We don’t speak of ourselves
with the same coloured eyes
any more,
or with a honeyed sweetness
on the tongue. We taste
our bodies with the caress
of a hand,
a surreptitious foray
into the dark
of fingers touching fingers.
The smell of coffee
thickens.
This place
built between hills,
reminds me
of a woman's pelvis.
On a cold day
it becomes the focal point
of brightness, of expressions
of deep growth,
a moist reek
of beginnings –
people first up in the morning,
pushing out faces
blinking in the winter,
the frost on wires,
blowing small thermal eruptions
from pink mouths.
I lick in the caffeine
as if I’d just been kissed.
Being born each day
helps
in the unravelling of trees,
in the forcing apart of dark skies.
I take to the road
shoving back
the crisply-cut hedges,
the glow-worm curtains. And
there's always the latecomers,
the stragglers
drifting home to their holes
after dark.
The morning is a flawless
brilliance of waking
and a jewelled dampness
mirrors the appearance of others.
I seem to be living
in the transparent softness
of a giant lens
far from the way
we discovered ourselves
night-struck, but surviving –
the contusions of dreams
slowly healing.