a destination point than to see what adding them into the mix might reveal – a way of shaking up an attitude to Australia poetic genealogies he memorably phrased as ‘varandah shandy triviality’.

For Farrell, the ‘baroque turns itself intrinsically towards the rural, the peasant, the pagan,’ and widening out from Dransfield, he drew on this definition in reconceptualising our formation of poetic lineages, differentiating the bush baroque — being a term Peter Porter once used to describe Les Murray – from the neobaroque, a category he extends to poets such as Gig Ryan, Chris Edwards, Jill Jones and Emma Lew.

He received a question at the end which unfortunately I didn’t write down, something about the follies of moving from away from Eurocentric conceptual modes — a comment I found especially odd as I’d been thinking about how great it was to finally see some cross cultural concepts in action!

And he also quoted Walter Mignolo,‘I am where I think’, an idea which seems to sound off Minter’s archipelagos-as-psychogeographic-environs idea.

Towards the end of day two Lyn McCredden gave a presentation on poetry and nation. Afterwards I was initially frustrated that it wasn’t a more focused paper, but the longer I thought about it the more provocative her ideas became. I feel like she swooped in and left us all with a bunch of riddles to solve; does poetry have a role in reimagining nation/hood? What can we conceive of as common readers? Especially when poetic language use is anything but common? How does this in turn feed into ‘the double impulse of poetry’: embodiment and refusal? And finally, is Australia bad at poetry?’ All-in-all, questions I’d love to see someone more foolhardy than I try to tackle!

There were so many other highlights too — Lucy Van’s compelling observation that a sense of the present is always belated in criticism (based on her reading of Achille Mbembe), Ann Vickery on Juliana Spahr and postcolonial queering, and her idea of water as a connecting fluid (another idea useful for our creation of the archipelago); poetry readings at Collected Works and the launches of forward slash, VLAK

And the epic closing event, in which we all crammed in to the upstairs room at The Alderman for the launch of six Vagabond Press chapbooks, by Corey Wakeling, Fiona Hile, Nick Whittock, Nguyen Tien Hoang, Eddie Paterson and Jill Jones, which I’m planning to say much more about once I’ve had the chance to chew through them.

Thanks to the symposium organisers! Not only was it a productive and stimulating two days, it was free and open to the public, allowing for a diversity of participants which can only be described as a Really Good Thing.

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Thoughts on Adrienne Rich

It was rubbish news, to hear that Adrienne Rich had died on March 27. Her influence on my poetics, as well as my person, has been significant. On first reading her poems – those within A Fact of A Doorframe, nabbed from the shelf of a friend a few years back – I was struck by the power of Rich as a fierce poet without adornment, whose poetry could be read without obfuscation, without aesthetic glitching, without feeling stonewalled by theoretical moonscapes.

In the days since I’ve been revisiting her work, and keeping tabs on the obits as they come in – The New Yorker, Lambda Literary, Slate. They all talk about her legacy; her feminism, her activism. They begin to create a nest out of her life and influence. The New Yorker’s Katha Pollitt, describing Adrienne Rich’s death as ‘the end of a kind of poetry that mattered in the world beyond poetry’, observes that Adrienne Rich’s obituary made front page news at The New York Times – and wonders whether ‘an American poet will ever be honoured that way again’.

From ‘Axel, darkly seen, in a glass house’.

“The dead” we say as if speaking
of “the people” who 
gave up on making history
simply to get through
Something dense and null 	   groan
without echo 	        underground
And owl-voiced I cry Who 
are these dead these people these
lovers who ever did 
listen no longer answer

**

I discovered Adrienne Rich through her poems, but if I’m honest, I enjoy her strong, articulate prose even more. One collection of essays in particular, What is found there: notebooks on poetry and politics sits permanently on my desk. It’s got pen marks and dogged ears and many of the pages are stained purple from a red wine incident. It’s my first port of call whenever I hesitate about the political function of art and the relevance of poetry in this world, where everything is so … fucked.

‘This impulse to enter, with other humans, through language, into the order and disorder of the world, is poetic at its root as surely as it is political at its root’ says Rich. With this sentiment she reminds me of another great female artist, Nina Simone, whose music reverbs with the same balance of the sensual, the personal and the political as Rich’s poetry.

Rich does not distinguish between page and performed poetics, between poetry read rather than listened to. In this book, her examples and anecdotes are generous to each; she is desirous of honest voices however they capture her, attentive to poetry as a bodily-experienced phenomena and casting upon it no further distinctions regarding form or format.

Recalling memories of her father and her grandmother reciting poetry from memory, Rich made the realisation that poetry ‘was not just literature but embodied in voices’. This is a notion she turns to repeatedly. The voices she shares in this book range in one breath from the canonical to the never-before-heard; from Wallace Stevens to women in prison.

**

From her essay on revolutionary poetry, entitled ‘What if?’:

‘A revolutionary poem will not tell you who or when to kill, what and when to burn, or even how to theorize. It reminds you (for you have known, somehow, all along, maybe lost track) where and when and how you are living and might live – it is a wick of desire’.

And from this same essay, a poem by Joy Harjo about a young female member of the American Indian Movement who was murdered in the 70s (quoted here in part):

You are the shimmering young woman 
	                              who found her voice, 
when you were warned to be silent, or have your body cut away
from you like an elegant weed. 
	                              You are the one whose spirit is present in the dappled stars. 
(They prance and lope like colored horses who stay with us 
		nuzzling the frozen bodies of tattered drunks 
				              on the corner.)

**

Rich’s attitude to voices and revolutionary art strike a chord in light of the Queensland government’s decision to axe the Premiers Literary Awards (which included awards for poetry). The negative effects of this on the diversity of creative voices given public kudos and support, are much more profound than the couple of hundred K they’re professing to save.

That the local arts community has come together so quickly to create their own awards in place of the Premier’s Prize is heartening, and a testament to the scale and verve of Queensland’s writing scene despite common stereotype, and now, political estimation. But the larger problem this axing exposes still remains.

Re-reading Rich it’s occurred to me that there is no real question about whether poetry is significant within our private lives; alone or in the orbit of family and friends. It is. The battle is with how poetry’s claim to a public space and a ratified involvement within the wider cultural imaginary becomes eroded or mortgaged off: as she points out again and again in these essays, suppression can take many forms.

**

And if I’m trying to get my own handle on what Rich’s legacy is, perhaps it’s this: ‘A poem can’t free us from the struggle for existence, but it can uncover desires and appetites buried under the accumulated emergencies of our lives,’ she says. ‘After that re-arousal of desire, the task of acting on that truth, or making love, or meeting other needs, is ours’.

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