the ceasing of the heart

     evokes pineal eruptions.
everything that was

     is,

       will be –

expanding into neurons,

a supernova.
if dying is not your thing,

but you’d like to try it,

hold the lighter to the glass;

     sink into the bathwater.
allow his hand to place

     the pen

between clenched teeth.
     find the endlessness.

peel yourself out

     of your human skin.

ringed fingers

     caressing collarbones.

drip.
become the holy whore.

and aya will bless you,

and you will bless aya.

           it is all the same.
bob in the waves, immortal.

remember indigo flesh

and kinder eyes.

           do you see?

           it is all the same.