In the space between my fist and my heart
Elongated heart strings
Turn into fish hooks
Pulling me into the space between sand and reef
Between dreams and waking
Between memory and the government of the livedHere, where we stand against the grinding world of greed
Same colonial plantation bastards
Old enemies wearing new clothesWe hold all that is left in our tired brown hands
We exist, in memory
We exist in vaporous form
In the space between the written and the spoken
In ancestral homelands sitting at the teeth of the hungry oceanHere, we look to the past
Our eyes fixed to our murky pasts
Before the ships arrived armed with maladies, weapons and with their angry vengeful god
They took our stories out of bodies
And gave it back to written on paper the colour of their skin
The sold us shame and covered our bodies in cloth
Binding us to their phosphides, their tragedies and their unrelenting greed
Now we fight in this untetheringWe only dream in the time before
We remember small remnants of who we were
And we sing the same songs
We move to the same dances
Celebrating the loss and trying to remember the essence
We remember in resistance
And we exist in the circular shape of our oceans
Like sharp toothed waves
We roll in and out remembering, forgetting and moving towards the future
Where the colony wont be our reference point
Where our memories and our dreams aren’t tainted by our tortured pasts
Where our gods can sit with us again
And we can sing new songs and dance with our backs strong and faces pressed against the wind
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