The Widow’s Nest

By | 2 February 2001

She sits up there
knitting her fingers for a silk dress
that a dead man will bring to her from China

The sunsets and sunrises are beautiful
and she is blind
and the waves of the ocean rise and fall
like nodes on the coil of a music box
striking a tune against the sky
which repeats and repeats until it is certain
a song of images
she strings it with her eyes
weaving the beauty of sunsets and sunrises
noting the passage of little ships
which are always the same
like ports passing in the night
in a desert of occasional good times

Memory’s blue wreck
dances
beneath this vision
throwing a face onto the water.

She married the first captain
of the cheapest Junk
in the South China Sea.
And when he sank
she celebrated her wedding
by scattering the shredded telegraph
like seeds
then sat down
without waiting for anything

Her treasure was gone
and she was relieved.
Now she spreads the surface
of the ocean like a net
catching
the beautiful scent of men
breathing them in
stealing her dead love
from the wind that swells
her laundry.

Her lovers know her only as a
night of troubled dreams
that never recur
and are quickly forgotten.

The surf clutches with its white fingers
at her stone toes, it wants revenge
it wants to wreck her land
this lighthouse that spins around itself
and sings because it is afraid because
it is alone
sings a warning and a desolation
that is its pride
that waits, singing that it waits for no man.

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