Cold Glare

By | 12 August 2025

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Vivacious blues of the Adriatic bright in morning sun. Sparkle now
like marble, like flecks in limestone buildings curving out to sea.
How they line up like summer revellers before a distant island
imprisoned, from this angle, by the masts of sailing boats. The scene
though, all winter layers. All neat rows outside cafes, where tourists
in puff jackets absorb the blistering glare the water rejects into lips
split by northerly bursts. Into hands that grab for keys, cups, scraps
of sugar sachets. A book cover flapping, imagining itself a bird
ready to take flight into green palms that line the esplanade with
a Roman precision. Their fronds writhing like octopus tentacles caught
in a net, trying to make sense of the world they’ve found themselves in
or how exactly the world makes sense of them. The light blue sky
child-like and free. Stone villas crawl up a hill––jagged cliffs gutted
and filled with beds and sofas and TVs. Small sanctuaries
safe places to dream.


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A definition of beauty is a simple thing
made difficult in language. When you close your eyes it becomes
more distinct, more articulate. More fleeting, or perhaps more a feeling
of sun warming your aging face still cold from the shade of Split’s
small streets, filtering echoes of Croatian. Harsh and soft consonants.
Cries of gulls. A rattling wine trolley. The Latin and instruments
you imagine would’ve played as Diocletian was ferried across the bay
into his palace. It was the third century then. He had just abdicated.
Had this palace built on his native coast of Dalmatia. You read
that he spent his final days here, tending a vegetable garden, feeling
incessantly dismayed by news of his tetrarchy plunging into chaos.
Your cup slides along the faux-marble table and you catch it, unlike
the blues so perfect, so clear and perfect and materially there. Unlike
the poem that traces. The poem that hears itself a poem and wonders
how long it can sustain itself before collapsing.


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So often it continues
like this. Cans of soft drink, bottles of wine, washes of oxidised minerals
in stone. Consciousness blobbing like a jellyfish, like a GoPro strapped
to a stick, recording from above the subtle variations thoughts undergo
after a coffee and cigarette while watching wind off the Adriatic animate
storm clouds the sky shapes from water. Like a sculpture of nothing more
than the sculptor. Sometimes there’s a vibrancy in leaving only a sense.
An outline of what is being said, and by whom and for whom. As if
the blues were a thousand year old stone, older still. Writing between
small waves, the inability to make poetry from anything but the calm
intermittent speech of the shore. The red flanno you bought ten years ago
from an LA op shop warms in the sun, releasing the sickly sweet Jasmine smell
of a hostel laundry. The thought of millions of microplastics navigating
the imagination to here. The bright blue Adriatic. Repeating itself
lapping against the stone.


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Where everything repeats we find interstices.
Small instances of music. A rhythm that demarcates a distinction between
the person we once were and the person we suppose today we might be.
A bridge of glaring light finds you in sun. Day separates the self.
Into epochs of feeling. Millennia of thought. It’s in what we memorialise
toward that we come to a new understanding of the old. And yet
in one sense, a poet seduces nothing but themselves. Reduces themselves
to nothing but an image emptying itself into the world, and in which
the world finds itself emptied into the cold glaring light of day.

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