amira.h.



I’m your Andy

Goddess,
why do you love Andy Kaufman?

I don’t know— I just
Do.
I love looking at his face, those eyes…
I think about him when I [—] and he
[— — —]. I just
desire him
long for him
love him.
But would you still love him if he were a Zionist?

We’re on a camming website. People address me as ‘Goddess’; I tell them I want to be worshipped. They tell me they love me, love my body, offer to house me, pay for plane tickets to them, ask me to be their girlfriend, marry them. I decline. “Just send me tokens on this website please, not elsewhere, because I don’t want to get kicked off. I need the money. Plus, I’m reserved for Andy Kaufman.”

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