ORATIO IMPERATA

By | 1 September 2024

Suddenly black skies carrying the stench of rot
had sent us locking our doors
and shutting off the world.
But let it be said— nature is the ultimate butcher,
its bloody cleaver sheathed in flowers and fur.
No one to blacken your name this time,
Almighty Father, tell us where it hurts
and we will show you an abstraction—
we, poor, unworthy stewards of your creation.
We have chopped down mountains
and forests for our steady supply of crosses
for our unending crises, the silver in our pockets
rendered useless, like the shopping carts snaking to nowhere
as black umbrellas swarm the cityscape.

We have learned to ignore the little horrors
we inflict on ourselves daily—
Almighty father, spare us, the weary for what
we refuse to wear, for the last rasping sound
we refuse to make and the prayers we mouth
without conviction nor malice,
for the degrees of which we find it appropriate
to pester God, or to bury him along with
our earthly father whose essence is incoherence
and obsolescence, evoking only murderous mythology
from his own divinities, a warmer but less reassuring word,
like that stainless-steel table on which
the corpse is stretched out, covered in the light of candelabras,
sin peccado concivida floating off
our lips without the tyranny of understanding
tremolo of transmission more problematic
than our half-hearted Latin.

If pathogens are the world’s way of exercising hygiene,

then we warn our children—
Floods are God’s tears for our impenitent souls
Droughts are dress-rehearsals for hell

Until we find ourselves
robed in the thin brown coat of gratitude
and held airborne by wonder.
What we are saying, Almighty Father,
is that we have stopped measuring
the ballistics of rain.

May the winds spread our supplication
throughout the gasping gray cartographies.

May the earth, after its glacial labors,
finally find rest through muddy avenues, drying rivers,
scorched rice fields
cathedrals that burn with silence, the dominance
of broken grass and defaced saints.

These words we write on a white wall,
with a bloody finger.

We are alarmed by mosquitos buzzing in
from the undiscovered country
and television makes things less awkward.
We forget about the rats in the barns,
raw sewage in the grains

To which we say, there is absolutely no reason
to panic.

It is here: the scent of the world
right before it is once again erased,

but the smell of humid soil is upon us.

We don’t know how it ends
but we know how every great story begins —

It begins with a single word and heavy rain.

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