Missing in Action Prime

Just because it didn’t go off doesn’t dispel
What’s primed “digit immortality” will tell
2012’s May Day OZ Lotto #950 draw
2+6+25+29+34+36+37=169 is 132 see-saw
3 & 8 supplementary to missing in action
Fibonacci series 5th-month Day protestation
What’s going down goes around, until …

No Hand’s an algorithmic computer program
Of random number systems, i.e. lottery scam
And word ordering stratagems of poetry contest
So as Boobquake’s “Cordite #39 Jackpot” conquest
2012/4=96th Prime: inverse 69th-position predestinate
But another No Hand is placed to manipulate
Of $US640-million Mega Millions world record …

Plans meet flash in pan web trends; how do you wield
2010 CSIRO identifies 5 “megatrends” shaping the world
8 “megashocks” of impact; where natural world has preset
Digital counterpart defining rich & poor; Are we there yet?
Social media added propaganda, but what’s new & controlling
If high frequency traders are inside, algorithmic programming
May 8 OZ Lotto Game #951 is Jackpot $70 million …

Without 5/8 lottery draw No Hand’s at best only half the poet
So reversed Game 950 to 059 with 1st & 2nd digit transpose it
To be 30zero31 test-dummy 4-Corners of the Metaphysical Tomb
Product first two primes plus one is prime, etc. prescribes doom
59×509=30031=2x3x5x7x11x13+1; no 5th-Prime to 7/31/211/2311
Unless 30zero31 is TOBACCO code instead of smoking heaven
El Dorado sequel to Raleigh’s 1585 Roanoke settlement at 770 W …

Heard it thru the grapevine, but can’t remember crossing the river
Positive & negative: if IR “wire” predefines the route, who’s married what
In getting to the altar on time & schedule has hidden agenda to deliver …

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Fabian Avenarius (Arthur Craven)

I can be anything. Leave me in the dark. – Jorge Francisco Isidoro Luis Borges

I was christened Contessa Sarita Mujer de la Dia de Muertos.
Crones called me often,
my nurse called me Sibyl,
the workers, spoiled and worth it.

The world was my lover, the oyster my best friend.
Women called me wanton,
my husband, cock, tease, rapture,
my wife in the bleak of the night, “So beautiful.”

On my bed of many feathers, wings, many wings
dreaming five fields of chrysanthemums.
Rose-red. Cumulous. Sunrise. Amantillado.
And Flesh, a sixth field of Flesh.

“So beautiful, so very beautiful.”

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Listening To Cuckoos

Two unchanging notes; to us, words—always those high
elongated notes. Red-eyed koels with feathered ear-muffs,

downward ending notes that pour through a falling of night
coming over the distances, words that don’t change.

The two notes remain, a split phrase, two words
meaning, not exactly a self—not quite, the first day of spring.

The moment of utterance, candor becomes
the piercing, whistled syllables. Penetrating the dark green

of twilight, the storm birds call, two notes, two words,
and cackle in the broken egged dawn, in the echoing light.

 
 
 

Return to Three Poems and Webb Lecture by the Inaugural CAL Chair of Poetry

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Payback in ’78

At Bre’ the Rainbow Serpent flows from sponges
in colours pre-mixed in tins. Children reach up
to spread the curving back along the school wall
clammer to track his path in psychedelic spots

The river is a creamy slurry waiting for rain
They show me a bend in the gouged-out stream
Words point at fast currents folding in

‘See he goes under there’

Their gravel voices fill with stories
legends of canoes, paddle steamers lost
Uneasy fingers twist through hair, check
with a side-ways look as they whisper
his name. Their sleeping giant

‘No one swims here any more’

*

‘Missa, Missa them blacks out there
gunna’ burn our town!’

Someone had burned the station one night
They’d already torched the only pub
Hotel swings from the Liquor Outlet now
a no-frills affair: roller-doors down at ten

And we’d heard talk of wild kids, good with fire
living on the edge of the next failing town

*

Goodooga’s a cross-roads place shrinking
from drought, the end of our ‘Outback’ tour.
A lonely petrol pump’s the last truck-stop
to ‘Brissy’. All roads lead to places livelier
than this, branch off in dust, heading straight
to homesteads. Station-runs standing still.

*

The aluminium space fills with children’s voices
claiming the Rainbow Serpent story.
Young men, bros and cuz, come in from Dodge
take control of our ‘Art in Schools’. Paint
the silent magic of their Muruwari Dreaming
Leave their pride in an air-conditioned hall.

Dodge City‘s on the edge of nowhere. Off-limits
to finger-pointing tourists or ‘blow-ins’ like us

This painted landscape is already too old
or too new for change. Shaped
by late-model cars
– white goods rolled in dust
Useless inclusions in houses
that never had power or water

The people remember centuries of water holes
in scrubby grass. Shifting to camps, penned up
like sheep. They watch other tribes move in
take over towns: living well on their country

Made guerrilla war in lightning strikes
with the only weapon they knew

Bre’: Brewarrina NSW
Dodge City: Former Aboriginal Reserve

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Imperium

Memory takes us for a ride, and we it –
Time clocks its vengeance on forgetfulness;
When the god Remembrance comes calling
(Old Eros in a mask) we repossess

In vain the confabulated latitudes
For our retelling, now tainted and digital;
Far below the long-relinquished Equator
Our analog histories in the original

Lie in dust like Alexandrian manuscripts
Or sunk, an irretrievable Atlantis;
So we puzzle over what preceded Genesis
As we wait for Revelation to supplant us.

And so history is our cross and our salvation,
We genuflect before its stations, cosily;
From the first sad Romulus to the last
A hundred dozen winters weave a rosary

We can say in one chart or chapter,
And we joy ourselves then, or else we cry;
And we fix memory’s shingle to our future –
We will miss ourselves when we die.


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Dialect of Cirrus

a measure of the
dead. suppose I should

explain. hours spent sift-
ing the light, no al-

readys to drown. ‘a
bagpipe sings for two –

first for etch and shad-
ow, second, the drone,

in the dialect
of cirrus, for days

with blunt endings.’ is
there a season for

wonder? where sits the
god of golden means?


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Jeder Engel Ist Schrechlich

"Every angel is terrifying."
                                                            Duino Elegies - Rilke

great grandfather soiled the family tree
lifted his penis high in the air
and peed on its trunk
the stump of my mother

great aunt had young lovers
and hidden amongst the foliage of time
stories lurked in cupboards
behind the smiling faces of fading photos

three sisters wear each other’s clothes
while their mother rocks her lovers
in the marital bed, the dead father’s photo
swinging in time on its nail

we are of bastard stock it seems
look in the mirror myself
and see the Cossack rape
full moon face, blonde hair, blue eyes

mother silent over winter snow
and frigid with her frosty breath
covers her mouth with a scarf
so we cannot see the chilling truth

the dead sclerose my dreams
hated oddities, they fall out
like unwanted fetuses
curled up inside their beginnings


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Scribbledehobble

Language is a parasite — LACAN


All languages are equal                                                                                        (the spoken word comes first, writing second)

Language is messy: the lexicon is messy                                                                           (Chomsky would have said as much)

Dictionaries are cumbersome to consult                                                                                                           (never up-to-date)

Bilingual dictionaries are elliptic                                                                                                                (traduttore, traditore!)

Machine-readable dictionaries drive you nuts                                                                                             (try that in Japanese)

Machine translation is a mere machinery of suggestions                                                                      (meaning is in the gaps)

Big Dictionary: Small Grammar                                                                                                                       (swallow that one)

Swallow the dictionary [Y+O] use uncommon, and esp. long words: * `I’m a scribbledehobbleanalyst.’ `A what? You’ll sprain your jore (=jaw) if you start in trying to swallow the dictionary all at one go.’ RM * He may be an expert but can he talk to school-children? They’ll not sit still for half an hour to listen to some guy that’s swallowed the dictionary. * Infin. Or perfect tenses.
No, thanks. Thank you (very much (indeed)). Merci (beaucoup).
THANKS.

Headword: abandon.
Meaning vt (forsake) person abandonner, quitter, délaisser. (fig.) to abandon s.o. to: se liver à, se laisser aller à.

Meaning vt (Jur., etc: give up) property, right: renoncer à; se désister de
Meaning vt (Naut.) ship: évacuer; (Jur.) cargo: faire (acte de) délaissement.

ABANDON (vt)
Abase abash abbreviate abduct abet abhor abide abjure abnegate abolish abominate abort abrade abridge abrogate absent absolve absorb abstract abuse accent accentuate accept acclaim acclimate accommodate accompany accomplish accost account accredit accuse accustom achieve acknowledge acquire acquit act activate actualize actuate add addict

ABANDON (vi)
Abound about-face abscond abseil abstain abut accede accrue ache acquiesce act adhere advert alight allow allude amble amend answer back apologize apostatize appeal appear appertain approve approximate arc arise arrive arse about arbitrate aspire atone…
Ab.aahbablablahrealitêtebeaubsuneliscribbledhobbleKantsdunichtsehenunacosacoyosolasonneronttuémortdéjànay (abj.)
DATABASE: SIGN    DOCUMENT: DESIRE    PRIVACY: 0    REC: AUTHORIZE


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Leaving, Are You?

I’m not an anonymous tip-off
or the cracking up over death.
I’m not easy or the slider
on the machine, I’m not
evidence or the answering tape.
Don’t tempt me!
I’ve seen you around the courts
and terraces, I see your leaves
your turning circle
your dust, all leaves, all gone.
I’m not gone.
I’m not even ticketed.
Neither am I here.
You’ve seen me around
seen me leaving.
It wasn’t easy.
The dust bears tracks.
I was not courted.
I was not circled but
nevertheless I bore
a ticket. Bingo!
It wasn’t evidence
but a demand at the door.
And the door keeps turning
though it’s easy
easy as leaves
turning like jokers
something from the wild
side of the deck.

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Fat

I’m in my garden.

This poem needs love, that needs secateurs.

I ruin quite a few trees.

Try hard. Outside objectivity helps.

But you’ve got to keep slouching back to your own Bethlehem.

I don’t read classy writers.

Get anxious.

But when I find a lover …

With one shoe off …

Sleeps blanket time, with a thumb in my mouth.

Syrup on the breakfast table.

The last piece of bacon.

Effortless fat.

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Everest

i. the blue inkwell of the sky

As a boy, I remember thinking ‘how is it possible to climb into the sky?’
My father gave action to my dreams    he taught me to climb small mountains
I have a theory that people climb for the smell of it
I felt more like an astronaut    no clouds    a curving horizon
Just the flapping prayer flags    the beat and heave of my heart and my lungs
You cannot imagine how beautiful
    small tissue notelets    Ang Lakpa told me to throw them
into the air    they hung there, caught in the updraughts
about 20 feet above our heads


ii. its wings and drops and cliffs

I was travelling in a whiteout    I fell head over heels
my ice axe had no bite in the snow
I could not feel my feet because of frostbite
the torches were not working
night was falling    and the wind was picking up.
I just slumped into the snow and cried —
tears for lost friends.
Some of us lost all our toes and some fingertips.
The summit is a narrow place.
20 people were already there.
I descended about 20 feet and sat alone.

 

Note: this poem was adapted from Everest: Reflections from the Top,
eds. Christine Gee, Garry Weare and Margaret Gee

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To the Fugu

I cannot see her tonight
I have to give her up
So I will eat fugu
– Buson

 
To kiss you is to mimic your own stunned face:
small-mouthed, teeth slightly bared.
But you refuse to flirt, giving nothing beyond
that slope-headed stare: not even girlish aspirations.
And yet, such potential within that provincial body!
This could bloom into something beautiful:
a chrysanthemum or crane.
Eight chances I will give you, for what’s love
without uncertainty, those few tingling doubts –
a growing numbness in the throat.
 
 

Fugu: Japanese for pufferfish (literally translating to ‘river pig’),
which has neurotoxic properties. Also refers to the notorious dish made from the animal
which, if not prepared properly, can cause death by asphyxiation.

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Boab Tree

(Adansonia gregori)

 
 
Squat I be,
swollen, grotesque.
rotund, not yet circular.
From deep beneath draw I my knowledge.
Warmun be my country, my dreaming …

A thousand years
have I been
raising branch to sky,
my frail witch hands into blue
nurturing the Gija; these be my people.

Now lament they
my departure.
Ripped from my heart-place
I journey south into exile.
where menfolk sing me to their earth

to soil that chills my soul.
I be alien here,
where rivers run on salt plains.
This be Nyoongar country,
not my country, not my dreaming …

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Man (o) Rina 7

Chainsaw theory:
sharpen metal fangs
(skin) take notes from bone

Hareless chaser:
groom rabbit chest
case ivory moon (with toothbrush)

Dusky grasswren:
flanks the heart of carparks
(mouse-­‐like) spooks air born harbinger

Dangerous trade:
putting a head
into a mouth (incisor)

Sunset solo:
park near sky. open jaw wide.
swallow. (fly)

Noisy miners:
(winging) bad commerce, draw
nectar from the black damp

Above all else:
jump away awkwardly
into the death

(kiss)

QPF

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Native

A block of greasy light reaches me
from the neighbour’s shed,
settles on the desk.

I browse the keyboard
for words I have forgotten. I type
‘stitch’ and imagine skin.

I copy down my steps
all night in the cold bedroom.
An hour
arrives and leaves.

Now: noise.
What doesn’t sing has no right
to be awake in the shrieking
hour
of birds.

Diamond firetail
gouldian finch mulga parrot
budgerigar—

Tree full of wagtail, myna, peewees:
native names I forgot,
learned on
hot days in state school
science class.

I try to say my name aloud.
Instead, words I heard
when I was a ten,
tadpoles in a bucket,
magpies pinch mince from
shaky hands.

Dead yellow budgie
on the neighbour’s deck,
typed
in straight lines.

I realise
if I step backwards
I will bump into myself.

QPF

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In Whiskey Gully

Miromiro speaks

he sounds her out
scoutishly—a collector

          Do    you    speak  Tomtit?

an unremembered house
shingled—crisscrossing green
          it could rain and take a year
for the forest
to sup to its roots

from the flat ramble
up whiskey-reeling paths
Miromiro circles

she does not speak
          his darting lingo
she speaks green
catbird, a little curlew
sleepless
          tongues

her blood claims
to know this gully’s oxygen
and quickens to it

homely predators
her feet and pulse

faltering
across streams
clinging to walls
like a gecko
dirt under nails

a bannister of nettles
guides hands
to oil-capped mushrooms
neighbourly dock leaves

stretched below
the clear river
wouldn’t mind
lapping at sinew
cavorting with bones


still Miromiro follows
an omen in her chest
sets minute talons
in throbbing muscle

she is flightless—below
everything is sharp and bright

a final incantation
of undoing


she is alone

but for Miromiro

who watches as she sobs
relief over the nettles

purging a body sunk
with listless crowded terrors

she is finally alone


the forest keeps on
plants arch spines for late sun
and nettles drink a little salt

Miromiro
stops asking questions

but nods and fixes himself
more firmly
slows her blood
to a stream’s unhurried pace

and down through the gully
she remembers

QPF

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Q, Without My Female Typist

          I believe I was the first to see the possibility of pulling up the
            timber and opening up this land.

                                        -J. Bjelke-Petersen.


At the window ledge, meadow-edge, misreading Tranströmer:
‘The mind wind walks in the pine forest’.

wind
▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬
mind

w nd     ow          l
▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬
m   d     ow

Raven     shoe
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     v          sh

Tyres through tableland rain, away from the eye and cow-
lick. Perception of desert: p [arched, enlarged ____________ =

hawk orbit, camel gallop . . . . Hums settled in the 1880’s
to pan, to concentrate bits . . . . . . . . . to criticise severely . . .

A map in the dictionary: Ayr. Alice. Lana. Tara. Lucinda. Julia
Creek. Longreach. Eagleby. WhoWillPlayWithMe. Browns
Plains. Texas. Incontinence. Tambourine. Biddaddaba. Black-

all. Banana. Comet. Dingo. Dundoo. Hungerford. War-
wick. Archer Bend. Marian. Saddle Hill. Laura. Blackwater.
Whitewood. Beaudesert{from beau desir: beautiful wish}.

Surprised by my wife, sprung at the map. A split-
second to read her face: Are you homesick?

Quail Pie. Welsh Rarebit. Scone. Lamington. Lavender Bags.
Jack’s Verandah. Queen Anne’s Lace. Spongecake. Honey
Jumbles. Iced Vo-Vo.

She calls me Pu-pu, slang for bunny.
Daddy flatten rabbit so garden grow. I show her

photos. The belletrist in chaps and plastic sheriff
badge: Winner, Beaudesert Show, Best Cowboy, 1980.

Albert and Logan asleep in their beds, murmuring masculine
river names.

Footfalls rattle the dwelling on stilts, stable
as an upside-down cake, candles for pillars.

Lightning’s echo and impossible wattage.
White fields.

In the lull we collect hail for the freezer, count the rainbow
lorikeet feathers the wind will keep.

The belle, the tryst that isn’t. To woo: we draw eyes on our
helmets to trick mother plover, shy of eye. See also, swoop.

Picnic: the make of her bike.
Her eraser: an Ideal Rabbit, or Rabbit Ideal. To recall.

                                                  °

Fearing the Indonesian Invasion of Quilpie, King Bobcat
stockpiles tins of beans, automatic weapons, wine. He tinkles
Vic Hislop. A shark in the canal, a dental profile in a string of
young ankles. A fin diminishing in the true blue.

Muir slices his paddlesteamer in two, naming one half,
The Scottish Prince — soon wrecked on the Southport bar,
not far from The Walrus: our first paddlewheel steamship

distillery. Bring the sugar aboard, dance the molasses, then a
fiery, white spirit. For colour, add caramel. Age for as little as
possible. Sell Walrus Rum up and down the River Barrow.

So suddenly I was the owner of a bulldozer. Rather than let it sit idle, I
took it down to a small property . . . covered by large trees, hundreds . .

The belletrist pines on a ridge, in a salmon flat in TwoWrongs,
to slalom (a race against time over a zigzag course), from the
Norwegian\sloping track\ Off with the glasses. On go
the goggles. See double. To trumpet: see trumpet, too, The

-lonius. Meanwhile, back at Quasi-Triangle, the ‘bleeding
obvious’ is bottlenecking in my tonsils, sprouting a crown:
Best Coward, 2000. Country music made me do it—get some
sand in my shoe, tie it up with wire.

                                                  °

Is it a cocka-tiel, or –two? That’s not
a wife. This is a wife: juggler of whippersnippers. She is my
Red-rumped Parrot, slang for slang. She calls me

Stubble Quail: one who tends or drives cattle, part
-icipant in rodeos, frontier cha-cha. Today you would see a huge
area covered with brigalow. Not tomorrow. One of many men

without their mothers. The tail of the Q the loop of the lasso
(when he’s in a fight). Taboo. Cuckoo! Cuckolded by my lie.
True Owl’s decoy eyes misinterpret signs{stop, smoke}

having pulled the trees I bulldozed them into huge piles for burning . . .
crowds of people had been turning up to watch . . . so impressed by what

they saw that before I finished clearing that paddock
my bulldozer had been hired for my first two jobs.

This pre-dates Florence, female typist: konekirjoittajatar.

a good example of how you can sell people
an idea if you can demonstrate to them how it works.

                                                  °

Homesick: Unsound jodhpur-longing. Gravestone Slalom.
Jupiter Island. Lush littoral rainforest covered much of Surfers.

Being Eagle,
I am barely holding on
to the tail of a rat.
To be honest,
I cannot find
a use for it. Can you?

I’m asking you, riflebird, common white-eared monarch, pow . .

          rfu          ow
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powe       l             l

QPF


Acknowledgements
The italicized couplets are taken from Derek Townsend’s biography of Johannes Bjelke-Petersen, Don’t You Worry About That!: The Joh Bjelke-Petersen Memoirs, Angus and Robertson, 1990. The line,‘The wind walks in the pine forest’, is from Samuel Charters translation of Tomas Tranströmer’s poem, Baltics, Oyez Press, 1975.


A note on the poem
Angela’s inventories opened up multiple possibilities for exploring Queensland and my perspective to it. My response touches on anecdotal, political, and environmental dimensions. It plays with the dangers of nomenclature, anthropomorphism and zoomorphism. It is poly-vocal, but it remains unclear where one voice ends and another begins, indicating a porous membrane of responsibility, and an inherited and perpetuated legacy of masculine destruction. I borrow from the biography of a former Qld premier. There is some cultural punning also, including a handful of phrases from the John Williamson song, ‘True Blue’. This is not meant to offend, but to entertain.

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Starling Mimicry

Don’t expect anything new.
You know my kind:
          aberrant honeyeater
                    bell miner
                              berrypecker.
We are mock and echo
you say we’ve ripped your song
                                          but that’s another story.
               The isle
is full of noises. Listen.

*

They have lost nothing from this change
          do the can-can, cancan can
The main thing the ACL wanted was to take out
the mimicking parts of the acts
          says Wendy Francis
          Queensland director of the Australian Christian Lobby
     wendyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy          wendywend
          wen wen wen when when when when when
a civil partnerships system mimics marriage
                    and attempts to set up a marriage-like system

when when when when can can can

*

In songbirds, the choice of song is learned
but the need to sing’s instinctive.
Maybe for humans, too.
In mountainous parts of the Canary Islands and Turkey
the hill people whistle to talk
across miles of rock and cliff.
A dialogue of trills and warbles
rings out all day, the air filled with the
uncorded, foldless language
of lip and tongue and breath.

*

(the canary is named after the Canary Islands
which are named after
dogs that might have been seals
but no one knows for sure.
Origins aren’t what they used to be)

*

Mozart bought a starling in May of 1784.
It sang back to him a scrap of his Piano Concerto No. 17
with a G natural turned sharp. Some scholars say
it wasn’t Mozart who composed it
          but the bird.

When the starling died, Mozart staged a funeral
          and wrote an elegy.
Poems about Mozart’s starling have been written by
Daneen Wardrop, Karl Kirchwey, Robert Cording, and
Ralph Burns.
          Something here about mimicry and love and awe.
Something here about creation.

*

the mimicking parts
          wendywendy can wendy can wendy can do
do the can-can
show us your galop infernal
          daneeeeeeeeen daneeeeeeeeen
                    star
-ling
          Love you Queenslaaaaaaand
               Where the Bleijie hell are you?
ralphburns ralpburns ralphburns ralphburns
drop war
                    star
-ling
drop war
star-ling
drop

*

When singing back the songs they have heard
starlings tend to sing off-key
          and to sing fragments only.

*

How do songbirds transmit vocal motifs?
Researchers report that a starling cried mizu, mizu (Japanese for ‘water’)
             after it flew to the tap for a drink.
Another screamed
defence
          defence
          defence

after listening to basketball on TV.

*

Common starlings,
we spread the bridal creeper
we probe and sally and lunge and glean
as each new man comes with nets or traps
or talk or gun or broom.

We speak in more tongues than you can fathom.
Our variations on your song are not
variations on your song.
What came first, theme or variation?
No, think again:
What came first,
theme or variation?

*

It’s not that we want to be chickens or phones
or humans or alarms
          just starlings
                                                  just us just us
          but we like to talk
and talk back to the world
and chickens speak chicken
phones speak phone
and maybe everything seems like mimicry
if you only listen for yourself.

QPF

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Cartography

Territory is suburbia is an atlas of orange-bricked battlelines.
Where driveway mouths spit mortar like broken teeth and cold wars cauterise domestic skin.
This is where I have mapped you.

                                              mango pulp
                                              bruise-lidded sky
                                              a storm hymnal

When the sky bleeds out of this heat blister, it will wash away nothing.
Passionfruit will lay defeated by the fence. Territorial birds will remain the aggressors.

                                              noisy miner
                                              mynah bird, mickey
                                              flick-flit dancer

I meet you at your depth and let your breath push blood around my body.
We make an ampersand of arms and legs and you whisper “this is not a safe distance”.

                                              first star
                                              cicada thrum
                                              open-mouthed kiss

I remember thinking that forever might feel like this – eyelid-crepe delicacy (my lips),
ear lobe softness (your teeth).
A cup of tea gone cold beside my shoes.

                                              lights off
                                              snap-blink greyscale
                                              lips to cheek to neck to lips

Somewhere, a casement window bangs.
First I taste blood then the thick blade of storm-metal.
In the kitchen, AM radio makes leaf-litter conversation.

                                              second innings
                                              last session before tea
                                              willow-faced tock

You leave the garden hose running in the afternoon rain.
Yesterday, curled up in the letterbox.
Leatherwood pleasure is folded in a pocket, in a dovecote, in a crowded space.

                                              rain comes
                                              arrhythmic shrapnel
                                              tin-tin-tin

                                                                                            rain goes
                                                                                   downpipe-tick
                                                                                 melaleuca-drip

Territory is suburbia is an atlas of orange-bricked battlelines.
Where cyclone wire fences protect us from nothing.
Unsolicited mail keeps coming.
I can always find your hand in the dark.

                                              cane-toad skin
                                              bitumen bite
                                              evaporation

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Poem for a.rawlings

I do not find myself
in shop windows
or the bottom
of a martini glass
but in the slick
mouth of rivers —
the unpolished face
of a wave flecked with foam
before it curls and breaks.

Something of me comes back
in the hunting arc of a Letter-
winged Kite —
the rush to perfection
of a mullet school
escaping the dark
history of carnivores.

When I cast a flattened stone
into the endless blue
it is something to wish upon
and the clouds breaking
tell me where I am —

found in the pull of current
and matching shimmer
of avian eye
no longer fearful
able to sip from its presence —
fall into sky.

QPF

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Black, Orange, Grey

on my street corner
only the common crow
and hell-bent mynas
invasion hanging from their orange beaks

the black bird counts O’s
(always three)
and guards the fringe of road
           the city sky

it is the death father
           fence guard
           traveller
           hater of all things

passing rain brings its own song
for a moment
           the birds agree
                      on silence

the sun casts its net through the fence
the bird on my corner
           uncatchable
already its own shadow.

QPF

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An Absence of Origin

she lists endemic birds because she cannot take them home must remain satisfied with photos of the lesser sooty-owl’s knowing face midnight hues of the dusky wood swallow prehistoric majesty of emu eye to eye with her camera sorry red-throated diver sorry puffin noble pink footed goose sorry you are migrant children oh harlequin duck oh snow bunting oh artic tern you are from but not of your home collective orphans you nest are watched by the penetrative lens of tourists some who capture your image some who remember seeing you elsewhere another hemisphere an alternative continent a more likely origin


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white-browed babbler,
red-necked warbler,
whiteface,

colonial cuckoo,
white-eared monarchist,
black gin leap,

dry-throated spite,
hooded judge,
unmasked confederate,

sanctioned violator,
grog, god & rifle,
abaddon’s firetail,

red-eyed petrol-sniffer,
bearded supremacist,
off-shore process,

palsied apologist,
freckled denier,
muted dissenter,

lesser acknowledged,
lesser broadcast,
the land abounds,

rejoicing
in the comfort
of unchanging songs.

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GIBBERBIRD

In Australia, endemic species are prevalent within the biodiverse state of Queensland. Of approximately 600 bird species identified in Queensland, over 235 species are considered endemic. In Icelandic, endemi means ‘notorious.’ As an ecological term in English, endemic denotes an indigenous species unique to a specified geographic location and not found elsewhere worldwide. GIBBERBIRD traces a foreigner’s first tenuous steps into Queensland’s ornithological lexicon via unorthodox categorization and linguistic sorting methods.

NOTE: The printed version of this poetry suite is typeset in Courier New, since the text requires a fixed-width font in order to uphold the sensitive vertical alignments structuring some of the poems. Every effort has been taken to reproduce it here online.


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