Pretending I can’t find my bi yoo bibioo
simply because she has covered her eyes
gives her as much joy as the silly faces
I sometimes pull. Out of the 43 facial muscles
I should have, I stretch, contract, contort,
conjure shapes that get the desired reaction.
But when she hides she is in control – even
ridicules me for not seeing her: I’m right
here, Daddy, she screams, then runs to hug me.
Already the time is coming when the trick will be
too old. I know so well how soon our pleasures go.
I recall hiding from my grandma. Her dark eyes
imprisoned behind cataracts, I was always stunned
how easily she found me. She didn’t even move;
she just pointed, and my reaction was always – How?
Some quality of those hours with her is how I see God:
something of her certainty that I had my late father’s
physiognomy just from the sound of my voice; how
she hugged this inherited body, this borrowed
shape and hue, close to her, cradled its shifting
face, seeing and loving a grandchild with no eyes.
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