Leave, Eriskay

I know the feeling of the grain farmer
who packed up and left his smallholding:
and not for the famine or the drought
but for the light being always on his back.


‘The Work’ first appeared in Moontide, Hexham: Bloodaxe Books, 2014

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Dystopian Empire

Gossip spot-fires in Borroloola’s Big Camp,
excitement incites The Gravel,
at Malandari, shopkeepers look up from their stocktaking
and the whitefulla foreskins forget their power:
dem people fightin’! twobula bardibardi ini dirt
an dem whitefullas can’t stop’em…

The grey nomad traffic to King Ash is incensed
at the effrontery, claiming a flotilla
with the miners for gawking. And crowds keep streaming
from the catchments, this build-up’s broken:
there’s two old women fighting down there
and no one can obstruct them.

The close combatants are tearing hair and stomping
toes; bowed knee to knee like breaking kindling; gouging
and screaming as though into mirrors: jirda! dat munga
cartin’ yarn at me ini!
The fierceness
of their fighting has the crowd banked up, pointing

and impotent in the late afternoon burning,
a dehydrated alcoholic crankiness; and the riot squad
is back in Darwin, worn out with the fighting,
their vacancy unfilled like the punch line of rainbows.

Some will say, in the years to come, that the young
blackfullas lit up their ganja, or sniffed,
at the spectacle; the expectant mums pissed
as coconuts fermenting in sand:
but that soap-box’s bent boss-eyed.

What do munanga know of salutarily singing Country?
Of the numinous mischievously stirring strife
amongst already sabotaged custodians whose kujika’s scorched?
Who will tearfully sing him, big business, with millad mob
in the dirt, pressing forwards, hoping for peace?

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Grave

inside the clearing of the bush cemetery
I sit surrounded by a stark equality
every grave is marked with a plain white cross

the landscape is a post modern dirge
stretched in the aftermath of Christian law
the plastic flowers have faded to pastel

all distinctions are blurred here
the new and the old will conflict soon
the nearby trees will referee

I sit with a stark equality
Where earth and heaven meet
The reality is killing me

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The Work

If I have to, then let me be the whaler poet,
launcher of the knife, portioning off
the pink cut, salt trim and fat, tipping
the larger waste off the side of the boat,
and then to have the poem in the drawer;

or, perhaps, let it be the poet nurse,
hearts measured by a small watch, balmer,
washer of old skin, stopping by the door
in the night –
or the oil-driller poet, primed
for the buried flame and heat, lips to the black,

aware how the oilfields in the evening
are lit like our own staggered desks.
Or, the horse-trader or the smith, or the waiter poet
offering the choice wine, polishing to the light,
the bringer of the feast and the bill.


‘The Work’ first appeared in Moontide, Hexham: Bloodaxe Books, 2014

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A Parable

Interventionists are coming, interventionists are coming
cries echo through the dusty community
as the army arrive in their chariots

Parents and children race for the sandhills
burying tommy axes and rifela
hiding in abandoned cars along the fence line

One woman ran to the waterhole
hiding her baby in the reeds
dusting her footprints with gumleaf

Other children went and got their cousin
shouting mum you gone rama rama
you should see the clinic

That night the woman went back to the waterhole
leaving her child in the reeds
this time in a basket

In the morning the children return
crying mum you gone rama rama
you should see the doctor

At the clinic I feel her pulse
check her blood pressure
test for diabetes

Staring in my eyes
she whispers quiet Luritja
this boy his name is Moses

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Honeymoon

At the edge o a time, the tide n the licht begin
tae tell thir sweir-drawn bye-the-nou thegither –
the saft saund-slaikin-straikin, the sunslant
stellin an oor in lamer, the ootrug gaan
a bittie faurder ilka turn – awthegither:

twa welcome guests wae twa awa, mindin on
tae spear at yir lasses, n syne, a when
stappies nearere the door, turnin tae sae
hoo leesom n wi maun n mair aft,
n sic n sic-like, till watcht doon the road.

Nou, I this ower-seendle times, the stanes,
weetit n luntit, warship. Thay air colour.
saphir, ruby, dymont, dymont – ye wadna
hae trouit thare wis sae mony jems I the warld,
that mony prisms on wan weel-kent strand.

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Revelation

The heron has a dream of blindness.

He starves, but it is beautiful;
the feeling of the fishes brushing his legs.


‘Revelation’ first appeared in Locust and Marlin (Shearsman Books, 2014)

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Why I was so bad at clay-pigeon shooting

It was cold. It was raining. I was tired.
I cried ‘Pull!’ and tightened, tried to follow the whirring discus
to its apex, the point at which it would pause and begin its fall.
My eye filled with dark mountain,
the grey curve of two heron
sweeping back along the silver loch,
and the shotgun was an extension
of my ability to crush the world
in gunpowder and brass, and the recoil
went deeper than the soft socket of my shoulder.


‘Why I was so bad at clay-pigeon shooting’ was first published in Magma 55 (2013)

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Piercings

It took two looks to see him –
snapped head and loose jaw, silent
moviewise. The boy who broke me in,
my head, my skin, up, said ‘a break-
down would do you good’. The change

snuck him past me, but: same flesh,
same stride. I called; we spoke.
The quick, smiling chat of two
folk who knew inside each other’s
mouths, but not heads. I looked hard.

The difference wasn’t clear, and then
it was. – The lipring that turned
his pout sullen, hot. The jangle
of earrings I’d buried my face in
as he steel-tracked my heavy

shoulders. The scaffold. The sharp,
shocking stud in his busy tongue.
All gone. In the four years since
he hauled me into a lift, with
‘You wanna make out?’, he’d pulled

out every metal sign, become
employable, less obvious. I’d paid
ten quid in Camden for my first, made
more holes each time I got depressed.
Got inked. He asked, ‘So what do you do now?’


‘Piercings’ was first published in Visa Wedding (Stewed Rhubarb, 2012)

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Thurs hunnurs a burds oan the roofs

here huw chouf wouf wee robin rid tit peejin breesty lovey dovey
ruffle yur feathers show me yur plume look it that Frank nut a look
nut a nut plod on then mouldy breed heed woop woop look it that
fingle foogle boogaloo that’s no even a crow that’s a dinosaur
thur’ll be teeth in that beak that’s fur sure ohh beady eye beady eye
get behind the gable she’s fae the social wit a life Frank wit a life
feedin oan scraps huntin fur crumbs bit listen tae this listen tae this
we’re no dodos we kin fly forget aboot the fields Frank look it the sky


‘Thurs hunnurs a burds oan the roofs’ was first published in Bevel (Carcanet Press, 2012)

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Love Magic

there is ilpintji
in the wind
by the singing rock
down the river
by the ancient tree
love in malu
ngintaka and kalaya
love when spirits speak
no human voice
at sacred sites
watch walawaru soar
over hidden kapi
find the love

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The Laws of the Game

No team may have more than seven players
on the pitch and each must believe
that their heels are aflame, that the bounce
of the ball is merciless, that the field is wide open
before it’s closed by the lung-crunching tackle.
And the scrum must have three players
from each team that lock together like teeth

across the lines the ref guesses in the grass,
and when the ball spins out to the backs,
the receiving player must catch and sprint
through a rush of hot blood and adrenaline,
the ball held like a baby in the crook of his arm;
and after the side-step that shocks the last man to stone,
he must launch into flight and kiss the ball down.

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Dressing Fleas

If we do not mass produce products, we vie with one another
in the difficult, exquisite and useless art of dressing fleas

Octavio Paz


Mr and Mrs Flea are dressed up
and ready for the celebrations.
He sports a neatly tailored waistcoat,
she silver-bordered asymmetric skirts.

They are the talk and toast of the party.

Sad to say, however,
a budding fashionista in the audience
catches sight of their duds,
and next year on the catwalks of Milan and London
the look is brazenly passed off
as the signature of the couture line
at the brand new House of Insect,
which in due course signs a cracking deal
with a high street shop.

I don’t need to say the Fleas never see a penny,
and neither does their tailor,
who, five months out of the punishing year,
wrecks his eyes
and racks sleep-heavy brains
in the decking out of his favourite customers.

Though for him it was never about the money –
the fleas, dearest, could hardly pay,
and the tailor is in any case not a tailor
but a farmer from the provinces
going about satisfaction in his own, yes,
his own unfathomable way
where the sun drops, faithless, to the littoral,
dead dark balling its fists against the light.

See him there, readied at the chipboard table.
He takes a swig of liquor.
See, dearest, how the inconsistent stars glitter and claw.


Published on the website of Poetry International (Rotterdam) and in Pirate Music (Bloodaxe Books, 2014)

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Sadness

The sadness inside him went deep. The vast
distance between every nucleus and every electron
in his body was a well that could never be filled
Beauty entered and was lost. Wonder entered
and was lost. People were drawn to him because
they fell, and the feeling of falling was like flying
His eyes were pathways to forever, and everyone
who loved him was lost. His death was a doorway
being closed. The world became smaller for it.

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Bad Moon

The moon must be sick of being in poems –
always gripped by fingers of late honeysuckle,
always filtered in the lake through the jetty’s slats,
always silvering the flicked tails of the koi.
Always a dinner plate or mirror,
always a fingernail clipping, a grin.

The moon must be sick of being in poems.
Always the bright pin in the picture’s corner,
always looking in at the windows of middle class homes.
Always shoved above a bridge in Paris or Venice,
always an eyeball or symbol,
always a radiant woman, a bowl.

It’s also in the splintered windscreen of the crime scene
with its blots of blood. It’s hung over the pig farm,
streaking white across the silo’s cheek
and slanting through the lorry walls in blades.
It’s in every dented can at the landfill pit,
turning the tip to a shoal of dirty fish.

Never the buried skull,
never the gummed plug in the junkie’s sink.
Never the white cat under the truck’s wheel,
never the beached and stinking jellyfish.
Never the gallstone or the pulled tooth, of course.
Nobody wants to read poems about this.

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Borroloola Blue

All around our steel home’s broad bull-nosed veranda
we’d jack-hammered rock, dug garden beds and ponds,
fenced an oasis as we planned for shade, blossoms, wildlife and fruit.
Amongst the natives we’d cultivated

paw paws, frangipanis, mangoes, bananas … Security
lights drew tree frogs and geckos; a Greek chorus
of bellowed crawks and clicking chick chacks;
an agile profusion alternating with contentment and strife.

But that season, in the Build-up to the Wet,
it was the raucous rocket frogs’ ratchet-like croakings
we noticed most. Each night the males made our ponds
throb with their rapid yapping calls, withdrawing at sunrise

when grass finches postured on the lips of ponds,
flicking their tails and singing a series
of squeezed rasping notes; white-gaped honeyeaters
threaded a path through foliage and blossom

as Papuan cuckoo-shrikes tore paw paws and mangoes.
Then one night at the Build-up’s end, as we drank
chardonnay on ice, Yanyuwa youths ran amok
on ganja, throwing stones and chiacking at our padlocked gates.

It only ended when [sorry name] leapt on our fence,
screaming at stars, before lightly climbing
a power pole like a cabbage tree palm –
an unabashed athleticism electrified

in the fall.

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On Fancying American Film Stars

From the big screen, and larger than life for a week or two,
which is all a tangent universe can stand,
we take them home and introduce them to our modest living quarters.

Their baby blues stare out at us at all hours of the day and night,
prompting every manner of ridiculous thought, such as:
‘The world is small’; or ‘What if Elvis could have taken to my mother?’;

‘I will ride across the desert on a purple roan, or some such,
for anything is possible’; and even that old chestnut,
‘There is only one for everyone alive.’ The cat mewls

at its perpetually empty bowl, the work piles up on the desk,
but we simply say, with a new-found recklessness:
‘This is not the most important thing in my life right now’;

‘you’re a predator, catch your own’. We exist
in the bubble of our making, our souls glistening like celluloid,
by turns rock bottom and on fire. What causes it to disappear?

Who can know, but one day we double-take to find ourselves
filing them away in the rack of lost hopes
with the show-jumping videos and ‘twelve easy tunes for classical guitar’,

the cat purring as it settles on the easy chair, as if to say
‘What then, what then’, the sky sucking back its thunder-claps
and storm winds, saving only one small cloud, which loiters there,

putty grey, shedding rain like tiny lead balloons
on the pristine terraces. And somewhere else a universe explodes.


First published in The Squirrels are Dead (Bloodaxe Books, 2010)

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Visiting Nannie Gray

We go on Sundays to make her tea.
I’ve known her years, but every week
we’re introduced. She thrums my name’s soft hiss
in her teeth, tells you she’s sure
you and I are for keeps.

We bite our lips as she slams around the house,
chitters for a long-dead cat, and
worried he’s missing, puts out fish.
She never sits –

fluttering like a moth at the nets,
she asks where we’ve tied the house
and trap, while the red Ford Escort smarts in the drive
like a wound.
And would I like to see her frocks?
And every week I say I would.

She spreads them on the bed like relics,
recites the names of seamstresses, department stores.
There’s always one whose floral print
she bunches in her fist – flimsy anchor to the past –
says without flinching, bury me in this.

And that’s the moment every week,
the heart-struck lurch as she realises what she is,
for just a breath. Then like a child, afraid and angry,
she reaches for me, whispers I’m sorry.
I’m sorry.


‘Visiting Nannie Gray’ was first published in The Mermaid and the Sailors (Red Squirrel Press, 2011),
and won the 2010 Virginia Warbey Poetry Prize.

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theory was, we could network our way to

at the job centre
when the trainer was giving us uplifting aphorisms
everything will be all right in the end… if it’s not all right
it’s not yet the end

Charmaine, 38, victim of a brain aneurysm
said, hang on, I’ve got a saying I like
a friend gave me a gift
a box of darkness
it took me some time to realise
it was a gift too
thank you Charmaine
the trainer said

at lunch time we made jaffles
and then everyone sat in the circle of power
and said nice things about each other
these people with dyslexia, and fat, and shy, and afraid
Daniel, the 62 year old Irish carpenter was mostly deaf
though he had an anecdote of holding out a gun
to shut somebody up
and Kenny had been in jail
though he looked great in his new purple shirt and braces
but his black eyes bulged
a lamb lost on the other side of the fence

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Olde Worlde Cento

Suffer the street collection (again!)
Knick-knacks of uncertain use,
[Literary lists removed due to council regulations]
Empty CD cases and distant blues,
Faded covers, whacky videoclips,
Vinyls still turning a profit,
O apostle of messianic time…
What a great pain in this chest of mine!
All ex hale (Phew!) Accept my offer,
Dealer. Perhaps that old thing to hand
Will move you to read Coming Through Slaughter?
Anal I know, but you’ll need to buy it. As for me I’ll
Continue paying through the nose.

After Charles Cros. For a discussion of his sonnet prefacing The Sandalwood Chest collection see
Francesco Orlando’s Obsolete Objects in the Literary Imagination: ruins, relics, rarities, rubbish,
uninhabited places, and hidden treasures
.

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Blinding Loyalty

The Yamaji didn’t see it coming
Having taken over from their fathers
Working as farm hands Mullewa side
The seasonal work welcomed
Getting to drive the equipment
Preparing the land for wheat
Driving in circles and squares
Late at night and into early mornings
The extra dollars needed
These Yamaji didn’t see it coming
Over the years the equipment
Became flasher – more buttons
Control panels computerised
Farmers wanting more from the land
This was their priority – more, more, more
Local seasonal farm hands could be replaced
In fact they would be replaced – no loyalty there
Not even a thought to train them
Just bring in outsiders to operate
Expensive equipment now
The Yamaji couldn’t see it coming
His need for work made him blind
The opportunities not great inland
His loyalty to his father’s loyalty to the farmer
Made him blind to the fact
That he was no longer needed

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A World Order

In the underground, moist nape
of a woman’s neck held
exposed to the vertical bars;
fellow bipeds plucking mental
berries in the electronic jungle.
Not Edenic, this world keypad
games where dull & acquisitive
acumen takes the highest prize.

A boy who stares like a gas-mask at a
Prizedraw for a 3-D Discovery Battleship
Commander Simulation
at the new Science
Park. Every weekend hundreds of spectacled
baby-faces belted into virtual war just what
education is for. The other side of the glass
a thousand building-sites the
making of a world in order
soon enough to pull it down again.

We already know which world wins out
though we each know differently; that
is what democracy is for, why it
succeeds in always failing.
Never knowing what world
it’s fighting for but that
the winner takes all.

Singapore, 2014

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Quote for Service

Investigated electric oven tripping circuit breaker. Found two mice lodged in thermostat wiring perished
as result of electrocution causing circuit breaker to trip. Replaced fuse with plug in 32A circuit breaker.
– Simon, Energy Safe Victoria invoice.


My mother does not like to harm the mouse.
In fact she leaves little piles of biscuit crumbs
for it, and the mouse, singular, is probably
grateful. Each night she sets a trap,
an innovative device that will not squash
the creature, but holds it captive with a last meal
of pumpkin seeds or peanut butter.
Each morning she finds the mouse,
(it is always the same one), cowering at the bottom.
She talks to it softly, Don’t worry,
it’ll be all right. Then she hobbles outside,
takes it across the road, unloads it
in the long grass of the vacant block opposite.
We joke that it will be back inside before she is.
Isn’t it odd that the electrician has found two?
A nice boy who said it might have been a fire hazard.
She does not believe us when we tell her,
(given all her biscuit crumbs),
there is not one mouse she spies
from the corner of her eye.
There are fifty.
They are running rings around her.
Nevertheless, and I admire her for this,
she does not like to harm them – It! It.
Each morning she empties her trap,
setting its solitary captive loose,
fly little mouse, run free,
standing a while in the long grass,
longer and longer, the day repeating itself
with comfort in the repetition,
fly little mouse,
dew soaking through her slippers.

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Ketubah

The scrapbook is bound
in sky blue leather, worn
thin at the spine, filled
with cracked black pages.
Inside are marriage certificates
that float like gold leaf
in my hands. Old postcards
and photographs lift free.
I turn the pages; discover
what look like a stack
of ancient treasure maps-
Polish telegrams dated 1924,
the year of my great grandparent’s
wedding. I document the artefacts
and scan the front and back, just in case
I miss a clue.

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