Pacific American Anxiety Gallery

By | 12 February 2026

after Rigoberto González

PORTRAIT ONE: SOLDIERS’ RETURN

On or about 29 December 1944, Palau, Japanese soldiers and Charlie Smith walked through
Dense jungle together
On or about 29 December 1944, Palau, Japanese soldiers killed Charles Smith
Buried him and others on Police Hill
On or about 29 December 1944, Palau, Japanese soldiers executed the Englishman
Paces past desperation ravine
When you expect a landing to be made by the enemy, dispose of the prisoners in a hurry
So the Japanese soldiers revisited the site of execution to dig up prior bodies
On or about 29 December 1944, Palau, an Englishman by the name of Charles “Charlie”
Smith, alias “James” was not a prisoner of war by nature
Charlie or James or Jesuit missionaries or the Untalan-Hondonero family
should not have been prisoners of war
On or about 29 December 1944, Who is war?
Japanese soldiers cremate the bones and rebury them in a single hole

PORTRAIT TWO: ISLANDERS EXTINGUISHING FIRES

Emergent fires suppressant contaminants
Deployment systems recall crash dummies
Young boy hands young girl hydrogen atoms replaced by toxic fluorine
The palm tree rhinoceros beetle-infested fires upending its uses and myths
Young girl catches fire on thighs of young boy
Decimated ecosystems kingfishers mated in captivity
Young girl touches young boy’s burning back creates limestone breccia
Young girl spits in hands brushes through young brother’s flaming hair
And kelps and sea forests sway in de-oxygenating currents
Young brother hands young sister his eyes blurred with neoplasms and lymphomas
Young sister throws into the ocean their diseased gaze drifting so far they are now
What we call horizon the farthest diasporas
Their hands holding nowhere without fires
Their bodies archipelagos radiant jungle heat

PORTRAIT THREE: RITA BORGIA SMITH ON PAPER

I find the name of his lover, Rita Borgia Smith, my great-grandmother,
In a report, an analysis to support an official recovery operation,
Non-confidential version

Great-grandma Rita, sneaked food to her husband, Charlie, while he was in captivity.
She traveled through the jungles without being detected at least three times.
She gave birth at least three times. Their children: David 18, Elena 15, and Henry 1
When Charlie was hidden in the jungle of Palau
Bullet residue on paper, 87 pebbles on Philippine beach, saltwater crocodile skin moccasins
Worn on invaders’ feet
Pixels on screen, BDUs on American soldier backs as anchors dredge native mangrove fauna
Into capacious silt
Rita dreams in uprising of silt her youngest child gnawing sweat-saturated cloth
clinging to her body
Rita feeds Charlie prayers of wild orchids and bush warblers and morningbirds

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