These lost boys translucent in the radiance
of a torn shop window with its eternal alarm
are ripping the side mirrors from a stationary Audi,
their vandalising hands strong with slowed time:
lizard eaters with tongues of rough leaves
and guts toughened by ingestion of dark meat,
the tintinnabulation of their armour issues glamour
like leakage of mercury from a watch-face.
The gesture clatters to the roadway, a Lenten
abnegation, honoured then unlearned. The child
ensorcelled by bougainvillea suffers pangs
of separation from primal heat. We had barely
discussed his slender maternal memories
when the police took him to Darlinghurst
lockup and beat him badly. He told me:
“They were showing the video of Ice Cream for Crow
when a black arm from Eveleigh Street
reached through the lounge room window
to repossess our television.” A mattress
dense with fleas exposed to early morning
Chippendale traffic, the sunroom strewn with ruby
fragments of smashed flagons suffused
in an ambulance glow. He borrowed money
from everyone he knew in the Trade Union Club
then disappeared forever: someone named
a cat after him. He was discovered later
swinging from the latticed balcony, to be revived
in the greenish pallor of hydroponic lamps.
Their supreme love expressed in meaty fistfights
down the staircase, hammer-threatened walls,
until one night a car skidded on its roof
against the pole outside our front door –
the topless waitress from the pub across the street
brought hot sweet tea in her netted singlet
to the white-haired suspended passengers.
Singed by the traffic slipstream we passed
secure in an insulating cloak of diesel, running
with the pack over six lanes of Parramatta Road.