visitation dream
these days feel like draining a wound / into a champagne flute / D.R.E.A.M as in Death Rules Everything Around Me / a Salt Lake City Real Housewife says I deserve presents just for breathing / a Spotify playlist called #recessioncore / the internet is trying to sell me something that looks like / blinkers for humans / infernal scroll / the grind is grinding / I never imagined the apocalypse would be so slow / so boring / so full of takeout / in the wake of a perfume commercial rife with symbols & sillage / I am left / plaiting my hair into tiny nooses / for each tiny moment / that passes / connection to meaning has never been so hard ritual is now the name of a food ordering app / you never log off / dreams are emails from yr subconscious / sent to remind you of the most impending deadline of all / angel is just a prefix to investor / paperwork as the highest form of prayer / money is the new apex of spirituality & we are all its sanctified lil bitches / just look at photographs of Wall Street stockbrokers during the Global Financial Crisis / hands to their faces in what can be viewed as reverence / a Daily Mail article describes a Gwyneth Paltrow vagina-scented candle exploding as infernal flame / someone somewhere has to be praying for all of humanity to be saved from Goop / I am watching a viral sensation on TikTok talk about things she doesn’t understand / she says / who looked at something and said that’s the sky / overhead microplastics blur into the sunset / heaven used to mean everything above us that we could see / but now it’s just a place / you might not go when you die & the closest thing we have to forever is plastic