How good is this?

After I got back from Hawaii, there were fireworks
for New Year, then the cricket, not that I’m complaining,
it’s always a busy time of year – a family time.
I was having a look at the business pages one evening
when the wife said look outside at that will ya?
To be honest I couldn’t see anything much.
The horizon was a lovely pink colour, or perhaps maroon
or red. The sun was a ball of fire sinking into it.
How good is that? I said to her. But she was
on the iPad, frowning. Uh-oh, I thought.
I went into the next room and turned up the air con.
I can read a room! Sure enough she followed me through
and said what about this fire then? Haven’t heard anything
I replied, looking at my phone – of course it was flat.
Then her iPad rang. It was Gladys on Skype.
Where the bloody hell are ya? I heard her crackle.
We’ve all got to get out of town! I’ve just got back I shouted,
people will start complaining if I head off again.
But Gladys told me to look out the window and sure enough
there were these big flames coming over the back fence.
Fuck, said the wife, the joint is going up!
I didn’t say anything but I really can’t bear it
when a woman uses language like that. I’m old fashioned
at heart. She was off like the clappers so I went down
after her, and the security bloke who sits at the gate
was waiting for us in the SUV, in fact he was already
halfway down the drive when the wife waved him down
(the poor bugger nearly ran her over.)
I slipped in the front and gave him a wink
and said brakes a bit sticky on her mate?
You’ve got to use a bit of humour to break the ice.
So we were all in snug and I was fiddling around
with the door when this little compartment opened
and a can of lemonade popped out. Cold as.
I said how good is this! but the wife was still on the iPad.
There was this smell, it was pretty disgusting actually,
and I said to the driver someone’s burned the prawns
but he said nothing, just turned on the lights and sped up.
I knew then he was a quiet Australian – one of my people.
Anyway we ended up down at Bondi. How good is that?
Everyone was down there. Gladys was waving a torch
and came up with a couple of special branch on either side.
Afternoon boys! I said. For God’s sake what are you doing here,
she hissed at me. I don’t like the Lord’s name taken in vain
but she was upset, so I didn’t take it personally.
I could see a few of the punters pointing to me,
they were waving and yelling G’day I think.
I couldn’t see much with all the smoke.
They must have put on more fireworks because
there were all these bangs – very loud actually,
some of the ladies screamed a bit – then a big cloud
of burning stuff went flying overhead.
I thought then it might be a good time to call it a night
but that bloody driver had gone off.
It all got a bit confused after that. We ended up going
for a bit of a paddle and more people started arriving.
I said, is that Kylie Minogue over there?
By now the wife was in a lather and had started crying
so I tried to give her a cuddle to cheer her up,
but she was being difficult about it to be honest,
so I had to really try hard to get my arms around her
to give her a big squeeze. Women can be a bit like that.
God, get us out of here, I thought to myself.
Then just like that the waters opened.
I mean the ocean went out like the plug had been pulled
and I thought someone up there likes you, fella.
I yelled out come on everyone, follow me!
So we walked over the sand and the rock and the mud
where the sea had been, and to be honest
it wasn’t that pleasant since there were plastic bags
and an oil platform lying on its side and all the dead fish,
although not as many as you might think.
At one point all these kangaroos went racing past.
But the flames kept following us, it was like
the fire knew where we were going. Then all the
grey dead coral sitting on the mud went up like kindling
and it was quite hot so I started running
and when I stopped I was on my own. What to do?
I’m a simple man of faith. So I stood there
and raised my hands to the burning clouds far above
and beseeched O Lord give your humble servant a hand
in his hour of need. Sure enough when I opened my eyes
this big crack in the ground had appeared before me.
I thought to myself, twice in one day! How good is this?
I clambered down into the black crevice
where it was warm and quiet so I kept on
feeling my way and finally came around a corner
where spreading out in front of me
was an endless plain of fire.

It was the whole world burning.

I turned around because it would have been good
to talk to someone else or get a hug, or just even
shake someone’s hand, but there was no one there:
just the darkness and the fire.

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Living vicariously through myself

One day I’ll meet my reputation in person.
And I’ll ask it if it would
like to have an ice-cream with me up
my favourite tree…
and of course, it will tell me to
get fucked.

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You Want It Darker

after Leonard Cohen


There is a crack in everything.
It’s how the light gets in.

The crack is that there is
something, some thing in the light.

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Lion’s Bridge

The seats were covered in snow in February,
and the screech of trams as they passed Lavov Most,
Lion’s Bridge, muffled the water of the Vladaya.

A woman walks in red heels outside a bakery.
The old communist buildings are tattered.
In winter there was ice on leaves, and stray cats
sat on an outdoor heater; the sky was dark.

It is still hot in September; no fur coats,
no chimney smoke. In the markets,
celeriac for 2.50 leva a kilo, chestnuts for 5,
plums for 1. Taps and leather bags.

I want to sell you something, a man says.
We have knives for everything. For cutting,
for chopping. Even for killing.
He laughs.

An electric bus stops outside the Zhenski Pazar.
In a butcher’s shop, pigs’ trotters
and a head with its tongue hanging out.

The lions on Lavov Most have no tongues;
to guard secrets, some say, and ghosts.
A woman feeds a stray cat; looks sideways
to see if anyone has seen her.

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Handbagged

Funny peculiar
not funny haha

who

has the most to lose
from white smoke

and breaking bread
how the grocer’s daughter

ought to bare knuckle
on scabbed over grass, yet finds herself

elocuting
whilst the canary chokes

hits the cage floor
with a blind thump

working men are hit with bricks
thrown from the sky

each one wrapped in Christmas paper
and tied with string

a tag swinging

Funny peculiar
Not funny haha

That the Cold War
was a carry on

A Hollywood rom-com
starring Ronald Reagan

even Sting was on the payroll
hoping those Russians loved their children

too. Me too.

Funny peculiar
That Michael Parkinson, even,

had his phone tapped
on the picket lines

I listened
as the brass band tuned up

emptying spit valves without thinking
on the concrete

I did not go and see your film
I left it to someone else to pick

through the rubble
to try and get you out

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Trophies

The Nazi commander said to the Poles:
Even though we lost the war,
the plaques commemorating your dead,
will always be trophies
to us.

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Surreal, were it not Real (Sydney, 05:09, 22/03/2020)

Fine sand bakes, unshadowed, on Bondi Beach in the mid-day sunshine.
The Kaaba is deserted; desultory knots linger at the Western Wall.
Lonely footfall sends metallic echoes down the steps at Waterloo station.
Redundant car horns on 5th Avenue; a forest of orange taxi lights.
And the world lies still, and quiet, at home now,
Thinking of friends lying in negative pressure rooms,
And anticipating, imagining, what is yet to come.

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Impatience

Today, while my partner and I walked along the edge of the highway toward an area where the houses, trees and dogs are larger, more expansive, and have received a greater degree of care, I told her that I had written a piece about her watching a beautiful slow elegant film with very little dialogue shot and based in Hong Kong about impossible love between a man and woman each of whom were in marriages to other people they were not able to leave on her laptop while I watched a film, on my laptop, that suggested, or seemed to suggest, that each of us has one true love – what various characters within the film referred to as ‘soulmates’. I said, my synopsis of the film she had watched was okay, but the sentences describing the film I had watched were all far too long and difficult to navigate. I said, the films were, in a way, similar, though, I said, one of them is a good film and one of them isn’t. She said, well, another thing that was said in the documentary about the film shot and based in Hong Kong, that she had watched yesterday, the day after having watched the film itself, is that originally the male character’s motivation for having the affair that would become the impossible love was revenge.

My partner did not say whether the revenge was towards his wife, or towards the husband of the woman he was having an affair with or, perhaps, whether it was towards the woman he was having an affair with herself. She had also learned, she went on, from the documentary that a series of comical scenes had been shot that had likewise not made it into the final version of the film.

Towards the end of the walk, once we were again beyond the area where the houses, trees and dogs are larger, my partner pointed out what appeared to be a mobile phone number scrawled into the footpath in large numerals, thirty to forty centimetres high. She said, it doesn’t say call this number to get your dick sucked. Look, she said, the number is all on its own.

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Cook 2614

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ALTERNATE REALITIES

i. A.P. 11March20 9:08PM EST POTUS is expected in his televised Oval Office Coronavirus address to the nation to announce that he has negotiated the Best Deal Ever with Jeff Bezos. Amazon’s leveraged buyout of the US Government will turn over management of the pandemic including sale plus delivery of all services and goods — not just food or medicine. Mr. Bezos will become President — at least until January 20 following November’s election. Mr. Trump will receive a 10% finder’s fee plus 8% of all profits.

ii. A.P. 11March20 11:13PM EST – President Trump, who appeared under the weather and short of breath during his eleven-minute Oral Office address two hours ago, had a sudden respiratory arrest and died 10:29PM EST in the East Wing living quarters of the White House. Vice President Pence, who was sworn in by the Chief Justice, is looked at by Las Vegas as an odds-on favorite to defeat ex-Vice President Biden. Unlike the financial markets, his stock has shot up during recent days since overperforming expectations set when he was named Coronavirus czar.

iii. V-2 Nazi Rocket Redux

“Vunce ze rockets are up, who cares vere zey come down
“Zats not mein department!” says Werner von Braun
—Tom Lehrer

Coupla other news reports,
not yet picked up widely here,
now state that POTUS/V-POTUS
have been working to procure/move
some German research groups to U.S.
because they are way ahead in developing
COVID vaccines: the reason Mein Trumpf
wants these units is so ONLY Americans get
shots in case our Orange I-take-no-responsibility
Insane One starts WWIII – current rumours suggest
Wherner von Braun’s kid, Margrit Cécile, leads a team.

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Egon Kisch Takes The Dictation Test 1934

I do not speak the language which condemns him.
My task is to speak the language of this door, the simple
words of yes or no, you may enter here, you may not.
Behind me Australia branches and the door must remain shut.

Outside, all of Australia branches and Spring’s first crows complain
to the cheerful wind and the wind jibes back. I’ve seen Mr Kisch
stare out the window a dozen times then back to the page’s empty mouth.
His allotted time is nearly gone, and nothing that he says can be correct.

His allotted time is nearly gone, and nothing in his multilingual brain
will grant the words to let him pass, though all of Europe is
burning at his back and all we have to do to save him is to
listen. The crows call out and all of them are prophesying war.

Listen, the crows call out and perhaps they speak the Lord’s Prayer
in Gaelic, for that’s the acid lines I’ve given him to speak, or they talk
of death. I cannot tell. I do not speak it, and nor does he. For
the purpose of the test is not to pass, and his lips must stay shut.

The purpose of the test is not to pass and the only language set
must be the only language he is certain not to know. I left my daughters
rolling in their cot this morning to make my way down to the immigrant’s dock,
their voices squealing behind me like the unkind judgment of the birds.

Their voices squealing, the birds have marked the hour and time is up.
He never spoke a word though the Jews of Europe were burning at his back.
He knew we would not listen to any prayer he chose, nor any warning.
When the trial is run, he can put his case before the testing of the law.

When the trial is run, they’ll say of me, he was a second rate Scotsman,
he had not a word of Gaelic to decide
, but that was not my failure: what
I did not know was that the language of a door is always no. You do not
need a door to enter, but a door like any mouth can be kept shut.

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Worn-out thongs

She is always walking,
worn-out thongs, no hat.
Her feet slog out the daily route,
one small grocery bag comes back.

I am always driving,
high in my black shiny car.
Dashing somewhere, running late, picking up a child.
Daring a couple of kays over the speed limit.

She walks alone this suburb’s streets,
past parks and gardens, family homes.
Sagging jeans with fraying cuffs, lank hair, sunburnt
shoulders and beer-gut belly spilling from stretched-out tank tops.

Each time I see her pacing,
I don’t recognise her face.
It slides and shifts and melts away.
Today, she could be my age.

She walks and staggers, stops and stands,
swaying and sweating on the path.
The sun the sun the constant sun;
it’s 35 degrees outside my car.

I don’t always see her, I think she goes away.
I straightened once, from weeding: filthy handed
to see her standing haunting
the shade of the gumtree across the road.

I flinched.
She never seems to see me.
Who does she see when she stands and stares?
I would know her anywhere.

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Metaphor

I ask Wan Ching how she is. Are you lonely? At home on whatever-floor. She replies, I have had mysterious droppings on my floor for some time. Her brother-in-law sends pictures to a biologist friend. Apparently, the droppings of a bat. Never seen the animal, Wan Ching writes. Just been cleaning up its mess. Log on HDB fengshui forums: wi-fi geomancers tell us, time to buy 4D. We know we’re lucky upside-down. In sleep I never dream of wings, but flap into the night the same; depending on the angle. Actually – isn’t a bat technically always the right side up? For what it needs to do, I mean. I’m not a gambling person, but one of my worst fears is being a vector, and never realising what I’ve done. An essay on viral dramaturgy lurks in my browser history, though I’m not sure if I ever plan to read it. I’m a scientific person, too. I’m quite sure no one ate the bat; just happen to fly by. Echolocation doesn’t work if nothing’s there in front of you. I don’t compare advice; no point wondering what to think. I just enjoy the luck – and not so lonely, either. Wan Ching’s yet to see her guest. Finally, I type: do you think maybe the bat is a metaphor? She says, the bat might be, but the shit is real.
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Meanwhile

Headlines nurse a generation of cynics and madmen with microphones,
Hope is out of fashion, except when Twitter’s watching, and
post-truth politics are in. I’m too tired for trends, though.
Maybe god lost his faith a long time ago, but
I still believe
in those lured outside by the rumour of rain
and four a.m. fog on the city,
who leap off speeding trains, hear silence, walk directionless
yet always end up collapsing on the shore, homesick
and heart-mad.
I still believe
in old fools out on their verandas, chewing evening nepenthe,
their grief a living testimony that history still exists, however
shriveled and beaten.
In quiet lives spent trying to dive deeper,
expelled to the surface by shortness of breath
just when they thought they finally had it –
that they finally understood it. Returning to land
only to grapple with smoke, still convinced they can forge it
into being, and forge being into
beauty.
I still believe in art,
and hope,
and resistance,
and you.

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We’re facing environmental ruin and you’re scared of a text

(via tweet by @jaboukie)

I am trying to write something profound that we’re
going to find funny, yet moving, but resolutely facing

a sunrise that I’m already tired by, environmental
destruction, my spangled nerves swiped and tapped to ruin

and yet no matter how bad things feel, and
believe me they often feel bad, when I read you’re

coming home early, or you’re also feeling scared
and love courses through me like a coronavirus of

my heart I’m just so glad I am living in the time of a
smart phone, and it brought you to me by text.

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On the committee of vultures

The feeling on the island was
that a god had come here to die.
We met lesser angels wandering
drunk through the hills,

accusing passers-by of paying
tax to many-tongued deserts,
beasts muscled in shadow and
serpents who chase their tails

like dogs. We argued about the
rites held on the ridgeline of
her lips, where churches flock
like vultures. Priests there class

the old image of love as reptile
and the new one as heresy.
Accordingly, we sat around the table
looking for answers and taking

on the dimensions of a white bull.
We waited until the sky darkened
and each moon rose, rehearsing
cruel omens: the engine

of a vacuum will choke out of sight,
the legions will form a testudo
and the rain will beat down their shields,
the mirror will sag exhausted into pose

and the pale tongues loll in unison,
the city of gates will uncurl its fist and
the ship will miss the reef, but
only just, the captain

will turn and ask, ‘Did you see that?’

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It Turns Back Upon Itself

It moves like a broken dog. like a dog that has been broken. is what he said to me as we watched it. I read that Wadjemup began as a prison for Aboriginal men and boys. the records show that 373 Aboriginal prisoners died while incarcerated. these men are understood to be buried at a ma ss burial s ite, a b urial ground. the numbers do not seem to be holdin g eno ugh meaning: 437 deaths in custod y since t he 1991 ro y al co mmission. no police or pri son officer has been charged.

He explained that the movement is in the elbows: inward and out. this is how to scoop the air beside you. There are six boys being held in isola          tion at Don Dale who are tear ga ssed and we thep ublic areto ld it is because of a riot but five of th e bo ys are locked in their cel l whe n they were gassed ten times in the space of one and a half minutes. The prison staff are lau ghing andcalling one o f the b oys alittlerfu cker. one boy is lying face down on the floor and is expose d to          t eargas fo r eig htmin utes.

I say to him: I do not believe w e are a c hieving anything. he says back: the words       spoken at protests are heart-felt. I reply that I do not believe that th e government of this country has heart. our words become empty as the government rolls them around on their tongue. throw ing them back                    ward and forw ard o ver an d over              until th e language tur ns inwards: the language turns back upon itself.1

I say to            h im: I donotbelievewea reachievin ga nything.hesays back: thew ordsspokena tprotests are heart-felt. I replythat I do notb elieve that the governmentof this coun tryhas heart.our languagetur ns b ack on itself.o urwordsbecome empty as the governmentro llsthemaround on t heir tongue.throwingthembackwardandforward overandoveruntilthel anguageturn sbac kuponitself.

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The Colour of Shame

Curves and a cause, curves and
some freedom, curves and a voice
A Ramones t-shirt, tight, and a grandmother’s
tartan shrunken to a skirt that covers

not much, a jacket, an XL jacket, a heavy navy
and no frills. But the colour of shame
flushed cheeks – there is a strain, a

tension between how a good
middle class, white, Christian girl should dress
and how this one is

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Counterpoints

1

Lay your body of work on the line, for the unemployed / cry
out for change. They need / content creators. Invest in
something higher. Penthouse suites. In the land of the free /
there are openings. The unemployed fill / the sky. Is the limit
for fledgling investors / land? Speculation lifts the stock
prices / in our hearts. Valued Donors lay / the foundations.
Graduates paint the sky / in this economy of empty
skyscrapers. There are holes for the unemployed to fill.

2

In the only age not named for its weapons the poor raise
their hands / to make their voices heard. Lay down. Your
voices / are heard, objectives achieved. / Return to the
public square / in your palm. Your voices are private.
Property. / Barricades. The public square. / The poor raise
their voices and the only age not named for its weapons
takes up arms.

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There’s a boom up there (after Scott Morrison)

There’s a boom up there (after Scott Morrison)

This slider puzzle poem is a comment on how recording equipment can be increasingly used to reveal people’s racist attitudes, actions or complicity. ‘There’s a boom up there’ is what Scott Morrison said when Peter Dutton and Tony Abbott were making inappropriate comments about Syrian refugees and the plight of Pacific Island nations. Instead of saying ‘hey, that’s not cool to say that’, his sinister contribution to the conversation was to inform them that they might be overheard.

Source text: ‘There’s a boom up there: 6 times pollies were caught out by a mic’, The Drum, 2015.

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Villanelle (coercion)

Sleep-eyed and fumbling at the sink at seven, recall the phoenix
posing its weary injunction, no less glorious for fatigue:
Get up, again, undone or ashen—just the repetition forms a radix.

Lazarus too was smelly, pyjama-stank composter-chic,
and surely felt mis-given returning from the morgue.
Sleep-eyed and fumbling at the sink at seven, recall the phoenix.

How, rising from the ashes, gray and powdered calisthenics
overpowered, over-joyed, in a dazzle of burned-bronze wings.
‘Get up, again, undone or ashen—just the repetition forms a radix’

(he might as well have said.) Rising’s the basis for no meagre ethics:
A dying-daily thing, daily dying something upright augurs,
sleep-eyed and fumbling at the sink at seven, to recall the phoenix

who did it again, and again, bathing in the dust, left by a hex
to continue a pattern of recurring resurrection and bear the intrigue.
Get up, again, undone or ashen—the repetition itself forms some radix, in

“Now wash and dress”, “now flick the kettle, glance across the Guardian’s fresh polemics”.
Unsure and not unscathed, but here now, step in the mundane – gigue.
Sleep-eyed and fumbling with the taps at seven, recall the phoenix,
get up, again, undone or ashen. Just the repetition forms a radix.

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91 days

uncertainty is a virus

we must all be prepared
art is a virus
love is a virus
the economy is a virus
America is a virus
panic is a virus essential services are a virus anyone who still has a job
is a virus we’re all in this together is a virus all Australians
are a virus the PM’s tie is awaiting results
kindness is a virus the vulnerable are a virus
condemnation is widespread emotion is a virus your friends are a virus
help is a virus the virus is running out of gloves cities are a virus
global warming is a virus acceleration is avirus the virus is adapting the virus
is learning to tweet Mel Gibson is a virus bitcoin is a virus Trump is a pandemic
resilience is a virus empty shelves are a virus singing is a virus flash mobs are a virus
hugging is a virus wear a chickenmask instead racism is a virus old age is a virus youth is a
virus invincibility is a virus the virus is obsessed with Bill Gates the virus is working around
the clock the virus is upskilling parliament is a virus tik-tok is a virus back to business
is a virus normal is a virus the virus is missing its grandparents the virus has lost track of
days memory is a virus 20seconds is a virus it is impossible to catch a virus if you always
wear a beard cruise ships are a virus dancing is a virus healing is a virus stupid is a virus the
public are a virus the people are a virus the virus ismaking the most of it the virus has never been so
clean compassion is a virus the health system is a virus my beloved sharks are a virus I’m
just waiting for the virus to take this seriously eugenics are a virus individuals were otherwise
healthy the virus has unfriended me the virus is drawing the line data is a virus conspiracy is a
virus resistance is a virus please do not comment as this virus is no longer live stress is a virus
challenge is a virus explanations are against the rules changing your clothes is against the virus
changing your mind is against the rules hesitation is a virus spitting is a virus recovery is a virus
thevirus can’t believe what is happening of all the ways the world sings to me this one stuffs its fists
in my mouth the virus is drowning the virus is looking to the future respiration is a virus mutation is
a virus behaviour isa virus time is a virus the virus is inside us the virus knows nothing has changed

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flag

this flag is a gun that spits out soldiers
instead of bullets
and I don’t know how to make peace
with my weaponised mind
or these feet that fear the dirt
or this tongue that won’t trust river water

I confuse liberation with loneliness
and my nation with a strangled kite
trying to break its chain

this body is a landmine
buried in stolen soil

this body is a thread
strung between two continents,
untold wars and forced evictions

raised for a world that never existed
in a country invented by brutal men.

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Haze

The prime-minister’s words fill the air –
they hang over the bays, obscure the roads
to the little towns, drift
between the bridge’s cables. His words
turn the sunlight a dirty orange.
You need a breathing mask
to get through them.
We are longing for a big downpour
to wash the prime-minister’s words away.

Meanwhile, what he refuses to say
keeps burning.

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