You never discussed the stream
and no doubt the stream didn’t wantyour discourse (its own merry way)
but now that you live by the streama mosquito has come up the bank
and bitten you, and the streamis in your bloodstream. You buff
the site of entry like a trophy.Your chuckling new acquaintance
takes your cells out to the sea.*
It goes all night, you tell your friends
drinking wine to warm the house(already warm), and laugh of course
like a drain. Later in your roomyqueen you listen to its monologue –
ascending plane that never reachesaltitude. Your fingers stretch
from coast to coast to try it out,this solitude, while water thumps
through the riverbed.*
You’re not exactly on your own.
Teenagers come and go, the screen-doorclacks, Cardinals mob a little temple
hanging in a tree. A neighbour with a bagof seeds asks you if you mind
the birds. There is that film, and the flu,but no. In the mornings earlyish
you slide the rippling trees across(Burnham Wood) and watch
six parrots lift like anti-gravity.*
At sunset a rant about the dishes –
you’ve worked all day, unlikesome people! The tap runs. The sun,
tumbling over Waikiki, shoots throughthe trees, gilds the stream (unnecessary),
stuns you in the empty room. Every dayfor ten years (you realize, standing there)
you’ve crossed the bridge etched MānoaStream, 1972, back and forth,
except the day the river rose.*
Some facts: Mongooses (sic) (introduced)
pee into the current, plus rats and mice,The stream is sick. All the streams.
Mosquitoes -your messenger and thosethat bit the teenagers whose young blood
is festive like the Honolulu marathon –could carry West Nile virus. Often fatal.
Probably don’t, are probably winging itlike you, and you will go your whole life
and only die at the end of it.*
The stream doesn’t look sick. It takes
a pretty kink near your apartment.The trees are lush and spreading
like a shade house you once walked inin a gallery (mixed media). The water
masks its illness like a European noblewith the plague – a patina, and ringlets.
You’re pissed about the health issuesof the stream, and healthcare, because
it has your blood, you have its H2O.*
You think it’s peaceful by the stream?
Ducks rage, waking you at 2am,or thereabouts. Mongooses hunt
the duck eggs, says your son. Ah, you say.That night the quacks are noisy, but
you fret in peace. Sometimes homelesspeople sleep down by the river bank.
Harmless. One time one guy had a knife.They still talk about it and you see him
ghostly like an app against the trees.*
All your things are near the stream,
beds, plates, lamps – you’re campingapart from walls and taps and electricity.
Your laptop angles like a spade,and clods of English warm the room
(already warm). They warm your heart.Overall you have much less, because
of course – divided up. But you’re luckyor would be if the stream was squeaky
clean, and talked to you.*
The stream had caused a little trouble
in the past, i.e., the flood. Not it’s fault.900, 000 people pave a lot, they plumb
a lot. Then rain like weights. From a safedistance (your old apt) you watched
your little water course inflate and thunderdown the valley taking cars, chairs, trees.
You saw a mother and her baby rescuedfrom a van – a swimming coach, with ropes –
the van then bumbled out to sea.*
One apartment in your complex
took in water in the flood. And mud. It wasthis apartment. You’ve known it all along,
of course, because you watched.They fixed it up. Lifted carpets, blasted
fans for a week. Repainted.It’s pretty good. The odd door
needs a shoulder still. In certain lightsthough, on the wall, a watermark,
the stream’s dappled monogram.*
You’re talking clichés – water under
the bridge, love letter from a lawyer,serious harm, sunk without you.
The stream has been into your bedroom,and you in its. Remember reeds, coolness,
summer afternoons. You lovedthe stream. Its stinging waters send
a last message in lemon juice:If I’m fucked, you’re coming with me.
Sincerely, the stream.
- 115: SPACE
with A Sometimes
114: NO THEME 13
with J Toledo & C Tse
113: INVISIBLE WALLS
with A Walker & D Disney
112: TREAT
with T Dearborn
111: BABY
with S Deo & L Ferney
110: POP!
with Z Frost & B Jessen
109: NO THEME 12
with C Maling & N Rhook
108: DEDICATION
with L Patterson & L Garcia-Dolnik
107: LIMINAL
with B Li
106: OPEN
with C Lowe & J Langdon
105: NO THEME 11
with E Grills & E Stewart
104: KIN
with E Shiosaki
103: AMBLE
with E Gomez and S Gory
102: GAME
with R Green and J Maxwell
101: NO THEME 10
with J Kinsella and J Leanne
100: BROWNFACE
with W S Dunn
99: SINGAPORE
with J Ip and A Pang
97 & 98: PROPAGANDA
with M Breeze and S Groth
96: NO THEME IX
with M Gill and J Thayil
95: EARTH
with M Takolander
94: BAYT
with Z Hashem Beck
93: PEACH
with L Van, G Mouratidis, L Toong
92: NO THEME VIII
with C Gaskin
91: MONSTER
with N Curnow
90: AFRICAN DIASPORA
with S Umar
89: DOMESTIC
with N Harkin
88: TRANSQUEER
with S Barnes and Q Eades
87: DIFFICULT
with O Schwartz & H Isemonger
86: NO THEME VII
with L Gorton
85: PHILIPPINES
with Mookie L and S Lua
84: SUBURBIA
with L Brown and N O'Reilly
83: MATHEMATICS
with F Hile
82: LAND
with J Stuart and J Gibian
81: NEW CARIBBEAN
with V Lucien
80: NO THEME VI
with J Beveridge
57.1: EKPHRASTIC
with C Atherton and P Hetherington
57: CONFESSION
with K Glastonbury
56: EXPLODE
with D Disney
55.1: DALIT / INDIGENOUS
with M Chakraborty and K MacCarter
55: FUTURE MACHINES
with Bella Li
54: NO THEME V
with F Wright and O Sakr
53.0: THE END
with P Brown
52.0: TOIL
with C Jenkins
51.1: UMAMI
with L Davies and Lifted Brow
51.0: TRANSTASMAN
with B Cassidy
50.0: NO THEME IV
with J Tranter
49.1: A BRITISH / IRISH
with M Hall and S Seita
49.0: OBSOLETE
with T Ryan
48.1: CANADA
with K MacCarter and S Rhodes
48.0: CONSTRAINT
with C Wakeling
47.0: COLLABORATION
with L Armand and H Lambert
46.1: MELBOURNE
with M Farrell
46.0: NO THEME III
with F Plunkett
45.0: SILENCE
with J Owen
44.0: GONDWANALAND
with D Motion
43.1: PUMPKIN
with K MacCarter
43.0: MASQUE
with A Vickery
42.0: NO THEME II
with G Ryan
41.1: RATBAGGERY
with D Hose
41.0: TRANSPACIFIC
with J Rowe and M Nardone
40.1: INDONESIA
with K MacCarter
40.0: INTERLOCUTOR
with L Hart
39.1: GIBBERBIRD
with S Gory
39.0: JACKPOT!
with S Wagan Watson
38.0: SYDNEY
with A Lorange
37.1: NEBRASKA
with S Whalen
37.0: NO THEME!
with A Wearne
36.0: ELECTRONICA
with J Jones