I beat my brother with a badminton racket,
bouncing the frame off his calves
until he swings and strikes my temple
with a cricket bat.
My shirt shoots red
so fast it can’t be real. Have I lost
too much? Mum says I need stitches, but
Dad says I got what I gave—I should’ve known my brother
likes a fight.
Mum helps me change:
removes my stained pyjamas, blots blood
with a rag, cups my head
with ice to stop
the weeping.Later, during morning Mass, I play Christ
speared and limp on the cross. Dressed as disciples,
my classmates cut me down, bind me
in linen and carry me to my tomb
behind the altar.
They deviate
from scripture and drop me
head first onto the floor.
When I rise
to show that sin has been wiped clean,
the blood is real.
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