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- 120: DIALOGUEwith E Chong 119: FITwith E Collyer 118: PRECARIOUSwith A Jackson 117: NO THEME 14with A Creece 116: REMEMBERwith M Sahhar and A Te Whiu 115: SPACEwith A Sometimes 114: NO THEME 13with J Toledo & C Tse 113: INVISIBLE WALLSwith A Walker & D Disney 112: TREATwith T Dearborn 111: BABYwith S Deo & L Ferney 110: POP!with Z Frost & B Jessen 109: NO THEME 12with C Maling & N Rhook 108: DEDICATIONwith L Patterson & L Garcia-Dolnik 107: LIMINALwith B Li 106: OPENwith C Lowe & J Langdon 105: NO THEME 11with E Grills & E Stewart 104: KINwith E Shiosaki 103: AMBLEwith E Gomez and S Gory 102: GAMEwith R Green and J Maxwell 101: NO THEME 10with J Kinsella and J Leanne 100: BROWNFACE with W S Dunn 99: SINGAPOREwith J Ip and A Pang 97 & 98: PROPAGANDAwith M Breeze and S Groth 96: NO THEME IXwith M Gill and J Thayil 95: EARTHwith M Takolander 94: BAYTwith Z Hashem Beck 93: PEACHwith L Van, G Mouratidis, L Toong 92: NO THEME VIIIwith C Gaskin 91: MONSTERwith N Curnow 90: AFRICAN DIASPORAwith S Umar 89: DOMESTICwith N Harkin 88: TRANSQUEERwith S Barnes and Q Eades 87: DIFFICULTwith O Schwartz & H Isemonger 86: NO THEME VIIwith L Gorton 85: PHILIPPINESwith Mookie L and S Lua 84: SUBURBIAwith L Brown and N O'Reilly 83: MATHEMATICSwith F Hile 82: LANDwith J Stuart and J Gibian 81: NEW CARIBBEANwith V Lucien 80: NO THEME VIwith J Beveridge 57.1: EKPHRASTICwith C Atherton and P Hetherington 57: CONFESSIONwith K Glastonbury 56: EXPLODE with D Disney 55.1: DALIT / INDIGENOUSwith M Chakraborty and K MacCarter 55: FUTURE MACHINES with Bella Li 54: NO THEME V with F Wright and O Sakr 53.0: THE END with P Brown 52.0: TOIL with C Jenkins 51.1: UMAMI with L Davies and Lifted Brow 51.0: TRANSTASMAN with B Cassidy 50.0: NO THEME IV with J Tranter 49.1: A BRITISH / IRISH with M Hall and S Seita 49.0: OBSOLETE with T Ryan 48.1: CANADA with K MacCarter and S Rhodes 48.0: CONSTRAINT with C Wakeling 47.0: COLLABORATION with L Armand and H Lambert 46.1: MELBOURNE with M Farrell 46.0: NO THEME III with F Plunkett 45.0: SILENCE with J Owen 44.0: GONDWANALAND with D Motion 43.1: PUMPKIN with K MacCarter 43.0: MASQUE with A Vickery 42.0: NO THEME II with G Ryan 41.1: RATBAGGERY with D Hose 41.0: TRANSPACIFIC with J Rowe and M Nardone 40.1: INDONESIA with K MacCarter 40.0: INTERLOCUTOR with L Hart 39.1: GIBBERBIRD with S Gory 39.0: JACKPOT! with S Wagan Watson 38.0: SYDNEY with A Lorange 37.1: NEBRASKA with S Whalen 37.0: NO THEME! with A Wearne 36.0: ELECTRONICA with J Jones
Snow
The snow turns our year into white noise. Like the echo chamber in your noise cancelling earphones, the bliss is whitewashed with flurries of snow. My body becomes powdered chalk; your touch is desiccated. On First Night, I watch the ice sculptures outside the Copley Plaza Hotel and wonder how many days they’ll take to melt. When the temperature increases, they’ll shrink into grotesque stumps and become puddles of dirty water. I try to remember your warm hands on my back, my spine liquefying under your palms, but the December chill numbs me through my blue coat and pink pom-pommed hat. As I lie down outside Trinity Church to make snow angels, I see ice crystals free-falling. My words become the fine rime on their backs.
Posted in 86: NO THEME VII
Tagged Cassandra Atherton
famous writers … and what they wore
sometimes i think of people as looking
like pam brown
sometimes i’m actually thinking of
helen garner
sometimes maggie beer
who i try keep out of mind
as best i can but she
often sneaks in any way
i see a person in the park
they look like my grade prep teacher
she passed away recently and her
stuff – bookshelves, dining chairs –
were put on the nature strip
dad saw them when he was
doing his route
and asked me if i wanted any of it
i see someone playing giant jenga
and he looks like atticus finch
he’s kiwi and has tattoos and he
gives me a cider
because i can open his bottle
i go to sydney and i see
pam brown wearing an army camouflage jacket
luke saw helen garner at la trobe
she was feeling a little faint
i thought i saw helen garner at the zoo once
in the butterfly room
but i looked over to my niece to make sure she was ok
and the vision was all of a sudden gone
i see jacky from high school on the train
she smiles at me
she’s wearing a black dress
thinking about abstract expressionism
sometimes i see industrial zoning
and i think of javant biarujia
i think of peter bakowski’s famous
beret…………………
on the highest shelf at
hill of content bookshop, shimmering
then i feel that if people, generally, looked more
like ania walwicz
our cities would be more beautiful
in an interesting way
i’m going to the movies
and i see some guy who looks like
georg grosz
and i get to worrying
he looks like a beware of the dog sign
on the bike path i think i see warren whitney
miss that guy, what a good face
remember him wearing a free palestine
t shirt and shorts
bashing the white board with some new idea
sometimes i think of marty hiatt as
looking like a seal
other times as looking like a
disney cartoon prince
i like to think of pam brown
working as a postie in some golden year
wearing hi vis
picture this in melbourne because
i’m a narcissist
i think of pam brown going to school in america
and meeting eileen myles
they probably wore
normal things
t shirts, trousers
i think of writers not as working class
but as middle class
without the steady money
at least i think i see things this way
my ideal job is working at a personal computer
in a giant, bustling room of people
and instead of doing my work
i’m writing poems
i imagine the working class not
as you say
in offices, but in factories
pate factories to be precise
i imagine shakespeare
wearing something irrelevant
to match his plays
as he does the visiting rounds like a storm
he’s no longer even into those ancient stories
even in a form that is possible to understand
by normal people
and we don’t care who’s putting it on!
if you give shakespeare to a pate factory
say, in narre warren
they will probably churn it into the mix
along with the chicken livers and the peppercorns
i think of pate as kind of like d h lawrence
sometimes i think of people
as looking like d h lawrence
when i’m walking up a hill on some
generic holiday
and they do not wave or flag me down
and i run on
Posted in 86: NO THEME VII
Tagged Gareth Morgan
Driving to Broken Hill
Distance—continuous, ungestured. Crows
on fence-wire-watch stretching into a haze.
When a kestrel hovers it’s an abundance—
like water, or a horizon with a hill.
We pass towns, streets written-off by dogs
and half-asleep dreamers. Those who live
at the edges here must have put aside
all satisfaction; mile after mile of paddocks
full of saltbush and wrong conclusions.
The heat keeps drawing wobbling lines
parallel to forgetting. We think of rooms
by the sea as we drive, no props in this theatre
of emptiness, only a whistling kite
or two, trucks hurtling on interstate haul.
At dusk, more kangaroos, unblinking,
holding their pose, stunned into road kill—
the highway’s only intimacy. We hear insects
smack against our windows with thwarted
wanderlust. The horizon glowing red
is not what we can attach desire to, though
perhaps a sky strung with starlight, a vault
of curative silver, will be enough to ease
the choking flatness, the ubiquitous dust.
Posted in 86: NO THEME VII
Tagged Judith Beveridge
The Patience of Affixes
Within the half-life of affixes
in the grey gap between pre- -suf
are thoughtlings swimming to the surface.
In winter needs must break the ice with battered noses.
In summer they leap and dive with paeanismus tails.
In breeding season they lay blue eggs:
un- closes shells, com- opens, em- -en squeeze the juices.
In time they mature to -ful
then beach to wait some more
Posted in 86: NO THEME VII
Tagged Lakshmi Gill
Plague
i)
Walking in white socks,
you watch the black dots jump
and stick, trying to feel their way
to where the blood is easier.
Somehow they don’t sting
and pinching them doesn’t crack,
instead your blood is there
on your fingertips and their legs
keep wriggling. It’s been
a half-formed day, overcast
with fire-smoke and no change,
the wind still blowing strong easterly.
Under a microscope, every part of a flea
is visible, even the sucked out
parts of you. It’s a waste,
the time spent calling images up,
trying to know, when the answer
is a can let off on a sheet of paper,
an hour spent vacuuming up the bodies.
Imagine being able to jump
twenty times your height,
and suddenly finding yourself
stuck to the ground.
ii)
Sleeping in the basement to avoid chemicals,
there’s a rustle over the din of wind,
a mouse runs across the floor.
Where there’s one there’s more.
There’s a desperation I’ve noticed
in my voice, that’s like that scrabble.
It can’t be bourn. I’m here to be alone,
away from listening to women talk to men
with high-pitched hostage gaiety
“please love me, let me love me, don’t leave me”.
In a plague there’s hundreds of you being born
and dying once food runs out
or when the whim of something bigger
decides it’s had enough.
Posted in 86: NO THEME VII
Tagged Caitlin Maling
Fried Bread and Mango Juice
(for my grandmother, Suraj Ba)
My father bought mangoes
(a dozen or so)
and we carried them home
in a gunny sack
filled with the dark
orange smell of ripeness –
my five year old mouth watered
as my father slapped the sack
down in front of my mother.
Her face did not change at the
sight of the fruit (now a bit sticky
and blackened in places,
sap seeping slowly through
small splits in the tender skins)
these were not the mangoes
she expected,
firm and smooth – ready to eat
in neat, sweet slices –
Yet her eyelids did not flicker
at this messy offering
and I watched as she
washed the sack carefully,
peeled each soft fruit
and rubbed the yellow flesh
on harsh hessian
till her knuckles grew red and raw
and the thick juice flowed
like a honeyed miracle –
enough to fill a pitcher and then some more –
And after that she rolled dough
into silky discs, slipped them
into sizzling oil
and lifted out puris –
small, golden balloons…
I have had eight decades of eating
and now my dry mouth tastes nothing –
but in the stillness of my dreams…
I feast like a child
on fried bread and mango juice…
Posted in 86: NO THEME VII
Tagged Anita Patel
Creek Gully Dreaming
Fan-tailed, a brown cuckoo dove swoops
across the highway, settling on verge.
You could it take it as a sign there’s undercurrent
to asphalt, that it’s the world flowing
beneath us. A vinyl-clad demountable demurs
roadside. Blurred country flips through vignettes
seen or remembered: grass-trees that compete
with lantana clots rising like a bad dream
from the creek gully; gold mine shafts, caged over
on rain-shadowed hillside; the open cut mine –
its rail line that bridges the road ahead
& now the road behind.
Posted in 86: NO THEME VII
Tagged James Stuart
zipper fax
not master of my house, but light sitting
on a secret density, while some part of it
is female, suffers this red temperature
to continue—
ginger as a formation incident
i think i want to be known?
i think i am not a moral object
tho such was the thing that gave me my outsides
let me drift across the theatre like its curtains
the day comes unspooled from somewhere on the left
drifts across the scene like disconsolate ash
would you say i was naked were it not for these scraps
please only know my illumined parts
this is what the picture asks
dropping like a used pale flower
i am writing the shape of that same slow message
writing its circles around the drain
like there is a fantasy there, and i want to go in
it picked up the look of a door
picked the lock on the semblance
chose me to love it insatiably, so i do
i am everywhere low
low and clean, form and totally
content with that
user, i am content
with the effigy situation
and the hazard of its useful arms
Posted in 86: NO THEME VII
Tagged Kirsten Ihns
Ismene’s Thirst
in this binary library
a murder of fictions
crows gather in corners
it is work to witness
question marks polished apples
witnessed by medication
one side limp
I called an ambulance
this memory smells nutty
the first line I trusted
hot under a tree in the outback
a bag of lychees
declarations of love are not
front teeth crack the husk
translucence of trace
the bee on my chest witnesses the space between beats
I dusted my brother’s body
the dandelions nod affirmation
the butterfly heavy with the want does not land
the day I went to get results
my notebook opened an incision
lay lined
an inky river
the little boy runs into
my failure of ground
there is a beach where the two rivers meet
the Jamieson the Goulburn
not remembering protected them from the birds and their crimes
a woman on a horse tells us one river is warmer one faster
standing in water two arms end in a heart
their crimes fell like coins out of holes in the lining
yellow leaves are boats moving as fast as the colluding current
I have to stay till arrival happens
medicated into the seams
two elbows on the table
the wood smells like old books
my notebook spread fightless
a muddy pond of tea cools in my hands
sitting in the wind of hospital corridors
cockatoos rip apart the morning
the river swallows the fall
my mother raised her arms in prayer to the clothes line
blood flows from the left atrium to the right
the flies land on my denial
the privacy of grief
she took her two hands off her walker
onto my shoulders
pegged me with prayer
the two rivers don’t meet
the Jamieson ends in the Goulburn
Posted in 86: NO THEME VII
Tagged Claire Gaskin
Reflective Insulation
You just walk out of the world and into Australia
Lawrence
Dozing your afternoon away
hot and salty, outside time
you do not see the powderblue
of distant hills,
beyond that cape.
Everything has become quite marine
with gulls for scattered punctuation.
Huddled all together lie
the igneous and stratified:
craglet, pit and water pebble,
mini-tarn, long crinkled shelf
yellowish, ginger, tan, wet-black
with a hint of half-decayed
kelp, sea lettuce – something off.
Could be a dead penguin, eh?
Elastic theology against the green
or a psychic stress enacted by
a flannelled ghost in the machine.
Days are seasons of the psyche as
fresh waves crash against the sill,
over and over.
Sandstone
is the metaphysical pavilion,
our old mate the summer’s ocean
finding odd gaps in the field.
Epics within epigrams
and the stink of restlessness,
but on the sand it feels like Bush Week,
folk with stripey towel and radio
crescent between quotes of rock,
off which those yellow-eyed silver mullet
patiently abound.
Posted in 86: NO THEME VII
Tagged Chris Wallace-Crabbe
snob
don’t think i’ll hear
a fly buzz when i die
more likely a voice booming
instructions on where to queue
for the official passage there being
a jam in the tunnel some spirits
rushing to cross the river others
determined to rush back to life in
time for the latest sports event or
extra season of celebrity chef ―
i’d like to die a more easeful
death to the rhythm of a slow
light breath like a final exercise
in pranayama thinning down to
a miniature mmnn ~ lifting towards
a familiar vastness an expandable
yonder the ‘me’ now a drift of
prodigal particles not szymborska’s
‘to vanish like a spark’ :
but a generous
sabbatical or silky gap year
before the next reassignment ―
no dog or horse or rat perhaps
something more extra-terrestrial
Posted in 86: NO THEME VII
Tagged joanne burns
Woman with Her Throat Cut
If it’s a legitimate rape, the female body has ways to try to shut that whole thing down.
Todd Akin
While looking at the throat, bronzed and flayed: the ribs
artichoke-winged, I feel neck-strung and silenced.
Giacometti’s cork-screwed contortions too familiarly …
… subjugate, dear Congressmen, like anatomy you parse
syntactically. Butter-lipped, you scrape your teeth against
my cervical hollows and leave ( ) as the space between…
…my legs where a title lives. Dear sirs, you clip my clitoris
into a neat trilogy. Legislate fertility like a war
order. Brand my haunches with your initials, iron-cast …
… and sizzling. You unsheathe your pen and lick
your greasy fingers. It seems you have studied
Giacometti, that you already know…
… how simple he kept his forms, asking only
that she/it always remain with her/its back
laid flat against the ground.
Posted in 86: NO THEME VII
Tagged Alisa Dodge
Questions of Travel
Elizabeth Bishop packs for Seattle, December 1965
Thus, liminality is frequently likened to death, to being in the womb, to invisibility, to darkness, to bisexuality, to the wilderness, and to an eclipse of the sun or moon.
Victor Turner, The Ritual Process: Structure and Anti-Structure (1969).
The unseen night creatures—scaled and feathered
for their occult ceremonies—rasp and call outside
in the dark beyond the half dark that
surrounds this marbled, half-lit house.
There is little to occupy my nest of suitcases
on the narrow bed: the hillock of a portable typewriter,
a few pairs of shoes, three suits,
a middle-aged woman’s underclothes,
a clutch of diaries and letters,
The Poetics of Music (Vintage Books, 95¢).
Some other books will go by sea,
boxed in a ship’s vast and steely womb,
or else be left to visitors and the foxing elements.
There is, after all, nothing too large or too small
that can’t be left to the mise-en-scène of Brazil,
framed in this teeming window.
This house, midway between city and jungle,
is not indifferent to politics and promenades,
carnivorous plants and tidal rivers.
Neighbouring houses, though, are lit with gasoline,
and tenanted by defeated goats and unbrushed horses.
Underneath us all, the heavy, red earth keeps faith
with the human structures built upon it,
as if there was no such thing as
hubris or landslides or phone lines.
Meanwhile living things spring and decline,
in their godless and Biblical manner.
Obscene and prodigious vegetables are revered here.
Leather-skinned men work their Virgilian work
and hang their homely pots of lunch
on the shaded branches of trees.
The region’s fog, the rain and rainbows,
the obdurate sun; they were only ever
metaphors for the weather we call emotion,
that daily melodrama of violence and rectitude,
like an updating of all the old hymns.
The moon now set, I will sleep alone
like Sappho, leaving only the mirror to report—
in its contrary way—on the state of things.
Tomorrow begins the condition we call ‘in transit’
(Rio—Lima—Miami—Los Angeles—Seattle);
all those hours to think upon a decade
of time spent in the close geographies
of vehicles, gardens, and rooms.
All these human thresholds will one day give way
to a place beyond cities and hills, plains and jungles—
to a splendid and heartless book,
where it is neither night nor day,
neither here nor there, neither me nor you;
a place where a rain endlessly pours,
with nothing ever to break its fall.
Posted in 86: NO THEME VII
Tagged David McCooey
Impressions in a Rehearsal Room East Coburg c. 2014
Each generation dreams the one to follow
with the swagger of a zoo fictions dead-end in a mottled transparency
here, just outside of skin
the arm out
aliases & stage names
toy branches for aping manqués
& it’s a stilled ticking clock tossed
down a second-hand burrow that’s
enough to fugitive the intended scene’s
snipped ribbon
a public attraction of private anthropologies
PUSH BUTTON FOR EXPLANATION
self-displays of self-conservation
a three-bedroom dyad or arrangement of chromosomes: ✗ and/or ✔
when the males accounted for one more the Lost Boys junta-ed
fursuited in IKEA’s ark
BUTT SUM GRRLS R ALOUD
“peel me a mushroom
tab”
went the owl onesie, shaking its tail like a prolapsed bowel.
“dooood you need to do more Hegel exercises!”
retorted Dr. Bear before he was a tiger with an undone fly
“remember when you both did youtube kung-fu and yer eyeball came out like a male nipple?”
“additionally, Ca…..Kar….KAh….Kuh….’s a bit of a cagey prick!”
…the wise one resumes, grabs hold of himself & takes the lictor
through the Hula Girl bamboo beaded curtain
disappears in an I goes ⅄ then I
“it’s not the size of the glyph…”
(“Like…
zipped crypts same as Disney tall-ships
a panda, wipes its mouth with giclée print princess
“what’s yer angle?”
“I lope tropes…or lop hopes…or…”
trams mowing outside, chins swiping inside
some go down swinging, holding bad breath
emitting excessive saintliness
each turning way faces pale
listening for fractured feeling
“voice” gets wandering barefoot
in a bear suit
sleeve up: “aw guu need ib lobe”?
“it used to say, “all you need is love”
“yeh, my hibiscus is sagging these days”
“oh that? that was Bambi”
“why?”
“why not!”
evaluative catch-ups as consumption ‘ssumes
song of the Donkey that sat on the SINGER
plays on the depressed vinyl flooring
“have you checked your feed?”
not a surface spare in
the superstructure of the fridge
first name: surname of a neo-liberal US President
one wonders…
that’s apocryphal torque!
she’s two pairs of parallel lines
no personal not social
a self-divorcee, refugee, from neglect
a hand should arrive sometime soon…
should never have married
was thinking with her dick
as it turns out
bits were incompatible
for mental penetration
“☹ u r!”
ur-
specular glint in the BIG CUMMER’S
optical organ
BUSES WILL BE REPLACING TRAINS
steps out the back, door at the front
she gets the news digitally these days
quick, with long matchstick finger
“the right poem can only really happen when one attempts to strike a coarse portion of
ice”
she goes, she goes: “I wax an old woman/her epigrams/purge/what’s left/of those/sentiments”
(“Like…
interlocutors up to here ← as a magpie in its bits of a bird book nest, croons
atop a Devils Fig
in twinkle-twinkle terms,
a daddy-knows-best goo-goo ga-ga-ing
by ma ma’s hair loss gene coochie-coo-ing
cha-ching cha-ching-ing after every enactment
& letter etched in the putti-putti stack o’ futured
have-it-all from a car deaf to a home moan!
“chirp-chirp” “chirp-chirp” of such loci
(SEPTEMBER)
once upon a time there were five days sated,
a disappearance of memory functions
again
what direction
acquisitive, bright
prods between previous places or
makes a new bed crowded more
with pilgrims
11/17 bulbs
left flashing in the arrow
Alice & Co., dissociates
an OM tattoo on oranged skin
someone objects, it is noted, it is removed
they all are.
pale rectangles of an off-white wall replete with mould brocade
“why?”
“why not!”
(“Like…
“do you remember what aisle your shit is usually in?”
straw hut, lush palm: gone grey in the sun
glade, nymph an exotic other FOUND
in every second edifice in the North
less “documentary”
more “situated-ness”
does or doesn’t it stack-up?
Mee-ruh! Mee-ruh
the shape of the ‘jectification
the black glass that throws the light
that colours faces
“why?”
“why not!”
“it’s wot the ad say’d”
Look-it-up! Notice. Black. Deep blue. Notice a speck. Then another. Then another.
Another appears. All appear or were they always there? And soon, the
entire plane is cliquant with a cacophony of me too me too me too me
too me too me too me too…
other notifications tick: your white hairs” -sit down & eat- “everything tarnishes”
here, my grandmother’s recipe for an ampersand
“a thank you” built to scale, sympathies too schooled.
“fuck your ambulance-chaser-feminism & your recuperative hetero-hegemonic…who’s a fucken click-cunt!?”
chimed the bull in the END-TRANSMSSION tights.
“my motorbike can outrun the tectonic plates!”
“I’m on yer side grrls!”
“grrls?”
…
“why?”
“why not!”
“you have a pregnant pause of a penis…”
mapped, the cuniculi smudge-scape table
market-me-in invisible targets of
a unitary code pouring veils over
uncleaned mirrors
long used to ideologies, some look
to look away
“I bulge in my box!”, she odds.
“I shake my lobes”, she adds.
there’s literature on it, no
films or video art as yet
unfulfilled dreams of awakening
& then the Wizard
before work puts powdered milk,
boiling water, sugar &
alphabet pasta in a bowl
for the accident child
eats
we are not how
we wish to be
but how we
look
for
it
(“Like…
Posted in 86: NO THEME VII
Tagged Carmine Frascarelli
Cicada Song
the thin atrium of your body
dry as crepe paper
wings flat on your torso
a leadlight map of nations
eyes sequined solar panels
reflecting silence
husk of you in my palm
how the sea warns you
its long-rumpled muscle
pounding on full drums
as the sunspokes beat down
hard upon your piercing song
old shriek memory wailing
through your empty body
the relentless cicada wave
endlessly arriving
the one thing wild enough
to roll against the sea
Posted in 86: NO THEME VII
Tagged Sam Morley
Eve Incurs God’s Displeasure
after Marc Chagall
There she lies
red and engorged
taking up the scene’s bottom-third
like a throbbing tiger prawn.
God above is green and great and accusatory
stabbing a fat cartoon finger
at her shielded breast.
She’s taken the hue of overhanging fruit
as a rudimentary deer
or something equally innocent
looks on.
Posted in 86: NO THEME VII
Tagged Benjamin Dodds
Sea Seek
I have been to many a house
Alas, never a home.
But one silver day
my father phoned
from the North of Iran where
I could hear the sea in his voice and the sun
dangling from the ceiling of his worn villa;
my skin streaming to the source of his humid voice,
and I confessed I did not want to be in London in this golden city that
I used to exoticise
as a grateful immigrant girl
always on time for visa stamps, smiling in the police registration
to conceal the seemingly reasonless stress
sticking to deadlines like they were my guns
every application a war that
had to be won.
Thrilled just to be acknowledged by whiteness
and the sparkling promise of nothingness.
Speaking my second language like eating an ice cream:
cold but sweet
foreign words swimming in my foreign mouth
sometimes tricky, always surprising
like a secret that I shouted to betray a friend
except that I betrayed myself by confessing to my father
I want to be where you are
I want to be in Iran
melting in the Caspian under its ruthless sun
until my pale skin turns brown
and I become a real brown person who
can keep secrets and
admits she misses the sizzling streets
of her burning country.
Posted in 86: NO THEME VII
Tagged Sogol Sur
We Ask More
‘Give we the hills our equal prayer,
Earth’s breezy hills and heaven’s blue sea;
I ask for nothing further here
But my own heart and liberty.’
Emily Brontë
Ask everything more of layout under pressure.
Ask for depths outside and maybe beyond sacred texts.
Reconfigure ‘peace accords’ in glyph-take from deficits
filling out coupons and decorations of hope — elope
in weather maps and tracking, diagrams and divinations.
Ask jam sessions to reconstitute your faith, to make
the dried stalks — wicks — of long dead orchids
to act as spectrometers in the shade of eucalyptus.
Ask more in circulars, gravity-fix of personality,
all those making monsters in snippets of bushland —
such machinery sits in sheds, comes out, deletes
a stretch of flooded gums, returns, settled down.
Ask further of here, ask to shed skin in quietude.
Think of how friendships can kindle in old gaols —
exhibits: chain & ball, inducing of claustrophobia
when that’s a self-parody of the absurd: walls
already closed in, ticket of leave revoked in
striated light, and even back then gerygones,
pardelotes, prelates, roisterous mating song of rufous
whistler. Even then, as if, prayer for asking
to reset, play it differently, or fait accompli?
Never. Not in the hills of production, selfsufficiency.
Correlate a sea in the eye-drought!
What screech of epiphany dismissed for love?
We ask more under cloud where burn comes
fast and shockwave is no application — too
easy to see the disposition of incongruity
is setting up an image, phytochemical symbolism.
Why ask to ask more of core beliefs shed
when stress levels rise? To whom, and why?
Knowing more of lore than one should, it edges
under display, but can’t be plumbed, scrutineers.
A leisure of worship, a relief of granite and clay,
of laterites fines to spread out as tracks to London
or Rome or even an island like Singapore. Television
reception is poor, and that’s to be written as pyramid.
Here, further, out, nothing. Here asked of, a satellite
photographs as firebreaks glare, veins of geometry
leavened: heat signatures of all life, the beetle
we are surprised by (wherefore?), echidna gone
now from dead log ripped open, termite-less
city fallen out: after the event, the spiritual glossary?
Travel to define a feather’s curve, it’s readiness
or unwillingness to wet or dry, precise place
of arising. Could be said simple as flight,
with interference from all directions. So,
allot this fragment to that erosion,
this banging on about the same old thing
to that poisoning. Some of it, honestly — epigene
you can’t see grammatically, can’t add to programme.
And a loop in a signature doesn’t guarantee
cross reference, any more than echoing out
into marri flowerings makes ID — tinted snow
over hill bristles south of here, indeed indeed!, so
overwhelming that we’d believe the bunker-busting dozer
parked — snuggled — behind a few of them for over
a week now is contrite, pulling its head in,
lying low till (at least) the glorious palaver
of opening is over. Then down down down
into copyright and colonial overture of Underworld
idiom, a pew a cushion to kneel on, yank out weeds
in the old way (visions of ancient relatives?).
Ask more of a subject than an encyclopaedia
can offer you. Ask rubric and antiquity and transmutation,
ask gnosis and eitic/n-eitic/heitic/t-heitic & glory barbs
(a thumb is infecting from being scratched pulling caltrop).
Sore. Prayers lugged to carry you via — no way to obtain
lift when said and gone? Stirred in dust and residue
of manufacturing? Really, ask for more than shoot to kill
take aim at your denial of scorched earth? Your — us other:
‘You gotta ask yourself, do you feel lucky, greenie punks?’
says the funny fairground fella, all pukka on Twitter.
We mean — commonplace, common prayer in league.
Such power quickfix laugh model stand-up massacre mirror.
It’s all in the splurge, the burst of ‘information’. Lamentations
are lamington drives to collate a backlash — the seedbank
(genetically modified) of moralising calls out moralists.
Pitchfork realism in tractor loveland, we bow down
and take our rolling back of vegetation on the chinwag.
Wagtail does its watching, don’t you worry. No fear!
Ask everything more of layout under pressure.
Ask more, ask more of jam sessions ask more
of nature descriptions ask more of annunciations
of erasure, ask more of art therapy and sacred texts.
Posted in 86: NO THEME VII
Tagged John Kinsella
Third Nature.
Sonic boom just flew off the page, leaving a trail of swooning fragments, feather and spore, all sentenced to prosaic yarn. Amid other murmurs, skyglow and cracking statistics, consolations filled dead zones and paragraphs, visible paragraphs, great clouds falling from aircraft, tankers and lorries. Distress tones intimated the massacre of passenger pigeons. Waste was visible from space, not that any but prosthetic eyes and acronyms were there for the money shot. The stain of chemicals ran off into the water table or joined with fatbergs. Niche violence echoed trade winds, while traceries and microplastics drifted into the mouths of plankton. Avatars found signs, fossils even, of prehistoric struggles, and attempted to map the faultlines of coming climate wars. All hail the ancient struggles for oxygen. Depletion was mined for compost. Newly deciphered lichens sang of slow revolutions, of solidarity against humanist pathos and succulent doom. When passenger aircraft first broke the sound barrier, the prospects for bone shaking jeremiads of sheer noise still seemed endless. The sky was no longer the limit it once was. Some subtle diminution of lyric fire was registered by composite wing structures. At supersonic speeds the air was taken by surprise, caught off guard. Cones bled and nightingales ducked. Once bitten, twice shy, third time lucky there was no going back. Identity formation buffered into so many imposed binaries and intransitive verbs, but hurricanes were still given alternating genders. Contrails lingered, bearing witness to the inscription of noise as the presiding tone of human sky. Second nature’s chorus was resisted but also kettled and tortured. Herbaceous borders are an index of lyric charm. Gardeners led the push for human geometry. The formal garden framed labouring peasants and ruminants in the middle distance, which in turn gave ground to distant follies and sheer landskips on the horizon. Picturesque hierarchies announced the pomp and circumstance of private property. Bioproles were unimpressed by heritage signage, but gleaned what they could. Proponents of zero nature and deep ecology tried and then failed to animate the ideology of the concept. Songs of constructed otherness leapt over ancient biology, but the pulling power was with cellular repetitions dragged screaming and kicking into world prose. Trinitite, also known as atomsite, was devastatingly apt. Its scree of human handiwork was harvested for private collectors. Accumulation of mined but unmanageable waste became the default setting. Amid boom and bust, resistance movements gathered reluctant clumps and microbial cells. From each to each met with unacknowledged substrates. Senators of sentience proposed rewilding grammar, but nothing was free and the emergency brake seemed too hot to handle.
Posted in 86: NO THEME VII
Tagged Drew Milne
Apropos
At the wedding he says
I took my wife off the pill, it wasn’t
easy. I say, Oh
that’s terrible. (Imagine being a wife,
being taken, taking
off somehow, what
kind of weight
I don’t know— The men at work
said: We’re talking
about you, not to you.
They were talking
of how best
to tame a reckless body
(their daughters’ irregular,
bloodied, not abiding—)
They spoke over my lunch.
I know swinging dicks—
I know to skip the sugar
pills, how to hoax myself.
The man at work said, Think
logically, like I’d lost
my head & not my books.
The skip bin opened
to the length
of half my living
room. It was oddly full
with warmth & admiration—
Sometimes it’s hard to break
habits of hoarding
& spite.
At the wedding
the music swings up
in angles, lit.
A tiny bride & groom
on the dancefloor, the cake;
a small song turning its way out.
Posted in 86: NO THEME VII
Tagged Jo Langdon
Youth
You’re walking Lovers Lane, paperbarks
warp and woof overhead. The poodle
is at your heal, a cloud of impossible white.
Seeding clouds in the outback,
gramps and gran were gluttons for punishment.
The poodle’s coat is dreadlocked with long-grass,
between her hind legs blood fresh and wielding.
The bush is in heat, the smell of broken leaves
burning your sneakers. You didn’t want to return a murderer.
She’ll need a mate, gran said. So she’d sit on a stool.
Sit there for hours, wait for a royal mounting.
And you remember you’ve seen the red
between your mother’s legs, dark rivulets
mapping her inner thighs, her blonde pudenda so unlike
your brown, hairless skin when you washed with her
in the shower. The same heat. The same red.
The white cloud would be for the silver cloud.
The white cloud would yowl, it made you curious, this pain.
Gran became goddess of conceptions,
patience and silence, orchestrating litters
from here to eternity. The border collie would lurk
on the sideline, waiting for gramps to call her up to the ute
so they could round up the sheep
he’d shave and take to Goulburn, ending in scarves
noosing necks from here to London.
He hollers at you, you and his dog to hop in the back of the ute.
Speeding past and ducking into the yaw of lightning rod
eucalypt down to Dead Sheep Gulley, the back-burned underbrush
bares skulls of sheep that lost their way,
the collie expectant, its face stretched
as far forward as the fast ute. You’re a flying banshee,
this is what it is to be a banshee —
Flying on the back of the red ute.
Gramps knocks on the rear window,
so you pretend to oblige momentarily
holding on, your hair tied back by the wind. Banshee.
The dam’s drying up, the yabbies are still biting,
breathing holes punctuate life’s insistence
at the cracked edge. This country is carved by hoof
and bone, cliffs of dust… The whole erosion.
You got drunk at the wake, crawled
into the scrub beside the pub where you slept
most soundly. You disappeared on Hal’s Hill,
sitting there wet-faced searching the cold light
that disturbed you with its infinite.
This is where the demented flock roam,
this desert country in your deserted head.
This parched youth. This outgrown youth
that tracts then inside now, there inside here.
You burn in a plot of glowing silence,
your mother calls for you, you cannot tell her
when she embraces you she is embracing a stranger.
Posted in 86: NO THEME VII
Tagged Cecily Niumeitolu
Backscatter
The day brings minor violences
made in the image
of money : dirty martini sunlight,
sluggish, airplanes
taking off and touching down
inside my ears, a collapse
of reflective weather
on radar, its red blotches
moving out, a panic
amassing in paranormal fog.
Sheathed in UV
duratrans with an earthquake
under the skin, I skew
in relation to market
flux, a Doliprane – ibuprofen
regimen. At night
it’s a samurai war
in the air, a burning
behind the film.
By six in the morning the
mortar shelling is real.
Posted in 86: NO THEME VII
Tagged Andrew Zawacki

