Like the Ocean Running Deep Under Everything
A mycorrhizal mycoform: several independent poems sharing textual material functioning as a connective network.
the skin on my hands steals softness from yours frayed at the edges, flakes lifting away like the sheets peeling from the paperbark in the yard the tree, older than me, perennially shedding its skin my hands remember themselves, still soft not yet known to the red rashes that blister like the barnacles that break the waves on the rocky knuckles of the coast as my body abrades and still, l i k e t h e o c e a n you held them all the same
the river rapid and turbid where I last saw lean and sun-kissed the reckless confidence of wrecking youth laughing at something or someone the bank eaten away corroded by the current whirling away ripples in me r u n n i n g d e e pold report cards for the doctor on the dining table comments about attitude, organisation, untidy handwriting asking an eight-year-old boy to just try harder, be better my mother asking how I can know for sure and how long it's been this way married to a man who can't sit still or finish a project before moving onto the next she turns a needle in her hand pulling yarn through a loop the same energy moving u n d e r e v e r y t h i n g