Upon a Shot Star

I wish they wouldn’t bolt like that:
the wallabies that also take tenuous
place on the block. But soon as I’m out
and wandering wide of the shack’s cleared margin, crackling
twigs and dry leaves only blind feet would,
I’ll shock the solar doze of one,
whose mares I spark and set alight
to firetailed crashing flight through bracken –
rarely more than glimpses of rusty grey –
for anything else at breakneck,
anywhere else but me.
(Me some scorched
remainder, unquivering like the scrub,
left to worry the hours of water, rue
the kilowatts of grass to reach takeoff.)

For even after five years down here –
carefulling steps, averting eyes and clearly
slipping through myriad human cracks –
I still look, walk, smell like a man,
like one of them. What’s to say I won’t
likewise blind with bright lights,
start brandishing gun and dog, reduce
this bush-block I rent to another
sheepless paddock stripped of cover?
We can probably tell I won’t. But try
telling them that: wishing words up
and over a species barrier.

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged

Final Hours, Sputnik 2

You travelled in a bullet until the heat
spiked your blood and panic curdled lungs.
Solid ground slipped into ocean, no waves
only millions of pins and a small rubber ball
suspended in the distance. You hurled
yourself toward the familiar shape, veins boiling.

Six hours of rattling teeth on metal, a great bear
roaring through the dimness.
It was in this new darkness that you collapsed,
a miniature sun: no longer dog but red giant.
Contrite, they printed your face on postage stamps
to orbit the world once more, forgetting
it was the earth you loved.

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged

The Old Fort at Grennan

Miles, and nothing alive
though an oystercatcher
calls somewhere, sadly.
Dykes twist to the horizon.
Where are the men who built them?
Gone to Nova Scotia
with their pipes and neckerchiefs.
On either side of the walls,
new wire restrains livestock
that’s not there either,
to show that someone, somewhere,
owns this land, has a grant to prove it.
I climb, emerge onto the crest,
and a hare bounds off into cloud.
On top, with its boulders and sheep skulls,
its faint scars of ditch,
with a hollow wind through the thorns,
Grennan nails empty land to empty sky.

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged

Karma Bin

Our fifth for dinner sits out in the dirt,
holds its voracious mouth up to receive
within the keeping of its dalek skirt
our skin and core and stone and rind and leaf
and laughter and the pip: all table traffic,
lawn and garden clippings, daily news.
There is vast acreage within this plastic
hem where dalek innards enjoy tardis views,
cook slow and, pitchfork-turned, digest
to next to nothing, crumbling loam that’s dug
back into beds. Descendants of the dead
arise and our new growth is shadow tagged
and wrestled by tomato vines, the spawn
of stuff should be done with— still reborn.

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged

slippage (un)fixed

Louis Buvelot is painting. It’s a quarter past
midday and you wouldn’t know out here unless
you looked at the sun but Louis doesn’t look
at the sun because he’s squinting at the trees.
A mammoth gust of wind blows a twig onto the
canvas. It lodges itself in a glob of oil paint. Louis
picks out the twig with his thumb and forefinger.
It messes up a branch of his painted eucalypt.
There’s something else stuck to the grass in the
foreground. It looks like a tooth; human or
animal, Louis doesn’t know. He picks it out but
once he’s done that he sees another appear.
And another. Louis goes on picking out teeth
until finally he pulls a whole skull out of his
canvas. He tosses it away and puts the finishing
touches on the landscape. Calls it The Clearing.

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged

kambarang

the trend is warming
split seasons into six
from white noise &
thought, ungrip. static
hiss

as heat waves out
back from middle
of the track. the
degrees will rise &
climb

swooping is occasion
: monochromatic arcs
dive & loop & lark. a
squawking suggests
eggs

have opened, cracked
like sweat wets every
thing. hibernation done
becomes reptilian in its
moving

a sea breeze is soothing
but rare : here, we call
a fremantle doctor into
the air. the land begins
dare

of pushing bush orchids
into stare of wondrous
proportions, colouring
with pollen & bees for
adornment

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged

Sedimentary

Relaxed, way out to sea,
way out of my depth,
unable to touch bottom,
reef, bullkelp, urchin spine,
I tread water, monitor backwash
and rip, listen for dolphin jump,
osprey, gulls in pairs,
catch Southern Ocean surge,
with neither compass nor chart,
semaphore nor morse code
to count the swill of atmosphere,
heart pump, the pressure
of fathom on lungs that
shudder, quake in hope,
remand slap and rush
against wavespray, stringybark,
windowframe, lock.

Deep under dunedrift,
shoulders, elbows subluxed,
askew, wrists disjunctured,
fingernails long gone,
my company, gooseneck
barnacles, cuttlebones, great
crested tern inspecting
my eyes for death, the meanwhile,
however, the nevertheless,
when only a newspaper page,
postcard shred, a fisherman’s
glass float, fray, hook,
shout, sunblack and blistered,
with nothing more
to be heard under the load
daytide squall parries far
across displaced wrack.

One million years,
ten, five hundred million,
stratigraphy dawning
over definition, site,
the slow flood of earth,
while I reconsider flightless
birds, crocodiles, sandworms,
evaluate flint, jasper, quartz
through carbon cycles,
nitrogen, the complex sugars
that once caramelled
your lips, pursed around
howl and whistle and roar,
sunk almost past lines’ end
until gales abate, seek
limbered skeletons to release,
expose unyielding bedrock.

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged

Unpicking a Bird

To follow the wing of a herring gull
is a meditation on balance

an invisible string links lead weight to scale
feather to foot to my eye

the gull hops on one leg leans to the right
extends a wing but doesn’t fly

beak humbled on breast on clawed toe
on sand and rock on my left forefinger

fishing hooks catch on everything

Wind and waves bring onto the fringing reef
every tangled and tethered

strangled thing dead-eyed belly up
the beach is a white-washed tomb

beautiful on the outside on the inside
full of bones of the dead and the hobbled

bird throat narrowed by nylon a fisherman’s
careless catch

falls limp on the grass like an old toy
fashioned from a white feather boa

and I am the puppeteer unpack every wire
every string trying to make him dance.

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged

Untitled Poem #2

*
You button this sleeve the way smoke
is trained –a sudden shrug
and the night moves under you

can’t see you’re still on your feet
and though they no longer fit
the ground is already a crater

where her shadow would have been
holding on from behind
as a clear, moonlit dress

and the last thing you saw left open
as the slow, climbing turn
that’s still not over.

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged

Intruder

Ovalish, out-of-shape, clownish shadows halt
over trees and spaces unfamiliar to intrusion
on ground a dry crust resisted the clanking
grandeur of city, behind anagogic walls
crumpled leaves waited orgasmic crush, but
the intruder was meticulous, this time of the year
we used to edit our thoughts ,every time clouds came
stories of mangoes oozed, tongues endured
before a flood of taste brought bold gestures of love
in Lahore’s crouching cartography some open lands
housed shadows generously, roofs with crooked wires
offered surreal evictions, we promised to counter
arrogance in this transition, so feudal in intent
so irreverent that whipped us to take out words
from rusty suitcases.

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged

Humpback (Pacific)

I make my boys stand in the wind
and look at the ocean
unhinging itself over and over.

I tell them that among the waves craving
themselves there is a mass of blue permanence,
that below the surface tension of water

there are escapees from our squinting.
I tell them to wait for their bodies to break
the susurrating gossip of the sea.

Then, punching vapour over the rail
of the wavering horizon
filament fists scatter in the offshore breeze.

We see their slick nodes heading south,
sounding sinus clicks,
lobtailing their flukes like petals.

I point to the whales clapping the drum of the world.
But all my children can say is that they’re cold
and ask when they can go inside.

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged

Etch A Sketch

I
We found it. The house, down a jagged unpaved road

the owner recently widowed coughed her warning:
The peacock comes with the house

lit the freshburn her next cigarette—floral
nighty open to a tongue of breeze.

We took it. [The house, because we were told such things could
be bought & sold. But we were untested / untried—thermite.]

Then, a frenzy of activity. Grass turned
elementAl the small electric mower, pulled through its last gasp—
a haze of rotary splutter.
There were snake eggs: a Medusa’s nest waiting for heat to burst them.

Evenings fell a swoop. Breeze waved
smoke wood tang, fire and coal. We ate from the pan,
your exclamation: This is stars’ end.

First light, the sky broke—a candy-cane swirl.

Magpies and currawongs picked over remains—
solidified pan juice, discarded rinds, pieces of gristle.

Before morning tea, the path baked
through. I lay

down, let small
ants bite
a line
of flesh.

I found you blowing flies from wet cracks—
the corners of your mouth.

We watched strawberry plants plat across wormed earth,
woke to fat caterpillars feasting on budded leaves.
Tossed song lines across the court of afternoons.

II
The fire ripped through late—no
warning. The radio’s almost packed it in, its static lost to the
howling / the furnace sky bellowed

we watched seething
flames tongues wild agape.
The flames licked and hissed and climbed—the two headed
Janus
leaving us
and the animals, panting. Everything everywhere burning.

When we returned (the trees were black-end-ash) the peacock
only came
after wrangling—all that was left was an x-ray the mackerel sky
churned to dust.

Even light had melted. Broken
its back against the flame.


Notes
An Etch A Sketch contains aluminum powder. The surface
behind the screen becomes coated when you shake it. In
the TV series Breaking Bad, Walter White uses an Etch
A Sketch to make thermite in order to blow a lock.

The symbol Al for aluminum comes from ‘alum’ which is
potassium aluminum sulfate. The name derived from the
Latin alumen, bitter salt.

A fire is made up of three principal elements: ‘fuel that burns,
oxygen that allows the combustion to occur, and heat.’ Fire
intensity is represented by units watts per metre; tens of
thousands of kilowatts of energy can be released in a bushfire.
NSW bushfires Q & A: How firefighters contain a massive
blaze
.

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged

Landscape / Portrait Dilemma in Taking a Selfie

after John R Neeson—River Bend Installation

To create an algorithm that measures beauty—compose, illuminate, expose
or fill the birdbath for firetails descending when heat goes out of the sun

Use human annotations to classify emotional polarity of each image
or stroke the backbone of a young fern spooling from the under-storey

Whether positive or negative assess originality compared to others
or say sorry to the old wattle, sap bleeding out through torn skin

Race, gender and age are largely uncorrelated with photographic beauty
so situate blue salvia next to desert gaura behind white iris as in a Monet

Females are more memorable, brighter and post-processed Colour hangs in the heart
Aesthetic score relates to sharpness of facial landmarks The promise of a river

Men smile less than women at the end or beginning of a journey
A common or garden point-and-shoot will have this facility inbuilt Smile

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged

Brackish Morning

the compass is an untrue weapon
enveloped in blustery effect

whisper the warning one
campsite at a time on

leaving – trusting this
ambrosial decree as a tap on the

womb, the nacreous valley
with its simpatico trill

bleating rain until our
perturbed returning

the engine stays on as if
foreclosing on distraction and

a patchy frequency brings
an incident outside Urunga

competing with new growth
on the verandah’s shrub

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged

you wrote yourself the poem of it

Translated by Karen Leeder

beneath you the earth, always turning. above you
the silhouette of trees against the steep
arc of the sun. the sky is splayed wide open
a moon turning in time. behind you the soundless
peaks of stone covered with ice. before you
the rubble of clouds. far below lies your
home, you wrote yourself the poem of it. inside you
the trembling needle that always points
due north, though you’ve no idea what lies there.

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged ,

lost art of pastels

you are invited to fish,
cast a mind out for hope
in five oceans, from one lush island

just a hook, a line, one sinker,
trawling through sly workings of turquoise
and dream, you, invited, fishing

under talc light from far flung moons,
lapped by erratic tides,
these five oceans, on one lush island

standing, sideways in water,
taking in ink blots, scribbles, veins
of thinkings, you, invited to fish

call it the lost art of pastels,
ponds of forget, deep hues of solace
in five oceans and on one lush island

but knee deep, waves in whisper,
hope tugs, hope runs, hope is but horizon
on five oceans and from one lush island
where you stand, invited, fishing

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged

At Cervantes

Tilted, the landscape becomes an aged face
biting the bruised peach sky.
This desert is all teeth: cancrum oris over wrinkles
of sand, limestone grimace—
or snarl? Children pick
between her canines, sticking
in cracks like fruit pulp.

Tourists cling to her gums, climb mouthward and throw up
the peace sign. Wide grin, camera flash.
I burrow into warm pores, make holes
& bury trinkets: mood ring,
toy car, tiny plastic
Southern Cross.

Under the sand: limestone, calcrete.
Under the sand: root tissue, silt, a pulse.

In school I’ve seen her captured, laid out
on a page & defanged, stripped of jawbone. But here in the heat of it
there is a fear, the wild notion
that I might be swallowed.

From the picnic table I watch shadows
flood her hard palate. Her great
& ancient tongue unrolling.

What does the desert eat? I push

my plate away and everybody laughs.
But I can see her behind them,
straining to lick clouds from the lychee moon.

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged

Plains

to Paul Hetherington

A list and commentary on plains-country denizens might begin with the meat ant and its clay-pan mound, peppered by grains and beads of sand and stone, each entrance a departure point from an underground fortress and nursery with as many false walls and holding cells as there are main thoroughfares, back-roads, dead-ends, food larders and burial chambers surrounding a royal viewing box, the blind worker dying of exhaustion under a payload of road-kill offcuts, the soldier with a small arms projectile for a head and a pair of mandibles that work like medieval joinery. Even peripheral members of the flatlands deserve a page in the Field Guide to Common Things, which is why the windmill bird flies in to be name-checked as a sampler of light and shade in the hydraulic assembly plant of a summer afternoon, its call the sound of water being drawn through the teeth of a wallaby in the red stain of itself at the edge of a dam, the bird’s tendency to startle sideways like hardwood splinters flying from both sides of the face of an axe. And what of Apostle birds, who pretend to understand more than they show, who gather in the twinned sestets of their kind, who call meetings the way the names of breeds are quipped at yard sales, who preen their way through drenching races, slipways, sliprails and on corner posts as a crow takes minutes and stares into what remains of the future of a bogged Merino wether, its eyes already gone to a weeping vacancy, the wind posting a commandment to refrain, the sun backing off to give permission, and between them an unseasonal rain squall about to intervene, then standing down. Into drought’s poor theatre, the lace monitor comes like starvation’s interlocutor, its name grazing the lyrical side of goanna. And in a broken narrative of flood-time, the channel eel has been mistaken for a slippage of black soil, in thin lines, from culvert to dam, through grass like abandoned cane from burned basket weavings, its head and tail indistinguishabullshitting story about late night migration and water alive with the slippery side of storytelling. For the redfin and yellow-belly perch, consult records for water levels and toxicity in various inland waterways, and where the words European and carp appear in the upper and lower case files of their influence on the demise of native fish populations, make a footnote on their ability to survive for weeks in mud, breathing scales of liquid clay, their own scales hardening to pioneer coins, fused in the overlapping currency of control and adaptability. And while you’re in the cattle-darkened backwaters of your research methodology, take a side-creek view of where phosphate run-off has greened the surface, and settle in to wait for the water rat who comes pushing a tiny bow-wave, such as you’ve seen where the current meets then runs around a stone, and when the rat leaves the creek to shake itself from head to tail in the manner of all furred swimmers, it will groom itself with hands small as grass seeds and take on the working parts of a spring-loaded curiosity such as settler children played with, back when Starlight was bailing up the mail coach. As the crow descends a boree tree’s busted ladder to watch a stockman pass, the untethered tissue from a wether’s eyeball still trailing a gleam from its beak, you try to read the mood of the red kangaroo you’d have come face-to-face with, if it weren’t for the glass tile wall you’ve finessed from the windshields of abandoned bush-whacking utes, and which you’ve raised between yourself and feeding time, at dusk, so that an expression you might have seen as anxiety or territorial menace is now a series of blurred movements you mistake for curiosity, or tenderness. When you step beyond the wall, you find yourself going toe-to-toe with an old red who has rocked back on his tail to unzip you with one well-aimed kick of his foot that’s as long as your forearm with a nail lacquered black as a stiletto. You reel away like acetate off the spool at the end of the low-budget flick your life in research has become, catching then losing sight of an eagle coming in like a glider, not diminished or greater than the sum of its windy parts, as you lose yourself in a brief protectorate of smoke and shadows.

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged

Rivers – New Madrid

rivers
rage long before you do          squint, see her there          still holding onto your arm but
not in any companionable way          old folks rave about pirates          men with thin
noses          knife-noses plundering riverbanks          to gauge          to gadgets          Mississippi
spits them up from somewhere else          careful numbers          sharp instruments.

new madrid where the river ran backwards sudden islands brand-new riverbottom with full houses your measuring devices looking to eddies and mud for answers. distant firecrackers that night the one you keep mentioning
width smooths center of earthquake fields rolled like water riverbottom pushed up as brand-new ground river purely swallowed old ground some down others up all across.
depth impossible measuring discouraged boats careful wishing careful digging
depth digging careful wishing careful boats discouraged measuring impossible
width wish begins love stare across water curse is wish made true (spit) then, despite wisdom, regulations, best practices wishes granted electrification leads wishers across.
new madrid back from riverbank places have more permanence ground barely shifting behind skeletons of devices, towers and levers scars deeper than good riddance small wound ministrations staying transforms mystery to petty annoyance
rivers no one wants again that thing with fingernails closer water moving in strange swirls rivers bring the unexpected what’s been spit out towns scoot further back from banks you all walk up and throw things in you need it to take back.
Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged

Endless Summer, 2017

When it’s 46 degrees Celsius there’s no such thing as separation—you really feel in tune with the world. I bleached my hair in solidarity with the reef but ended up reflecting the political climate. There’s no use crying over the scarcity of pine lime splices tho, they’ve reduced alongside notions of spring into a powdery nostalgia. You can ask me how, but I’m still catching up on the history of endings, confusing my acids with my alkalis. From on high, the shit and the fan sing in harmony. You tell me, a choir of corals cheering sounds just like a solitary synapse sputtering in the distance. I cup my hands over my ears and pretend they are shells. Sometimes (even in an echo chamber) my dendrites refuse to align. My star sign, ambrosia, lies descendant on the floor. Right by where no waves idyllically break. The shoreline recedes and receives a conspicuous comb over. It always used to be like this, you say, stroking my hair. Cycling to the beach we reminisce how commercial jingles used to be more catchy. It always used to be like this. About all of us used to be music.

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged

Photographing ‘Mirdidingkingathi Juwarnda Sally Gabori …

Photographing ‘Mirdidingkingathi Juwarnda Sally Gabori: Dulka
Warngiid – Land of All’ Queensland Art Gallery 2016

at the end of the tour
the crowd is a cove
curled around your son
who speaks with love so quiet
the ripple of whispers
falls away into blinking
twin reflections in eyes
following as one curved story
sends a school of laughter
darting into the corners
I angle my lens at the women
whose chins have lifted
whose eyes have caught
the bright of your story
a flicker of your country

when the crowd is gone
I put away my gear
submerge into your vivid

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged

The Navigators

There are many seas, organ-pipe rocks.
Sometimes we drift for months, and wake
to the dog-watch of night,
on our lips the bitter taste of land.

Our anchored ship
perched on the ocean’s skin,
we hear the hull’s creak, keening
of the lines, fancy we hear voices
through the thunder of waves
knowing they’re the cries of sea-birds,
the boom and boom of breakers upon rock.

Cloudlands rise from the mist
saw-toothed peaks emptied into the sky
vanishing as we approach
the sun’s glare, a shifting sea
with nothing at its centre, the motion
of a rocking island.

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged

Pale and Cold

the kayak is pounding at the rough-torn waves as though demanding to come inside, knocking at the troughs and striving to bash down through that open door, the surface of the sea; churning like a crowd, Alisa thinks with her aching shoulders throbbing as the paddle butterflies – like a subway crowd that is pushing in one great narrative but with subplots and rushes and doubts, with minor stories linking and intersecting, and she wonders if her kayak is actually moving forward or if she is caught up in this spitting, shoving crowd; will it drag her down, will it stop her from hauling the burden that trails behind her, this tiny barge stacked with the bones of smooth and sanded driftwood, this floating pyre with a low flame burning at its heart, sending up smoke like a thin scream for help? she had hoped to push it off in the morning, the silty rocks and oysters scratching at her feet, but it was as though the tide was prevaricating, holding its breath as long as it possibly could, and then the wind came up and the waves followed it and the pyre was caught on the coast like its load of grey, abandoned wood, and so Alisa had fetched a rope from the shed and hitched it to the rear of her old yellow kayak; and now she heaves at the water with this swaying raft full of burning branches, and she worries that it will overturn and the coals will be buried in the swells and the wood sent back to its grave, and even though there is no-one lying pale and cold below her load – and she is not entirely sure what loss it is that she is driving out into the ocean – when she looks back at the shoreline, all that she can see is the driftwood she has missed and left behind on the banks, fine and ghostly like strands of stiff lace, and it is clear that for all of her efforts, for all her collecting in the morning, for all her sleepless nights staring at the back of her hands clutched uselessly in front of her, she has brought nothing out here to burn and to sink and to drown.

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged

Jazz Is an Imperfect Metaphor

Jazz is an imperfect metaphor.
its your African father looking
backwards into himself
kissing everyone he meets,
meta-level luster in
copper, hollered above the
chattering Charlie Brown baseline,
singing a sermon sideways
into the small crevasse
of a closed mind–
it sinks in slanted like Jesus
as he bowed the wood
to which he was nailed–
it is mercy, sweet mercy
from a Georgia farm
where the peaches
have bloomed
and the proof of God
lies on a misunderstood
premise: that the rhythm
of booming hips
is derived
from a rational
number.

Posted in 82: LAND | Tagged