Bad Moon

The moon must be sick of being in poems –
always gripped by fingers of late honeysuckle,
always filtered in the lake through the jetty’s slats,
always silvering the flicked tails of the koi.
Always a dinner plate or mirror,
always a fingernail clipping, a grin.

The moon must be sick of being in poems.
Always the bright pin in the picture’s corner,
always looking in at the windows of middle class homes.
Always shoved above a bridge in Paris or Venice,
always an eyeball or symbol,
always a radiant woman, a bowl.

It’s also in the splintered windscreen of the crime scene
with its blots of blood. It’s hung over the pig farm,
streaking white across the silo’s cheek
and slanting through the lorry walls in blades.
It’s in every dented can at the landfill pit,
turning the tip to a shoal of dirty fish.

Never the buried skull,
never the gummed plug in the junkie’s sink.
Never the white cat under the truck’s wheel,
never the beached and stinking jellyfish.
Never the gallstone or the pulled tooth, of course.
Nobody wants to read poems about this.

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Borroloola Blue

All around our steel home’s broad bull-nosed veranda
we’d jack-hammered rock, dug garden beds and ponds,
fenced an oasis as we planned for shade, blossoms, wildlife and fruit.
Amongst the natives we’d cultivated

paw paws, frangipanis, mangoes, bananas … Security
lights drew tree frogs and geckos; a Greek chorus
of bellowed crawks and clicking chick chacks;
an agile profusion alternating with contentment and strife.

But that season, in the Build-up to the Wet,
it was the raucous rocket frogs’ ratchet-like croakings
we noticed most. Each night the males made our ponds
throb with their rapid yapping calls, withdrawing at sunrise

when grass finches postured on the lips of ponds,
flicking their tails and singing a series
of squeezed rasping notes; white-gaped honeyeaters
threaded a path through foliage and blossom

as Papuan cuckoo-shrikes tore paw paws and mangoes.
Then one night at the Build-up’s end, as we drank
chardonnay on ice, Yanyuwa youths ran amok
on ganja, throwing stones and chiacking at our padlocked gates.

It only ended when [sorry name] leapt on our fence,
screaming at stars, before lightly climbing
a power pole like a cabbage tree palm –
an unabashed athleticism electrified

in the fall.

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On Fancying American Film Stars

From the big screen, and larger than life for a week or two,
which is all a tangent universe can stand,
we take them home and introduce them to our modest living quarters.

Their baby blues stare out at us at all hours of the day and night,
prompting every manner of ridiculous thought, such as:
‘The world is small’; or ‘What if Elvis could have taken to my mother?’;

‘I will ride across the desert on a purple roan, or some such,
for anything is possible’; and even that old chestnut,
‘There is only one for everyone alive.’ The cat mewls

at its perpetually empty bowl, the work piles up on the desk,
but we simply say, with a new-found recklessness:
‘This is not the most important thing in my life right now’;

‘you’re a predator, catch your own’. We exist
in the bubble of our making, our souls glistening like celluloid,
by turns rock bottom and on fire. What causes it to disappear?

Who can know, but one day we double-take to find ourselves
filing them away in the rack of lost hopes
with the show-jumping videos and ‘twelve easy tunes for classical guitar’,

the cat purring as it settles on the easy chair, as if to say
‘What then, what then’, the sky sucking back its thunder-claps
and storm winds, saving only one small cloud, which loiters there,

putty grey, shedding rain like tiny lead balloons
on the pristine terraces. And somewhere else a universe explodes.


First published in The Squirrels are Dead (Bloodaxe Books, 2010)

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Visiting Nannie Gray

We go on Sundays to make her tea.
I’ve known her years, but every week
we’re introduced. She thrums my name’s soft hiss
in her teeth, tells you she’s sure
you and I are for keeps.

We bite our lips as she slams around the house,
chitters for a long-dead cat, and
worried he’s missing, puts out fish.
She never sits –

fluttering like a moth at the nets,
she asks where we’ve tied the house
and trap, while the red Ford Escort smarts in the drive
like a wound.
And would I like to see her frocks?
And every week I say I would.

She spreads them on the bed like relics,
recites the names of seamstresses, department stores.
There’s always one whose floral print
she bunches in her fist – flimsy anchor to the past –
says without flinching, bury me in this.

And that’s the moment every week,
the heart-struck lurch as she realises what she is,
for just a breath. Then like a child, afraid and angry,
she reaches for me, whispers I’m sorry.
I’m sorry.


‘Visiting Nannie Gray’ was first published in The Mermaid and the Sailors (Red Squirrel Press, 2011),
and won the 2010 Virginia Warbey Poetry Prize.

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theory was, we could network our way to

at the job centre
when the trainer was giving us uplifting aphorisms
everything will be all right in the end… if it’s not all right
it’s not yet the end

Charmaine, 38, victim of a brain aneurysm
said, hang on, I’ve got a saying I like
a friend gave me a gift
a box of darkness
it took me some time to realise
it was a gift too
thank you Charmaine
the trainer said

at lunch time we made jaffles
and then everyone sat in the circle of power
and said nice things about each other
these people with dyslexia, and fat, and shy, and afraid
Daniel, the 62 year old Irish carpenter was mostly deaf
though he had an anecdote of holding out a gun
to shut somebody up
and Kenny had been in jail
though he looked great in his new purple shirt and braces
but his black eyes bulged
a lamb lost on the other side of the fence

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Olde Worlde Cento

Suffer the street collection (again!)
Knick-knacks of uncertain use,
[Literary lists removed due to council regulations]
Empty CD cases and distant blues,
Faded covers, whacky videoclips,
Vinyls still turning a profit,
O apostle of messianic time…
What a great pain in this chest of mine!
All ex hale (Phew!) Accept my offer,
Dealer. Perhaps that old thing to hand
Will move you to read Coming Through Slaughter?
Anal I know, but you’ll need to buy it. As for me I’ll
Continue paying through the nose.

After Charles Cros. For a discussion of his sonnet prefacing The Sandalwood Chest collection see
Francesco Orlando’s Obsolete Objects in the Literary Imagination: ruins, relics, rarities, rubbish,
uninhabited places, and hidden treasures
.

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Blinding Loyalty

The Yamaji didn’t see it coming
Having taken over from their fathers
Working as farm hands Mullewa side
The seasonal work welcomed
Getting to drive the equipment
Preparing the land for wheat
Driving in circles and squares
Late at night and into early mornings
The extra dollars needed
These Yamaji didn’t see it coming
Over the years the equipment
Became flasher – more buttons
Control panels computerised
Farmers wanting more from the land
This was their priority – more, more, more
Local seasonal farm hands could be replaced
In fact they would be replaced – no loyalty there
Not even a thought to train them
Just bring in outsiders to operate
Expensive equipment now
The Yamaji couldn’t see it coming
His need for work made him blind
The opportunities not great inland
His loyalty to his father’s loyalty to the farmer
Made him blind to the fact
That he was no longer needed

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A World Order

In the underground, moist nape
of a woman’s neck held
exposed to the vertical bars;
fellow bipeds plucking mental
berries in the electronic jungle.
Not Edenic, this world keypad
games where dull & acquisitive
acumen takes the highest prize.

A boy who stares like a gas-mask at a
Prizedraw for a 3-D Discovery Battleship
Commander Simulation
at the new Science
Park. Every weekend hundreds of spectacled
baby-faces belted into virtual war just what
education is for. The other side of the glass
a thousand building-sites the
making of a world in order
soon enough to pull it down again.

We already know which world wins out
though we each know differently; that
is what democracy is for, why it
succeeds in always failing.
Never knowing what world
it’s fighting for but that
the winner takes all.

Singapore, 2014

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Quote for Service

Investigated electric oven tripping circuit breaker. Found two mice lodged in thermostat wiring perished
as result of electrocution causing circuit breaker to trip. Replaced fuse with plug in 32A circuit breaker.
– Simon, Energy Safe Victoria invoice.


My mother does not like to harm the mouse.
In fact she leaves little piles of biscuit crumbs
for it, and the mouse, singular, is probably
grateful. Each night she sets a trap,
an innovative device that will not squash
the creature, but holds it captive with a last meal
of pumpkin seeds or peanut butter.
Each morning she finds the mouse,
(it is always the same one), cowering at the bottom.
She talks to it softly, Don’t worry,
it’ll be all right. Then she hobbles outside,
takes it across the road, unloads it
in the long grass of the vacant block opposite.
We joke that it will be back inside before she is.
Isn’t it odd that the electrician has found two?
A nice boy who said it might have been a fire hazard.
She does not believe us when we tell her,
(given all her biscuit crumbs),
there is not one mouse she spies
from the corner of her eye.
There are fifty.
They are running rings around her.
Nevertheless, and I admire her for this,
she does not like to harm them – It! It.
Each morning she empties her trap,
setting its solitary captive loose,
fly little mouse, run free,
standing a while in the long grass,
longer and longer, the day repeating itself
with comfort in the repetition,
fly little mouse,
dew soaking through her slippers.

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Ketubah

The scrapbook is bound
in sky blue leather, worn
thin at the spine, filled
with cracked black pages.
Inside are marriage certificates
that float like gold leaf
in my hands. Old postcards
and photographs lift free.
I turn the pages; discover
what look like a stack
of ancient treasure maps-
Polish telegrams dated 1924,
the year of my great grandparent’s
wedding. I document the artefacts
and scan the front and back, just in case
I miss a clue.

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to arrive by chance

Select the gif above to start the poem

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We: Outro

In the forests, we took a pecuniary interest,
reserved for them a hallowed place

in our memory. Everything must go.
We found loopholes in intractable vows,

we went round and round
like unclaimed luggage on a carrousel.

Plain speech became a pastoral:
the sound of one human voice

speaking to another replaced
by many voices all talking at once.

Yea, though we drove though the valley
of the shadow, the airbrushed faces

on the billboards, they smiled upon us,
and we feared no evil but the evil inside.

It was difficult to distinguish between
the things we loved and said we loved.

Outside was a world of hurt,
but we had brilliant toys and headphones

to cancel the noise. We saw with belated clarity
that we were enrolled in a crash course,

and that everything was on the final exam.
It came as quite a shock. How gone?

Real gone. All our gift cards unredeemed.

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Eyes

The Trilobite’s eyes were chipped calcite marvels
that had a million years of ocular dominance
and then vanished in a blink.

Before the plexus of nerves, there were first
lapidary conjunctions of a thousand eyes,
polished and re-faceted to new spectra.

When the silt of the old oceans
was churned over the last of these lions,
what light was caught in the cold amber earth?

What light was pressed on the lens of each stone
that is forever lost?
The visions and the miracles and the first black wave.

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The Day After

Around the side veranda, just down
from their bedroom window, she sits
on the old stone step, leaning

forward, arms folded across knees,
head heavy on arms, face hidden.
Her body shakes.

The blue sheets from his bed
hang on the single clothesline
above her. The pot plants

are tinder dry, orange flowers
from the creeper running along
the railing lie on the ground in

rough procession, crumpling slowly.
The side gate squeaks, another visitor. She
lifts her head, takes a deep breath.

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Lacklustrous

With Reargards to the recent, unseasonable,
dogged Daze I, lacklustrous,
underwenched in Listfulness:
I was semi-glosst, dulled-normal;
underburnished, dis-tempestuous & dyspepsick.

When installed in this infernall Offseason
— the always & forever Fall —
I ghostessed my own pitiless Party,
my own Cullapse into Melancollie.
All my Ambishun e-loped with the passing Slummer.

My Selflesh got boot-cellared hard
by Paradoxology’s bipolar Foes-Amis.
Hog-tied in Desesperanza all
purityrannical, I rued [my Ruination] that
I amb numbskulled unreasonassailably.

When my Summerfella was inaugust,
I brayed for Octember, wreckomember?
Even my Poemas, lil’ Duhlinks & Decreations,
dropped by the Wayside, obsolete. Which are
my Desperate-Rations, my only Disimpairment.

Now, moot Glossolollygagger, forlorn I do
outcast about: a speak-hardly Lush,
pallorgamey, feinting & stymied. Hide-bound,
I waller in my lovelorn, butchered-sweet
Dissed-appointment in the fine-feathered Fiend,

Poetree [sic], I am too in vain to shake
my Selflessness down more for.
Listless like this is Lifelessness, lived-in.
I reap my Disinvestment in Swagger,
gleaning its overripe, windfallen Pomes.

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Lineage

What whales are now began on land – the shores
of Pakistan – and slowly shed hind legs,
resorbed as relict stubs of bone that float
inside the body, cartilage as memory
that returns in freaks when genes that code for lost
traits have been retained; but front limbs grew
to pectoral fins, DNA scrimps, so that what
already existed was co-opted to new use –
fossil genes that remain, beached, a dream
of a shape beneath the water’s surface,
long snout, feet webbed, that trawls ashore, snorts
air and rests beside the river, lake or marsh –
as it dries the pelt is wet with sun. Today,
this first fathered day of spring, blossoms fall, and seeds.

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what holds me

what holds me
when even the mystery
of the smallest bones in the body
has gone

those spindle sticks
cast no shade
on my inmost shape
and I pass between:

no bride
no mother
no queen

the dwindling prospect
of a lover
in the leaving light

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How to treat your ghosts:

It’s not the case that we can’t seal it in;
we can contain them. I dust the rafters
and pour your cereal. You drink tisane,
always something with peppermint.

When it starts, we coast around
their moaning tides
quite gently, leave
no access to our remembrance.

When we trace their prints
we may not miss the claimed thing,
something pocketable,

a clean white stone. Instead we resort
to doorways and river mouths,
seal it all in glass– and
that’s all it takes, in the end,
some minor lack and we
bring them back to voicelessness,

to jars without lid or lip.

But back to ghosts: you are only haunted.
Start with salt and iron.

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Chimera

Cupped by dirt then buried learning in earth blindness to feel history passing
the chimera reads the tracery of the city erupting overhead as Arezzo inhales,
sighs

Hands reach into trenches dug to lay the city’s new walls and grapple a
monster’s body of bronze into air, his three treacherous faces alert

The fortress looms, and the piazza thick with human fears Chimera watches
as stones are laid into new streets

Awakening to brilliance and overwhelmed with light he witnesses some
new faith arising on the floodplain

Claws splay at the boundlessness of air

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The Intersection of Traffic and Light

        Cottonwood seed-snow drifts down, carried by unseen current from the unsold land behind us. Cars wait at the intersection where red light burns in the scattering soft releases of seed parachuting from all sides of the compass-sphere, from cottonwood trees in the floating genome.

        Messages streak through patched-together space as if this kelson of the creation were no different than probability, as if revolving magnetic arms of the planet’s iron core were bubbling up out of subdimensions and emptiness in daylight that maps what seems to be chance.

        Cottonwood trees of the unknown future drift through the intersection carried by aesthetic thermal spin into the slide of a van door shut, the roll of a shopping cart over a cracked walk, the swipe of a Studebaker fin out of the ’50s as the slightest intent parachutes in slow motion, erasing speeds, sinking root into the future of intersections where red lingers and cars charge on, burning the matter of extractions.

        The atmosphere around the human body mostly remains invisible, as if not a lot about breathing has changed, as if anyone’s untoward chemistry were naturally reabsorbed by subdimensions, and the overflow of people were just a cottonwood snow revealing smallest currents and spires of local thermals in the intersection of matter and space, where the mastodon in the room is this air that lowers its massive head to aim terrific corkscrew tusks at the immediate causes of extinction.

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Surely Someone

‘Tenement Building’ (black & white photograph), Chris Kilip, Tate Britain, 2014.


you view the house from across the street
part of a terrace it fills the frame
the roof is cut off no sky dim light

upstairs a balcony
door window bricked-up defiant
downstairs a curtain is torn
you move in closer but can’t see into the room
front door pint of milk on the step
dustbin on the kerb

it’s the pint of milk that disturbs you
you wait if you wait surely someone
will fetch in the milk …

not even a sparrow pecks at the silver-top
the house bereft of sound
is like the backdrop to a disused stage
rain has left sheen on the tarmac

a month later you read:
bull-dozers arrived like thunder

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Homecoming

the gutters are slick with moss
a bunch of tulip bulbs lies discarded in the yard,
with roots tangled like hair in a drain
and dad’s let the jasmine grow absolutely mental this year.

returning to my childhood, home i find
pyjamas starched, at least two sizes ago,
a deflated football, smelling of wet and ants.
the Wild Bouquet Air Wick muscles its way into my nostrils
and the walls remain standing, but they’re shaky on their pins,
like they’ve had one too many,
and sway like the fish line string
of a marionette puppet.

I collapse dully onto the bed of my dead brother
and the unslept sheets send up a plume of dust,
like a cloud, or an embrace.

open the window begging to be warmed by a light that isn’t there –
it rains.

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Anger

i.m. Ric
to lose is to be in the game


Waking to anger
hauling that fire
through the day
every day
bloody tongues
licking the crater
frozen by courtesy

he thinks:
there must be
millions like me.
If you made a country of us,
would the U.N. be interested?
If you threw us
into Federation Square
tied at the ankle,
armed with razors,
would we challenge
Friday night football
for spectators?

Help us out here.
Name an orchid after failure.
Hang aspiration
from Flinders Street station.
Graffito government
with Gaudi twirl.

Give us
a Hallmark issue
of Dia de Muertes

tell us you’re breath for our wings
as you press us down
such a pity you’re so heavy!

We’ll soon
learn your steel saw through iron
roofing tenor whine
as though it were song

and understand, though
we don’t know how,
that we were, always, wrong.

It seems you’re the best we can do.
How can we not believe you?

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Method Actor

Feel along the wall for an opening. Din.
A helicopter lands on the hospital roof. “Then prove it.”
Rush of something.

Walk backwards in lanyards to my hill
You are there but it was never
green. You are shielding your eyes saying

“don’t look at the dark storm, stormy”.
I knock you down at a run.
The TV is flickering black and white.

I’m not what you did.
I’m not nothing happened.
I’m not the thing instead that stands before you.

I want to drive away,
But there is no key for the ignition. Hill’s on fire,
Hill’s on fire. The car won’t start.

The cyclone blew dust into the lounge.
Early ‘80s Melbourne was sepia
even then. We are humble actors.

Good, unknown but now the
blue decodes.

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